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Okay so the bum tent chronicles will have to wait until i get my laptop fixed. i'm here a B's stealing his computer. In short, ive been living in a tent in my back yard while my hardwood floors are being refinished. It sucks. i started my period and that helped me realize why ive been so angsty the past few days. i'm feeling a lot better now that i ( Read more... ) -
The bum tent chroniccals
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hehe new icon is teh roxors
Today was insane. i was up and running since 7 am. The whole day i was looking forward to seeing Sir and Miss M. W/we went to the "Back to Basics" workshop. i really enjoyed it and got to see ellie and kevin. The topic was "negotiations and contracts" a very interesting topic now that i look back at the way Sir and i started. We never drew up ( Read more... ) -
thoughts on an empty room
i stare at what little remains of 14 years in one room. It is a sad sight to see an empty bookcase, like a leash without a dog or a vase without flowers. So many tid bits here and there. Long lost love letters, a dusty stack of pokemon cards, every hair tie ive ever owned. Having my room jumbled up so badly has put old things next to new, like a ( Read more... ) -
my first play party
friday - Spent the afternoon with boy d, bought kneepads for my puppy gettup and finally met up with Sir and Miss M to have dinner and go to the Club X social. i have to admit i was a little disappointed in the social, it seemed very segrigated. i was definately the youngest one there. W/we got our tickets, talked to the head of the GenX group and ( Read more... ) -
general feelings of late
I am going through a belated sub drop and its taking a lot out of me. I hope that it gets better before this weekend. I really want to be all happy puppy and giddy for the social and the play party. I feel like I have a blanket over my head and everything in my world has gone hazy. My self esteem as dropped a bit and I find myself covering my body ( Read more... ) -
A Public Appology
I am here to apologize to Ms.M for not finishing my blog as asked. I know it just sounds like an excuse but it is not. I Honestly wasn't feeling good and I know know to text message you if i cant get a hold of you before I retire for the evening. Knowing your disappointment truly hurt me. I was in tears at the though of upsetting you. From this ( Read more... ) -
recap from last night as told on backs of seaworld pamplets
Last night was so intense! First all the heavy lifting started to wear me out and all i wanted was to go to bed but every time i would walk back into the apartment and see boy d and his chains i would get riled up all over again.
Sir spent a good time talking to me about my collar of consideration, i am eager to make this next step ( Read more... ) -
last weekend (final edit)
And thus concludes another fucking amazing weekend. i will go by days in this post or else i will get all confused and since it may take me a little while when it says final edit at the top of the page you wll know i am done.
Friday-
Sir left early from work to come get me. We went shopping for work out clothes because now i'm going to be a fit ( Read more... ) -
teehee
i will start this entry with "ow" but we'll get to that later ( Read more... )