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[fennie8907]

hey guys, i dont really know what to write. right now im upset cause i was cleaning my moms room to get some money to buy x-mas presents for people, and while i was cleaning it, i found a 3page letter that i had wrote to my dad last year. from what i was told, the letter was sent to him. well obviously not. ya know, so many people out there talk

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[lil_crazy_girl]

hey. look i know that nothing i can say is going to make you feel better and make you understand that he is the one that is losing out on a great thing. but i understand how hard it is not to have a dad bc for a long time-even if you dont see it like i do-i didnt have a dad either. my real dad almost killed my mom when i was 2 so wrose came to wrose and they broke up or whatever. then my mom met my dad that i have right now and they got married when i was either almost 4 or almost 5-i dont remember which one. and up until last year he beat me and my sisters. now to me a dad isnt someone that beats you. so i never really considered him someone like my dad. we never got along and he was always made at my sisters so he would drink and do drugs and then come home and go crazy. things havent really been that bad lately and he hasnt gone on a rampage like that since the beginning of Aug. and he hasnt hit me since last year. but i am very afarid for him and i hate being scared of my dad. i have only really considered him my dad for like the

[fennie8907]

katie thank u so much! i really appreciate all the wonderful things u said to me. u made me feel alot more important in someones life. i love u so much and im so glad that u shared ur "story" with me. thanks gorgeous. i lvoe u! love always--
ME! lol

its called...SHUT UP

[lil_crazy_girl]

stop whining you bitch!! If you had your dad and he didnt want you you would be lk ugh I hate my dad so shut up. Ya my dad hates me and he is the worst dad in the world and I want him gone nothing more could please me. so basically hwat you're saying is u want a dad that hates you then not having some one that doesnt want you.well he's a smart guy b/c who would want to be your dad better yet who'd wan to be related to you i'd kill my self. shut up bitch this is the real world so deal with it no one wants to hear youre sorry ass mouth complain.

Re: its called...SHUT UP

[lil_crazy_girl]

and no one wants to hear you sit there and talk about phoenix when you arent even big enough so say who you are. i mean you dont know whats its like not to have a dad. and at least you have one. and even though you say that your dad hates you and that hes the wrose dad in the world you still have one. and you dont know that phoenix would say that about her dad. how do you know that your dad hates you huh? does he say it to you when his hands are tightly held around your neck? i doubt it. you dont know what you have and you wont know until you lose it. yes my dad has made losts of mistakes and stuff but i have forgaven him and things are finally getting better. stop telling phoenix that no one cares and wants her to stop complaining bc some of us do care. and you are complaining so take your own advice. phoenix i love you and you know that.

[unfamouspoet307]

hey 3po, I'm sorry that happened I didn't know till now,but in a way i can relate to that pain my real mom left me and my dad after i was born and she didn't show up for like six years I know what it's like to have that hole of emptiness in your heart.I'm always here for you if you ever need someone to talk to.You're Awesome though!It's a blessing having you as a friend
love always!water racer

[fennie8907]

hey, thanks! i appreciate it. im sorry about what youve had to go through. even if it was for a second, its still the worst feeling ever and i hate having it and i hate knowing others have it. i hope that all goes well with your life. youre so awesome!! love u!

keep ur head high!

[better_blonde67]

hey dont listen to faggets lk those ppl who leave there nam as anoomyse(sp?) thats reterted just keep ur head high and show them that they are rong and have no right to open there mouth in the first place. And really how can someone hat ethere dad shur evryone says they do but u dont mean it and it being ur pleasure for him to go away ...thats pretty fuked up right there if it wasnt for him you wuldnt be here right now ans im pretty shur he doesnt hate u or he probaly wulda have gotten ride of u by now.If i was ur dad i wuldnt want a kid with a mouth with words that come out of it like that.Phoenix don et sad over these faggets seriously look at them there so scared to leave there name as anoomyse(sp?!?!) b/c if ppl new who they were theyd fuck them up just like that b/c i know if sum one said that to my friend i wuld . but all im saying is that there fags dontlisten to em keep ur head high b/c there rong. lol i luv ya bye
*kaylen*

Re: keep ur head high!

[fennie8907]

ok, well technically he did get rid of me since he left 15yrs ago. but yeah i know...keep my head high and dont listen to them. i got it. thanks, bye

[sugar_high07]

Hey Phoenix I don't really have any advice for you cuz I have never gone through anything like that. But I can say that your poem is really good and if your other poems are like that too you're a really good writer. So don't let other ppl get you down cuz they're just heartless bitches to say something that mean. I don't know how someone could say something that cruel even if they aren't like your best friend or anything that is just plain wrong. K well I love you! Love Pamela

[ninjaturtlebeme]

hey this is grace, im adding ya and sorry about your dad, i know exactually how u feel. and i cant spell. lol love ya

[fennie8907]

thanks Grace. youre awesome. and it sucks doesnt it-the dad part. yeah well i hope that you get through with it okay, im trying my hardest to but theres always those times that it sucks more than ever. well see u tomorrow (hopefully). bye. love u!

-phoenix

aw thanks

[fennie8907]

thanks pamela, i can really tell that you mean that. i really appreciate that. and thanks for sticking up for. and oh my gosh-thanks for my supercool pink frog!! lol...i love it! well thanks. i love u too.
-phoenix