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Lies...Love...Trust...Friendship ( Read more... )

I'm doing better...still not ok, still not ok, but its easier, a lot easier. I'm stonger than I thought I could be. I learned a few things about myself and about others...I'm going to be alright. hopefully.

Really Alex...way to go, way to go.

Get your crap together, get your life in order and start over.

Fuck this. Fuck you.

THIS WEEKEND: -

Tan..........................check
Eat...........................check
Friends.....................check
New Friends.............check x 2
Drink........................no drink.......
Smoke......................check x 2
Home Work.............check
Sleep........................check

wow this sucks....I was going through my planner writing down dates and stuff...i see:

"Jeff's B-day plan a surprise"
"Alex & Jeff...1 year *yay*"
"Jeff Leaves for Germany"
"Jeff coms back...plan party"

This planner officially sucks now...

It's all over but the crying - Garbage

I GOT A FREAKEN AIM VIRUS!!! WTF!!! WTF!!! HOW DO I GET RID OF IT!!

first he plays a part in breaking up my relationship, now he's befriending the only other guy I know to be my close friend and they are hanging out with J. I'm really not ok with this but whatever, you lose friends you gain more. I'm not sure about this situation my friend is putting himself in. You're hurting my heart ( Read more... )

The first cut really is the deepest. but you know what? those lyrics I do want to
happen but its just a song, all I gotta do is change the song. See, progress.

Also its cloudy which is not condusive to my tanning.

Anger

Chest pain getting kinda really sorta bad....what could it be? I'm worried...