Ok, so I feel better and worse than the last time I made an entry. Today was pretty cool over all, but there were some confusing and some happy and some sad parts. But first I'd like to say...
Chris... You are puppy, you will be forever even if ur mad or upset or whatever. I love you for doing everything you've done for me. *I'm sry I had to say it even though it makes u all squicky and uncomfortable cause damnit ur like the best teacher type best friend a girl could have.* You are an amazing person and just don't worry everything will work out and you will be the happiest person in the end I hope, because no one deserves it as much as you. Ignore all those other people because they just don't deserve you. I'm sry I was so weird tonight I know that was the last thing you needed... I'm so so so sorry.
Please just... be okay. I'm also really sorry this all must seem totally selfish I never mean to be so now I'd figure I'd try and make up for it, even if it is too late.
Paige... I love you like whoa! I feel I don't tell you enough how great I think you are and how inspiring you are to me and how I love that you make me determined and you make me want to give a shit. *wow that was long sry* I just can't thank you enough for everything you've every done for me and every expierence you've given me! Thank you, darling, and especially thank you for always listening and putting up with all my shit.
Kris... We haven't really known each other that well for that long, but I feel it bears (right context) saying that you are a really great friend to me. I realize you and I may not always agree about stuff, but no matter what I think you're a great person and you make me feel like someone really wants me around like all the time, and that just means alot to me. So, I guess thanx for listening to me whine really late at night and thanx for being nice and thanx for just being there.
Lovely... I honestly don't know if you even read your LJ anymore, but here it goes anyway. Laura thank you for being this person not even a friend *I haven't gotten to that point yet.* who totally just seems to get me without even trying, and I know you may not be like actually trying, but sometimes I need someone like you around and I love that that person is you. You've always listened and given me advice and I just don't know what I'd do without you. So thanx Lovely for being you and being my friend and always understanding. I totally love you for being you.
Molly... What can I say I've known you for forever and you've always been there for me, and I can't thank you enough for it. Whenever I needed a little bit of stability in my life there you were. Whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on there you were. Whenever I've just needed a friend to talk to there you were. Molly you are totally awesome and that just makes me smile, and I especially love that you are always looking out for all of us even me. I just wanted to say thank you, cause I know I don't say it enough.
I love you for being with me through it all.
So I'd just like to say Thank You to anyone I've ever mistreated wrongly or that I just haven't said thank you to enough lately. I just want to recognize all my friends, because I feel extremely un--- I dunno but I feel you all just need a *HUGE HUG* and some thank you's and I love you's not only because no one says it enough lately, but also because you all deserve it for putting up with my shit constantly.
P.S. I've decided I deffinetly like someone, and I know longer know what I'm getting myself into. They are really awesome and I would be really sad if I made them never wanna see me again. Oh, crap....
_Adrianne_