And I’m good, good, good to go ( Read more... )

oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart.
and its all from watching tv,
and from speeding up my breathing.
wouldnt stop if i could.
oh it hurts to be this good.
you're holding on to your grudge.
oh it hurts to always have to be honest
with the one that you love.
oh, so let it go..

i am a shithead.

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams" <3

i had the worst day ever at work today. i dropped and spilled the huge jar of mustard. i didnt spill a lot but it seemed like it. then i was trying to put whipped cream in a coffee and spilled it bc it wasnt coming out and my hand sliped. luckily it was for audrey though and she laughed at me lol. then i cut my finger really deep making a sandwich ( Read more... )

i guess prom is on friday?

i dont wanna write in this but i just want you to know that im alive. i guess im doing well. im really numb about a lot of things right now. like sometimes i think i should be depressed about it but i think im happy, im not sure though. at least i keep busy instead of feeling sorry for myself and thinking about things. i think thats it..it hasnt ( Read more... )

i just want to sleep. i dont even care about working at all. i need the money though. i wish i worked later and not so early in the day. if you wanna...call to hang out. i get outta work at 5 i think and i might go tanning after if my month isnt over yet so call at like 5 30ish ( Read more... )

im pissed off but i shouldnt be. i know im spoiled but idk. my dad said hed pay for half a car then my mom could pay the other half and when i told her she was like cool whatever. now tonight we were talking about cars adn shes like i cant pay anything. im like wtf? idk like she said she does pay for a lot and everything but a car is important ( Read more... )

i just want today to be over already..the school part at least. i have my midterm in radio and i didnt really study much for it. it makes me feel like shit but sometimes so does the class. whatever. im sick of caring ( Read more... )