well its 3:05 in the morning i dont know why but i cant seem to ever fell asleep at regular times. Maybe its due to summer maybe its due to the mass amounts of thoughts going on in my mind.....im not really sure but i will tell you one thing life is crazy in all respects it really is. Im not exactly sure what im doing with my life...am i living my ( Read more... )

I know that i stated that i wouldnt post anymore but i feel like it so i will. My life has been so crazy lately. I dont know what the heck is going on i am completely lost. I dont know what i want out of life at all. I have no plans for the future and all of a sudden that is a problem ( Read more... )

well in realizing that noone reads this and that i have a xanga means this is prolly my last entry. so fuck this shit.

i have been feeling really convicted about what i have been doing lately. Maybe its because my pastor was talking about it today or maybe that just made it more evident in my life. I feel really bad for some of the things that i have done. I have don things that i know were wrong and i knew they were wrong even while i was doing them. I fell really ( Read more... )

AHHHH its finally friday. Im so glad too i finally get to do what i have been waiting for all week heh heh... and that is to SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to sleep im so tired and sick so sleep is all i have been wanting to do. Oh and now to talk about my week ( Read more... )

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Culd somebody tell me what they think love is. I dont have a clue what it is. I say i love people like my family and my friends, but i really dont know what it means to love. There are obviously different types of loves like the love of a father for his son and the love of a man and a woman.myis what it is to love someone. Is it to care deeply ( Read more... )

well i had a desent day today. School was normal. After school went to the game with melissa that was fun even though i didnt really watch the game. But i do know that we got our butts kicked. My geuss is that they beat us so bad because their team had a way higher melonin contint then ours. Im just kidding they just out played us in every way ( Read more... )