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Omnislash CS: So how has your first official day off been?
TifLockheart7: Pretty good. I actually got up late for once ..in only God knows how long. It's not as weird as I thought it would be, you know?
Omnislash CS: I would hope not, so I take it you slept well enough?
TifLockheart7: I did sleep well enough, thank you :-) Did you get any sleep at all?
Omnislash CS: I did end up falling alseep..eventually...yeah. Have you spoken with Aeris yet?
TifLockheart7: She left me a message. I need to answer it though, I meant to but then I got distracted, I'll do that asap
Omnislash CS: She's been acting a little..strange lately so that might not have been a bad thing, missing her at first I mean.
TifLockheart7: Strange? What kind of strange? This is Aeris we're talking about, I never could fully adjust to her. She's just very different from most
of the people I know, or had known before I met her.
Omnislash CS: That's true, you two did always have this little awkward space in between you. But I mean, when she's on the side of Sephiroth even though they both have different views is just...strange to see from her.
TifLockheart7: The girl confuses me but I'm trying that whole "bonding" thing as I am a woman after all, and I should have women friends....or so I'm told >.>
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Omnislash CS: She's still her sweet self, if possible, gaining even more innocence since coming back.
TifLockheart7: I guess she's one of the lucky ones
Omnislash CS: I guess so, but if anyone deserves a break after everything she went though, it's her.
TifLockheart7: Yeah
Omnislash CS: Not that I'm saying you don't, because you do. You got dragged into that whole mess.
TifLockheart7: Yeah, I suppose so. Anyways, enough talk about that. How's you?
Omnislash CS: I'm alright.
TifLockheart7: Good to hear. Enjoying your time in Kalm?
Omnislash CS: To an extent, seeing you was definately a highlight.
TifLockheart7: *arches an eyebrow* Highlight? Really? *smiles* That's nice to know
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Omnislash CS: Nah, thank you. It was nice to be around someone who I didn't have to watch my every step around.
TifLockheart7: Nice and refreshing huh?
Omnislash CS: To say the least, yes.
TifLockheart7: Well, very glad to help. It was nice to talk to a sober living breathing human being again
Omnislash CS: I'm very much a living, breathing man so I was glad to help you out with the social thing too..even if I'm still not very good at it.
TifLockheart7: You're getting better :-) Always a good sign. I'm surprised my social skills aren't at rock bottom yet
Omnislash CS: I didn't know it took effort to have social skills and I doubt anyone wouldn't want to talk to you, even if they weren't actually wanting to talk. *shakes head* You attract some bad kind..not as bad as me, but pretty close.
TifLockheart7: It's not so much my face they're attracted to *rolls eyes* And you're not part of the " bad kind " :-P
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Omnislash CS: I know I'm not, I'm here to keep the bad kind away from your....you.
TifLockheart7: My fist can help ;-) And yeah, what can I say? I seem to attract...the..lecherous drunk ones >.>
Omnislash CS: Well you do have a profession where they're pretty hard to avoid.
TifLockheart7: Yes, very true.
Omnislash CS: You would have been a pretty good mercenary for hire.
TifLockheart7: I would? Why's that?
Omnislash CS: You're not afraid of much, execpt for certain people, who you care about.
TifLockheart7: *smiles slowly* You're going to give me a big head, you know? So big, I won't be able to fit it in through the door, you just wait and see *nods sagely*
Omnislash CS: Good actually. Maybe the some of those drunked idiots would actually look you in the face.
TifLockheart7: Yeah, a girl can hope, can't she? *smirks*
Omnislash CS: ....*shakes his head* Can't believe I was even thinking of that.
TifLockheart7: ..You just lost me O.o Thinking of what?
Omnislash CS: *chuckles lightly*...Nevermind.
TifLockheart7: *narrows her eyes* What? I'm all paranoid now :-P lol
Omnislash CS: Nothing to worry your pretty head about Tifa, really.
TifLockheart7: Hmm okay
Omnislash CS: Sorry, I'm a little scattered lately..if it's too hard to notice.
TifLockheart7: It's alright. We all get that way sometimes. You know, if you ever want to talk. I'm here
Omnislash CS: I know, thanks. Even if I didn't want to talk I'd still find you when I could and... just sit there in the dark like we used to under
the stars.
