Thats a good questino.... I'd like to know myself one day.... but needless to say I have returned stronger then before with e renewed sense of self worth and esteem. damn... that sounded like a comercial..... whatever ( Read more... )

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Heres the link

http://www.kingsofchaos.com/page.php?id=875980

if you wanna help me build an army then please click this link every 24 hours... and hit continue when you get there

Love u all!!!

I will be takeing a bit of a hiatus from LJ... I love the friends I have made here and i think you all know how to contact me by some means. I just need a break... back tracking a bit to find my center. I have far to much drama what with family and money issues right now to even begin to orginize my thoughts into any semblence of order. I may be ( Read more... )

To tired to write.

next time.

so this weekend was both happy and saddening. I got to hang out with this very adorable girl... but it seems to be the cosmic order that we stay friends... and I am ok with that but I miss what I drempt of... and if she doesn't mind I may even pine for a bit.. I do wish her the best and hope she knows that if she ever needs a friends to listen to ( Read more... )

Stolen from my favorite web comic
Individuals are microcosms of society. Emotions are like the masses--excitable, diverse, fickle. The mind is like the ruling class, endlessly deliberating on how to deal with their subjects. Some people are police states, suppressing their emotions, punishing subsersive elements, their militant ideals goosestepping ( Read more... )

I just heard from one of my VERY best friends in the world that she may have sleep apnea.... thats where your blood oxygen levels dip because you breath very shallow at night... some people stop breathing all together. It ran in Windys Fathers side of the family and it was just brought to my attention that it could have been responsible for her ( Read more... )

Yea!!! It looks like I am going to get to go to bed before 3 am!!! How interesting... I may even get enough sleep ( Read more... )