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fetusonfire Sep 25, 2005 17:39

Everyone's birthday was this past week, Will's, Rye's, Marco's, Dylan's. Today is Marco's birthday and also Dylans (I don't really care about his), and it's kind of hard because Marco went out with his buddies and his dad for dinner. I mean, I'd want to do something like that too and it's okay but I don't know a lot of the time, if my friends know ( Read more... )

You really don't have to read this (not that anyone does)

fetusonfire Sep 16, 2005 22:58

I don't want to feel this way. I spend all day with a fake-ass smile on my face and say hi to people and I just feel like wrecking the crap out of myself. I'm done. My friends are treating me like crap. I'm so sick of feeling lonely here. What the hell am I doing? I want some real people back. JT left. Ally left. All the people who aren't ( Read more... )

TTTTTTTTTTTired

fetusonfire Sep 13, 2005 19:05

I took my meds for the first time today they are crashing like and AVALANCHE. Cross country. Legs hurt. Tired. I am not hungry but I want to eat. I think I'm going to bed early. Outlining chapters SUCKS. I'd like to have you know that I am joining the "spirit comitee" at my school and kicking someone out of this. No, it is not cheerleading. I get ( Read more... )

THANK GOD I need to switch to Physics

fetusonfire Sep 10, 2005 16:50

Yesterday was the first real day of classes and I regret to say that just about everyone in all of my classes except my last two are COMPLETELY IGNORANT! It's almost nauseating. This one boy thought I was pro- Christopher Columbus becasue I am a girl and he actually said this OUT LOUD in front of the entire class. We were talking about biases in ( Read more... )

Bad music WAAAAAAAH!

fetusonfire Aug 23, 2005 16:45

I'm in an internet cafe that's playing really shitty music! they are playing this really stupid country music like mainers know anything about country to start with i want to rip my brains out! and yesterday they were playing really good music like led zeppelin and crosby stills and nash and now they're playing fucking country! i'm doing my college ( Read more... )

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fetusonfire Jul 28, 2005 08:01

Just got back from wilderness yesterday and I took an hour shower and I have never felt so clean or thought I smelt so good. I went out to get coffee and a bagel this morning and ran into a lot of my buddies back at school (yes, I mean Hyde). I have to say so myself I AM SO SICK OF BEING AROUND THE SAME PEOPLE AND THEY HAVE ALL DRIVEN ME INSANE AND ( Read more... )

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fetusonfire Jul 12, 2005 20:10

I'm going on the hike starting tomorrow. It's going to be weird. I'm the only female except for Bergmann's mom. The kids who are going: Eric Gilston, Tom Conners, Marco Luongo, Matt Bergmann (for one week), Aaron Johnson, and Jes comes the second week, so there will be a second girl. I am going to smell, but it shouldn't matter becasue I am so damn

I <3 Angry People

fetusonfire Jul 07, 2005 18:00

When you're bored and at school, it is AWESOME to observe an angry person. Cuz the mannerisms that people show when they get mad are just fucking hilarious, like how I used to be when I yelled at people, "get the FUCK out of my FUCKING ROOM!" and I also used to call people rediculous names like cottage cheese cunt. And some people kind of bend ( Read more... )

parents, angry, wilderness

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fetusonfire Jul 06, 2005 14:36

SHIT! Why am I such a fucking hypocohndriac? SSHHIITT!! I am going to overdose have a heart attack get pregnant and die. goodbye. I need to get the fuck out of this house.

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fetusonfire Jul 04, 2005 17:18

no i did not have sex with him.