TifLockheart7: Hm I miss those days *smiles fondly at the memory* I still search the skies for a falling star, you know?
Omnislash CS: You do? I never really believed in wishes, have they been coming true?
TifLockheart7: No, not really but then again, I was never one to stop hoping and I don't give up too easily.
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Omnislash CS: Always were a dreamer. How do keep faith in wishes that don't come true?
TifLockheart7: *looks thoughtful for a moment* I don't really know. I mean, I look back at everything that happened and then I figure, if something like that can happen. That people can come together, fight together and win, then anything is possible. Just as long as we put our minds to it and apply ourselves and half the time, all we have are our dreams.
Omnislash CS: Doesn't that bother you though..that the only things you're allowed to feel like you have sometimes are fantasies that
might never be made a reality?
TifLockheart7: Of course it bothers me. I'm only human after all, but well.........sometimes, the dream is better than nothing at all
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Omnislash CS: ..Sorry, I didn't mean to sound cruel.
TifLockheart7: It's okay. I'm just *shrugs* ..it doesn't matter
Omnislash CS: Yeah it does.
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TifLockheart7: Dreams help to keep me going from day to day *shrugs again* It's probably silly but it's true.
Omnislash CS: What kind of dreams do you have?
TifLockheart7: I dream of..finding someone to love me, I dream of being something more than a barmaid, I dream of having a family, I dream of exploring, I dream of ...*blushes* stuff like that
Omnislash CS: So the family and white picket fense dreams...not exactly anything too far off, those things are actually things that could
happen eventually.
TifLockheart7: Yeah I suppose
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Omnislash CS: You...suppose?
TifLockheart7: Yeah, I mean our life hasn't been very condusive to the family/white picket fence thing
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Omnislash CS: Yeah, that could be the best way to put it alright.
TifLockheart7: Soo..yes, backburner dreams for now
Omnislash CS: Not like you to so quickly give up on your potential happiness.
TifLockheart7: I'm living in the here and now. The last couple of months have made me realise that whilst you do need to keep hold of your dreams, some are better left alone, just so you don't get hurt *nods head*
Omnislash CS: ...I understand that.
TifLockheart7: Yeah. I've taken to guarding my heart a lot more than I used to >.>
Omnislash CS: ....The heart's an irritating thing.
TifLockheart7: It can be but it can also be wonderful :-)
Omnislash CS: In bursts, sure, but when other hearts affect yours the guarding around it gets weakened constantly.
TifLockheart7: True. I know that better than anyone *smirks*
Omnislash CS: Maybe you do, but you can't take that "The Most Confused Heart" title away from me. *chuckles*
TifLockheart7: Nope, I think you still got everyone beat on that :-P
Omnislash CS: Sometimes I wish I didn't though.
TifLockheart7: I can imagine. Being confused is never fun
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Omnislash CS: It's not as appealing as it sounds. There are some things that are slowly sorting themselves out, I'm just not a fan of rushing having to make decsions that have that bittersweet outcome.
TifLockheart7: Ah yes, bittersweet. Really bad after taste
Omnislash CS: Yeah it ends up being a choice of whether you want to have to deal with the bad aftertaste for awhile if it means eventually being satisfied.
TifLockheart7: I suppose it all depends on what or whom is causing this bittersweet outcome
Omnislash CS: It would be an unavoidable outcome, just the emotions slightly shifted..I guess.
TifLockheart7: Sounds intense *nods head* Let me know if I can help, I'm good for that shoulder to cry on thing..
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Omnislash CS: ...*chuckles* I suppose you could say it is. And I somehow doubt you could be much help, though by no fault of your own.
TifLockheart7: *smiles* Well, you know I'm here but for now, I've got to get off. The fridge is bare and I can't have you and other visitors starving
now can I? What kind of hostess would I be if I did that?
Omnislash CS: Not a very good one, no. And I know you are, maybe I'll take you up on that soon...not the crying shoulder part though. Make sure you get rest tonight.
TifLockheart7: I will, I promise. Nice talking to you Cloud, look forward to seeing you again in person *kiss on the cheek* Take care of yourself
Omnislash CS: ...You too.
