I did a small number of sit ups just now, and it hurt like hell.
If I can do this for at least 5 minutes every day for the next four months....and run and stuff, too...hopefully everything will be alright and I'll stop being blubbery. I want to wear a bikini. That's my goal.
Or more specifically...what do you who know me think I need to do to be hot? I'm not. And all of a sudden- that kills me. I want to be hot. For one in my fucking life I don't want to be the plain and mousy girl. So tell me. What do I have to do. To be hot.
Prom was pretty cool. Everybody liked my dress, and for that I was grateful. i really like my dress too, actually. But it got to the point where I couldn't breathe in it
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