Comments | ferrinsworld: I am who I am. my life in 2nd person for anyone who cares.

ferrinsworld

I am who I am. my life in 2nd person for anyone who cares.

Oct 20, 2004 00:44

There is a point in your life when you start to really find yourself, and know yourself. You realize what you value in life, and what is important to you. You are finally able to feel in control of your life, and make the best decisions for YOU ( Read more... )

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seei3astian October 20 2004, 18:32:22 UTC

And, those who are stuck in the past, or future, lose grip on the present, and in the end, that's what matters isn't it? The present, cause the past was once the present, and the future will be the present also. So, why not just worry about the present that is right now.

And sure, people may seem to be selfish, and they are. Selfishness is necessary, in my opionon at least. Why should you care so much about what other people think, why should you spend time trying really hard to make things perfect with people you only see a small percentage of your life. Doesn't it make sense to try to make things perfect with the person you spend all of your life with?

Blah those two paragraphs probably made very little sense, they were perfectly rational in my head.

-sebastian

_otherwords_ October 20 2004, 19:31:15 UTC

living in the now

so nice in theory

? anonymous October 20 2004, 19:45:13 UTC

are you going on the europe trip this summer? with mr.webster and his wife?

Re: ? ferrinsworld October 20 2004, 20:01:17 UTC

unfortunatly no.

mybacksweats October 21 2004, 05:15:19 UTC

I love how deep you can be sometimes ferrin. You make alot of scence
I just love it
You need to write or draw in my book sometime
I think what my book needs is something from you

itcomeslikefire October 23 2004, 22:43:37 UTC

i understand most of that feeling you are expressing. i get that sense of independence through art, i believe, cause it makes me feel ultimate. and in this i kind of realized that i was alone, because it is the one thing, the one action that i can and have to go through on my own, like its THE challenge of my life, and it makes me have faith in my mind in some way. and this spirit of independence somehow separates me from others, in a loneliness that is not as meloncholy as people imagine aloneness to be.

i dont think that made any sense.

one thing that is really difficult for me to grasp is being in the now. i mean, ive expereinced the great feeling of enjoying the moment, but its just so impossible to always be in the now.