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[fetus_barbeque]

I've always said I go by the whole Carpe Diem philosophy. Recently I've realised that I'm living less and hoping to die more. Not because I'm depressed or sad about anything, but because i don't feel like i fit into the world anymore. All of these aspirations i had growing up seem to get further away with every decision i make. I just wish i could

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[nycdweeb]

my ears are bleeding. beat that.

[fetus_barbeque]

psh, i was just masturbating and got semen in my eye. i think they've rebelled and taken up piracy as they've staked claim over my left eye in the name of testiclees, ruler of the nether-region.

[fetus_barbeque]

tans + me = not usually happenin' but i'll get a little color, just for you ^_~

[punky_pixie]

when would you leave if you decided to do it?

[fetus_barbeque]

not sure when i'm leaving, but i have to be there by monday next week.

[malmal87]

you cant find a super cool job around here?

[fetus_barbeque]

it's not a matter of cool or not cool. i like my current job, but i make 350 every two weeks. with this out of state job i'll be making 800 a week. i'll be making 4.5714285714285714285714285714286 times more every two weeks. i'm just interested in making money to get myself into a school in new york for acting. unless that changes. i want the money to go to school somewhere, and hopefully by the time i have it i'll start enjoying school rather than thinking it's a pointless obligation. yeah