She's gone now. In a much better place. But knowing that comes nowhere near fixing the heartache of not having her here.

They gave her until this Wednesday. She may go sooner, but probably not later. She's already gone now. In a state of non-responsive consciousness. She wont be coming back either. But it's her time to go and our time to greave and reflect on memories we have of her ( Read more... )

I've got the numbers figured out for the month and I've got all my bills paid up until the middle of November. My next paycheck is going straight to rent and groceries and move in stuff. I'm getting excited about moving! Just a 3 more weeks from Tuesday ( Read more... )

So I just ate, and I really want something sweet! Like chocolate. Mmm. I wont get anything though, even though I have a dollar in my pocket. No sweets for me I've been good today ( Read more... )

I realized yesterday that I was being blind again. I forget that things can stll go wrong. Everything is fine, nothing has happened, but I came to this realization after I asked Oscar what Mark was talking about ( Read more... )

Yeah. I don't feel good. But that doesn't mean I'm absolutely happy and in love. God, I'm such a girl. Found out I'm most likely not prego this morning. I love this time of the month and the reassurance it gives me ( Read more... )

And those years were awesome! I don't know how to put the feelings I have into words, but I will make an attempt to do so ( Read more... )

LOVE

Happy 21st Nicolette!

My phone started ringing last night at about 11:20 while I was sleeping. My heart stopped and I shot up in bed. I knew it was him. It was Oscar ( Read more... )