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[feyla]

Okay so this is a product of talking with Rose last night, and all of my recent conversations with Melody. It's something that I don't expect everyone to understand or identify with. That's fine. Just don't call me crazy. Because I'm not. I'm completely realistic in my thoughts, even if I always keep dreaming

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[feyla]

Commenting on my own post. XDD But I also had wanted to add up there (except it didn't quite fit in) that I did have that urge to go look up my favorite's ideal type and everything about them and all that stuff. But then I thought about it and I didn't. Yeah, I love learning more about them. But I want to stick to what they show me themselves. I occasionally see stalker pics or a fancam, but that's rare. I want to know them yes, but also give them the same chance they would have with me. If that makes sense. Anything that's public (by which I mean they're on stage or something official) I watch and I'll watch fancams of. But although I would love to know more about them and what they do when they aren't on stage, I'll save that for if I were ever to actually meet them and get to know them. kkk I'm having a hard time explaining and that sounds quite delusional

[feyla]

:D :D