I hate myself

[fenris_hawk]

Well, Haley and I are over. I won't lie, it was 100% my fault. See, I'm up in Ohio. I have been for 2 weeks, and I will be for another 3. That's a long time to be away from the company of the opposite sex. Too long for me, at least. So guess what I went and did? I cheated on Haley, and ruined the best thing that has happened to me in months. My

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[anonymous]

you should know who i am by what i am about to write:

i don't want you to hate yourself, and i hate that you said you were on the verge of suicide! that aint right. i know that you must be hurting, but you don't even know how i feel! i'm on the other side of things.

well, you sound like you are pretty much over me already, so there isn't much to say. i just know that i am not over you...but hey, i never get what i want- what else is new?! sure, you'll find happiness. i might, but maybe not. i thought that i already had, and we all know that we don't always get a second chance.

[da_magstah]

Don't worry about it so much. We're all only just insignificant humans. Humans; the thing you hate, remember? And as I've learned, penises can be very dangerous, especially in the custody of boys like you. You just need to turn down the drama, and live with what happened. The past can't change, but you can.
I honestly hope you're doing better, even if most of this post doesn't convey it. By the way... it looks like our deal about after graduation isn't going to happen.
Catch ya on the flip side, daddio.