I'm losing it.
I consumed various different drugs last night and cannot remember a thing.
i hope i didn't confess any undying loves last night... stupid intoxication.
i'm ready for it all to be over. I don't even wanna be in the play anymore.
I will screw it up because i am useless.
i
hate
my
face.

two klonopins
two flexeril
two loracet
marijuana
and no will to do anything.

save me from this dwindling life.

I've been thinking lately... though i do enjoy my name, i'm growing weary of it.
there a few people that call me 'mox' in real life, and i rather like it.
so how would one go about telling people that? Telling everyone 'call me mox from now on' sounds kinda lame...
hopefully they won't confuse me with that varsity blues fucker. grr.
moxmoxmox

Now that I've downloaded this LJ client dealy I seem to write in it more.
convenience I suppose.

I bowl on a league with my father on Friday nights.
Tonight I bowled very badly.
Bad nathan. Sit in the corner.
I need practice...

I need to practice a lot of things it seems.
With time...

I saw tana last night. I remember it vividly.
she was beautiful as usual.
Saw my cancer stick, i've been exploited.
I was a little drunk.
Smoking isn't a habit, just a solution every so often.
no pics of the suit because my lighting sucks...
maybe one day.

I need to start having friendships like I read about on here as written by most people on my friends list.
I'd like to have substance to every day, fun, etc.
Anyone know how to end brain dementia?

what a strange night.
today i am wearing a three-piece pinstripe suit.
my hair is spiked like liberty.
i feel like a drug dealer.
i've put the party back into thanksgiving.
going away.
where's the beef?

So, I've not really said much as of late, but I feel it's time for an update ( Read more... )

So, I'm not gonna lie. I have a flaw... i am addicted to the telivision series angel (as well as buffy while it was running). that in mind, i NEED to see the episodes that have run this season already, i missed them all because of the play i'm in. so, if anyone is insane like me and tapes them, please to let me borrow ithankyou.

tonight is a good night because it has filled me with a nice psychadelic methanphetamine... Mmmm, i wish someone was online to talk to me... Soon i'll put up a before and after pic (before: liberty-spikes/gothness; after: boy-next-door) it was for the newspaper... i've got millions of pics though, so if you know me from IR or sommat keep an eye out ( Read more... )