TifLockheart7: Pretty good. I actually got up late for once ..in only God knows how long. It's not as weird as I thought it would be, you know?
Omnislash CS: I would hope not, so I take it you slept well enough?
TifLockheart7: I did sleep well enough, thank you :-) Did you get any sleep at all?
Omnislash CS: I did end up falling alseep..eventually...yeah. Have you spoken with Aeris yet?
TifLockheart7: She left me a message. I need to answer it though, I meant to but then I got distracted, I'll do that asap
Omnislash CS: She's been acting a little..strange lately so that might not have been a bad thing, missing her at first I mean.
TifLockheart7: Strange? What kind of strange? This is Aeris we're talking about, I never could fully adjust to her. She's just very different from most
of the people I know, or had known before I met her.
Omnislash CS: That's true, you two did always have this little awkward space in between you. But I mean, when she's on the side of Sephiroth even though they both have different views is just...strange to see from her.
TifLockheart7: The girl confuses me but I'm trying that whole "bonding" thing as I am a woman after all, and I should have women friends....or so I'm told >.>
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Omnislash CS: She's still her sweet self, if possible, gaining even more innocence since coming back.
TifLockheart7: I guess she's one of the lucky ones
Omnislash CS: I guess so, but if anyone deserves a break after everything she went though, it's her.
TifLockheart7: Yeah
Omnislash CS: Not that I'm saying you don't, because you do. You got dragged into that whole mess.
TifLockheart7: Yeah, I suppose so. Anyways, enough talk about that. How's you?
Omnislash CS: I'm alright.
TifLockheart7: Good to hear. Enjoying your time in Kalm?
Omnislash CS: To an extent, seeing you was definately a highlight.
TifLockheart7: *arches an eyebrow* Highlight? Really? *smiles* That's nice to know
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Omnislash CS: Nah, thank you. It was nice to be around someone who I didn't have to watch my every step around.
TifLockheart7: Nice and refreshing huh?
Omnislash CS: To say the least, yes.
TifLockheart7: Well, very glad to help. It was nice to talk to a sober living breathing human being again
Omnislash CS: I'm very much a living, breathing man so I was glad to help you out with the social thing too..even if I'm still not very good at it.
TifLockheart7: You're getting better :-) Always a good sign. I'm surprised my social skills aren't at rock bottom yet
Omnislash CS: I didn't know it took effort to have social skills and I doubt anyone wouldn't want to talk to you, even if they weren't actually wanting to talk. *shakes head* You attract some bad kind..not as bad as me, but pretty close.
TifLockheart7: It's not so much my face they're attracted to *rolls eyes* And you're not part of the " bad kind " :-P
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Omnislash CS: I know I'm not, I'm here to keep the bad kind away from your....you.
TifLockheart7: My fist can help ;-) And yeah, what can I say? I seem to attract...the..lecherous drunk ones >.>
Omnislash CS: Well you do have a profession where they're pretty hard to avoid.
TifLockheart7: Yes, very true.
Omnislash CS: You would have been a pretty good mercenary for hire.
TifLockheart7: I would? Why's that?
Omnislash CS: You're not afraid of much, execpt for certain people, who you care about.
TifLockheart7: *smiles slowly* You're going to give me a big head, you know? So big, I won't be able to fit it in through the door, you just wait and see *nods sagely*
Omnislash CS: Good actually. Maybe the some of those drunked idiots would actually look you in the face.
TifLockheart7: Yeah, a girl can hope, can't she? *smirks*
Omnislash CS: ....*shakes his head* Can't believe I was even thinking of that.
TifLockheart7: ..You just lost me O.o Thinking of what?
Omnislash CS: *chuckles lightly*...Nevermind.
TifLockheart7: *narrows her eyes* What? I'm all paranoid now :-P lol
Omnislash CS: Nothing to worry your pretty head about Tifa, really.
TifLockheart7: Hmm okay
Omnislash CS: Sorry, I'm a little scattered lately..if it's too hard to notice.
TifLockheart7: It's alright. We all get that way sometimes. You know, if you ever want to talk. I'm here
Omnislash CS: I know, thanks. Even if I didn't want to talk I'd still find you when I could and... just sit there in the dark like we used to under
the stars.
