For the past five years and counting, I've been in love with the same unattainable woman who is three decades older than I am. It's traumatized me to the point where I've never even BEEN in a relationship with anyone because...no one compares to Her. I'm so depressed that I'd sell my soul to be a man. All I want is a penis and I feel like I could get her.
Well my suggestion can simply be try to decipher between what you can have and what is a fantasy, hell I am completely in love with my wife, but it doesn't mean I can dream of someone who I find "unattainable". In my case that would be Caroline Rhea. I would never cheat, but I also wouldn't just give up on what is a dream. Simple fact is people aren't always what they seem. I seem like I am a good guy but trust me you don't hear about my problem. That is why we have imaginations, to dream, and for some that is why if we feel it could possibly happen we ask the other. So my friend, your option is simply ask, and if you can't ask then dream. There is nothing wrong with it. Just don't hold yourself back for a fantasy. You should never let yourself feel love just because that person isn't what you feel is perfect or on another plain so to speak. Love comes in all shapes and forms, though I am not gay I support gay marriage. I don't benifit from it, I just feel everyone no matter how they feel is capable of not only loving but recieving
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With everything that has happened I wonder if I can really move on. I act like I have, but how long can I stand behind a facade befor someone really sees what is going on? I can't do this anymore, I need help. Too bad I will never seek it.
Well my friend most people do see whats going on, however help is only available to those who actually seek it. I am always available to those who want my help. Problem is no one truly trust me to see the outside and therefore usually don't ask my help. So even if you don't want all of my help you always have it. Just come to me in an e-mail at godofai@yahoo.com if you want it. Regardless if you can really move on time will always help. Though most of us are impatiant when I was in your situation I resorted to something that made me feel better. Though I have no regrets maybe I shouldn't have done it. But my problem is I have friends with problems worse than mine. So I have no other help than my own. That is why I offer to anyone out there no matter who you are. So do the right thing. If you need help contact me personally.
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