Necessary
Title : Necessary
Genre : Angst, Fluff
Ratings : Pg-13
Length : Drabble, Poem, mini fic ... (266 words)
Disclaimer : Own the plot. Not the guys ...
Pairing : Sho X Nino and a slight mention of OC (actually no one is really mentioned, it's up to your imagination )
Notes : Sequel to Needs
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You come and You leave.
Once Again
I just feel stupid to welcome you each time.
But when I see you,
I always end up thinking that you might change.
When you're with me,
I don't need anything else
Your smile, your (Fake) love are what I'm craving for.
You look at me as if I was your lover,
You make me love as if I was your lover,
We fight like other couples,
The pain I'm feeling when you're not here, is the same than a waiting lover,
Do we even look like a couple ?
Because when I look at You,
At us
I can't even discern what we are exactly.
« You're mine »
« I love you »
I've heard those words many and various time
But only when you're consuming my body.
I'd like you to look at me.
And Tell Me.
Sincerely.
You and Me cuddling,
Me and you kissing,
You and me breathing altogether,
Have come to be my reasons for living.
I Hate myself.
When you're not by my side, I know who you are with.
I Hate myself .
I can't even look at myself in the mirror.
Disgusting and Pathetic is All I am.
Are you saying the same thing when you're with him ?
Do you look at him like you do when you're with me ?
Do you feel the same thing ?
Pain.
But in the Mean time,
I still love you,
I still wait for you,
Welcoming you with a big smile when you come over.
Because without it, I can't breathe
Because without Your Love, I can't even subsist.
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Soo! Everyone GENKI ? :)
I write this sequel, because I thought that we needed a vision less sexual (xD) more touching; but always with the same touch ^^
Who's the other one ?! Well, you've already guessed by the colour I used, but like I said earlier anybody is bound to this pairing. Just imagine the one you want ! So for you, who is it ? I'd be glad to hear your point of view !
Love <3