TifLockheart7: Hm I miss those days *smiles fondly at the memory* I still search the skies for a falling star, you know?
Omnislash CS: You do? I never really believed in wishes, have they been coming true?
TifLockheart7: No, not really but then again, I was never one to stop hoping and I don't give up too easily.
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Omnislash CS: Always were a dreamer. How do keep faith in wishes that don't come true?
TifLockheart7: *looks thoughtful for a moment* I don't really know. I mean, I look back at everything that happened and then I figure, if something like that can happen. That people can come together, fight together and win, then anything is possible. Just as long as we put our minds to it and apply ourselves and half the time, all we have are our dreams.
Omnislash CS: Doesn't that bother you though..that the only things you're allowed to feel like you have sometimes are fantasies that
might never be made a reality?
TifLockheart7: Of course it bothers me. I'm only human after all, but well.........sometimes, the dream is better than nothing at all
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Omnislash CS: ..Sorry, I didn't mean to sound cruel.
TifLockheart7: It's okay. I'm just *shrugs* ..it doesn't matter
Omnislash CS: Yeah it does.
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TifLockheart7: Dreams help to keep me going from day to day *shrugs again* It's probably silly but it's true.
Omnislash CS: What kind of dreams do you have?
TifLockheart7: I dream of..finding someone to love me, I dream of being something more than a barmaid, I dream of having a family, I dream of exploring, I dream of ...*blushes* stuff like that
Omnislash CS: So the family and white picket fense dreams...not exactly anything too far off, those things are actually things that could
happen eventually.
TifLockheart7: Yeah I suppose
Omnislash CS is idle at 03:59:56.
Omnislash CS: You...suppose?
TifLockheart7: Yeah, I mean our life hasn't been very condusive to the family/white picket fence thing
Omnislash CS is no longer idle at 04:00:38.
Omnislash CS: Yeah, that could be the best way to put it alright.
TifLockheart7: Soo..yes, backburner dreams for now
Omnislash CS: Not like you to so quickly give up on your potential happiness.
TifLockheart7: I'm living in the here and now. The last couple of months have made me realise that whilst you do need to keep hold of your dreams, some are better left alone, just so you don't get hurt *nods head*
Omnislash CS: ...I understand that.
TifLockheart7: Yeah. I've taken to guarding my heart a lot more than I used to >.>
Omnislash CS: ....The heart's an irritating thing.
TifLockheart7: It can be but it can also be wonderful :-)
Omnislash CS: In bursts, sure, but when other hearts affect yours the guarding around it gets weakened constantly.
TifLockheart7: True. I know that better than anyone *smirks*
Omnislash CS: Maybe you do, but you can't take that "The Most Confused Heart" title away from me. *chuckles*
TifLockheart7: Nope, I think you still got everyone beat on that :-P
Omnislash CS: Sometimes I wish I didn't though.
TifLockheart7: I can imagine. Being confused is never fun
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Omnislash CS: It's not as appealing as it sounds. There are some things that are slowly sorting themselves out, I'm just not a fan of rushing having to make decsions that have that bittersweet outcome.
TifLockheart7: Ah yes, bittersweet. Really bad after taste
Omnislash CS: Yeah it ends up being a choice of whether you want to have to deal with the bad aftertaste for awhile if it means eventually being satisfied.
TifLockheart7: I suppose it all depends on what or whom is causing this bittersweet outcome
Omnislash CS: It would be an unavoidable outcome, just the emotions slightly shifted..I guess.
TifLockheart7: Sounds intense *nods head* Let me know if I can help, I'm good for that shoulder to cry on thing..
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Omnislash CS: ...*chuckles* I suppose you could say it is. And I somehow doubt you could be much help, though by no fault of your own.
TifLockheart7: *smiles* Well, you know I'm here but for now, I've got to get off. The fridge is bare and I can't have you and other visitors starving
now can I? What kind of hostess would I be if I did that?
Omnislash CS: Not a very good one, no. And I know you are, maybe I'll take you up on that soon...not the crying shoulder part though. Make sure you get rest tonight.
TifLockheart7: I will, I promise. Nice talking to you Cloud, look forward to seeing you again in person *kiss on the cheek* Take care of yourself
Omnislash CS: ...You too.