life doesn't seem like it's worth living anymore.
no i'm not suicidal..
but yeah.

my lips hurt lol.
uhm yeah this is gayyy

my life is one big gnarly soap opera.

I went to Ray's birthday
It was great...
until I took one shot..
so my dad let me drive with Ray
and he trusted me going to his house..
and he said "don't fuck up"
...they would have never known..
andrea comes to my house.
fucking drunk.
I told them I was drinking, too.
=[
yeah..I'm dead.

saw prom night last night.
if you haven't noticed i'm trying to post everyday.
Chris paid.
It was cool, he didn't try nothin' =D
uhmmmmm..
ima make pancakes.

oh  what a tangled web i am in...
he loves me

but he fucked her..
and it's my fault?
sorry to him, I don't want anything to do with him..
especially not now.
sorry for her, she's the one who gave herself to someone who doesn't care about her
AT ALL
and she knew it
it was obvious.
 

he smiled at me today
woooo.
I hate my student teacher lolz jerrrrK!!!
okay so I liked him yesterday
but its like he's trying to be a douche LOL

uhmmmmmm...
I want to make lemon bars.

i hate sleeping
my dreams make me want to cry every morning.

my student teacher is hawt
i may pass this semester lol jk

uhm...
i feel bad for people i let down
and a good friend of mine like hugged me for a long time
and i freaked out and yelled at him
i overreacted..
actually no...
i didn't.

lunch = me and andrea alone.
it was nice =] <33
uhm...
someone take me to prom!!
teehee
or not.

today i woke up 
ran
came home
took a shower
walked around with mika
then we did yogo
then we had a water fight. =]
im going to have a birthday with water guns and water balloons
now. =]
it was fun.

I think Bryan is scared I'm going to "steal" niki. =[