NOTICE:

[feraldolce]

I'm putting my trust on lockdown for awhile. Probably not forever, but at least until I heal up. It's a messy process, and it's not going to be pretty, which is why this notice is here. If I had you added before: know that I valued and appreciated your insight or silent solidarity. I'm more than willing to add any of you back if you ask, but I'm

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[lostkeyword]

Once again the most important thing is in your last sentence.

Sometimes I think, I'd like to be the stranger who gives you a balloon and a smile on the street in the early morning, like those people who hand out flyers and leaflets. Material for more little paper ships.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_721aAuMlg

Listen to this, watch this. Look at his clothes, and his posture. I want to sit at his feet and listen to him for hours and hours.

Tabula rasa. When sorting out and reorganizing doesn't work anymore tabula rasa is always a good choice. It leaves you with a blank canvas - not matter which color you choose it's gonna be something new.

I'm having a nonsense day.

I really liked your questions by the way.

In about four weeks I'll be starting with uni.

How are your plans about moving coming along?

I' glad you don't regret anything, Miss Away.

[feraldolce]

<3 plans to move full steam ahead. can't wait to get the fuck out of here.

[lostkeyword]

I know what you mean - sometimes I feel as if I've been degraded to some sort of maid/utility (wo)man... I cook and clean and fix the roof gutter... Hello?
I'll be out of here in about four weeks. Life tends to be confusing and now I'll be moving 450km to the south... Heidelberg. I got accepted at the University there, going back to school will be weird...

random notice: It's the 10th of September, they're allowed to sell Christmas sweets from now on! I was quite shocked when I went grocery shopping earlier today... What happened to it being still summer?

[kokanshu]

I've never really commented on a lot of your personal entries because I feel like whatever I would have to say would look trivial or small. My life attitude, even when I'm at my worst, is a lot simpler, and while I have no problems picking myself apart in a pragmatic manner, I am terrible at being introspective. Considering how deeply you seem to think about some things, I don't think my advice would really be appreciated. So maybe silent solidarity would be the best way to put it, on my side, anyway. I've always appreciated your insight on my problems.

I'd like to think that we're friends, on perhaps on a not-very-close level, but still. If you'd like to keep things just to tumblr and twitter, I'd understand.

[feraldolce]

sometimes a simple, uncomplicated answer is the one i need most, one that i can't see at all. i spend forever agonizing over the smallest details that it's difficult to step back and see things for what they are. (the fastest route from point A to point B is a straight line... and i spend most of my time flying around in lopsided circles.) that said, i would love, love, love to keep knowing you, fandom or not. (just saw your new entry, and i have a secret for you: i lurk your rps sometimes. used to do it a lot more when i had more time. i'm very interested in your original writing and characters; always have been.)

in short, added added added.

[clovercoda]

Add your chosen kairi, oi?

[feraldolce]

oh, you~

[0nlyapapermoon]

Hi~ It's Kaila. Just dropping you a note to let you know I got a new journal. I'd had the old one for ages, and I was very much sick of the username.

[feraldolce]

HARUHI~ so cute, bb!

[bronzebox]

Hi. This is just a big, but shy fan of your work. I'm not asking to be friended since we've never really spoken, but I've looked at your journal and your twitter after reading the last of A Lesser Beauty. I'm just hoping that you'll feel better soon, though this is probably something you want to and should take your time on. Better days will come. Thank you so much for writing.

Since I saw that you like Collect Call from your twitter (the audio is sort of crappy, but this is very beautiful, and I think you'd like it):

[feraldolce]

are you sure~ you don't want to be added? i love making new friends and would be more than willing to get to know you.

also, that version of collect call is lovely. ty for sharing <3

[bronzebox]

If you'd like! I figured you would only want people who were really close to you to be friends with you on here. But I'd love to! Sure!

Your welcome. ♥

[feraldolce]

because i'm new to fandom in general, and also because i'm fairly...well, i guess the easiest way to say it is that i don't put myself out there for other people to get to know... because i'm this way, i don't have very many fandom friends, and i'm usually more inclined to just hang out with irl friends and shoot the shit. that said, the way i see it is that i'm not particularly interesting, having nothing too worthwhile to say, and i come with a metric ton of excess baggage, so i can understand why people wouldn't want to talk to me. when they do, though, i enjoy it very, very much. it's just that i feel most people would rather not talk to me. i would rather not talk to me... if that makes sense.

i am clearly babbling. i'm glad you'd like to be friends~