I think I am going insane...

[ffburnham]

At least when I was at home, I had a few different places I could go to see people I knew, at any time, day or night. I had my family there, most of the time, and I would be able to just sit there and watch TV with them. I miss having people to see, and having places to go. I am just so abso-fucking-lutely lonely! I keep getting these ideas in my

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[lilmissspirt08]

I'm really sorry things didn't work out. I know what your sayin about always wanting a compainion. I need that too. I need someone who isn't family who I know loves me. I need someone that I can call and they'll listen to me bitch. You're not the only one.

Remember that one night when we had the conversation about the differences of fucking and making love? Remember it.

[ffburnham]

that is something I hold to be true, and I will till I die....making love is definitley much more meaningful than fucking. I have done both, and both have their benefits, but making love is what I prefer. I believe that if things had kept on the path they were on, it would have been love making, not fucking, because I really like her. It would have been something very meaningful to me, and that is what I want. Don't get me wrong, a fuck is good too...hell, the last time I got laid was just that, a fuck, and no more. Ok, I have homework to do, and I am sure no one who reads this wants to even consider the thought of me fucking, lol.