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[fervently]

I feel like a big ol' blob. I wanted to go walking last night, but it was too hazy and humid.. not only would I feel gross doing it, but my asthma wouldn't have liked it one bit. Which reminds me - I'm almost out of my ventolin. I need to get in touch with a doctor so I can refill my prescription

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[ohsoang]

i've gained a lot of weight since like january. =\ i've always been chubby, but i lost a lot while i worked during the holiday season, and after that i've just been lazy and eating junk food all the time. but now that i'm starting work again, i'm HOPING it'll help. i just feel immense.

i think feeling fat partially has to do with just your attitude. if you feel confident, you'll exude confidence. but if you feel insecure, it probably looks like you are. you can probably tell just with people you pass on the street, ya know.

love yourself, baby! i think it's harder to diet and exercise when you're depressed about the reason you're doing it. i do better with diet and exercise when i'm just jazzed and positive about getting into it.

i hope i made some sense, i was just throwing shit out there lol.

[fervently]

Haha... yes, you made mucho-sense, don't you worry. And I know exactly what you mean. It all depends on when you catch me in the day. Sometimes I can look at myself and think "I can accept this. It could be worse, and Dan loves me and thinks I'm still adorable and sexy and cute. Maybe this is just skin I'll have to get used to.." But then I'll see these 110-pound girls walking around in their mini skirts and tight shirts showing off their flat abs, and I get all depressed again.

Isn't society lovely? heh. But yes, you made lotsa sense dearheart. ;)