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ok lately ive been a bitch.
life has been so stressful and i have been such a flake cuz i only want to be around people who know whats going on.i feel so bad for not hanging out with you guys.i am truely sorry. everything that was stressing me out isnt anymore. i was scared for my cousin and i was scared for me and people lately havent been treating me like i am a friend..more like someone who doesnt exist until you want them to..it seems like ever since i am moving people just forget about me and just move on and act like i am already gone..life was being pretty gay..but everything is ok now. so i am here to say that i am very sorry for what i have done and we are hanging out like i have promised. i know that i shouldnt flake out on you but trust me in the condition i was in it wouldnt have been fun to be with me..one second i was mad and the next i was sad..things were really confusing and painful to deal with and one thing is still hurting me really bad but its not to the point as to where i dont want to be around people.
grant-im sorry that we didnt hang out yesterday. it was a really bad day and we needed to talk to blake and garrett. i am so sorry though. now that things are getting better we are for sure hanging out(that is if you still want to)