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fedaykin_here December 8 2011, 18:26:08 UTC
Thanks so m uch for sharing. Have a question, why did Jensen break up with Jared in the first place? Why the facebook status before telling Jared? Was it suppose to be a joke or a test? Just curious. Thanks!

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ficnerd198 December 8 2011, 20:04:49 UTC
Hi there! It was explained in the epilogue (in a passing) the reason that they broke up right before the end of the epilogue: Jensen told him how the only reason he’d ended anything in the first place was because things were moving so fast and he got scared, thought he wasn’t what Jared needed at the time and ended it all before it came crashing down on him. Jared spent at least ten minutes berating him on how stupid that was, but he understood too. Back then they were young -it may have only been seven months ago but you’d be surprised at how much you can age in that time- everything was so simple for Jared that it never occurred to him to think about how Jensen was coping with any of it.I hope that clears up any questions? Jensen freaked out when he realized how fast things were moving between them and came up with the idea that he wasn't any good for Jared. The facebook status thing is harder to explain than I thought, but in a general answer it was sort of a symbol for the fact that in Jensen's mind, they'd already broken up. I ( ... )

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sadritsuka12 December 8 2011, 21:30:57 UTC
awwwwe.... love it

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lexicale December 8 2011, 21:35:55 UTC
Could you put an 'unhappy ending' warning on the fic, possibly? :( Seeing Jared accept this kind of treatment by his supposed loved ones was extremely upsetting to me.

Or possibly some kind of sequel where Chad and Jensen get everything that's coming to them? Their outright manipulation is completely unforgivable, and on Chad's part, little more than pure evil. It breaks my heart that Jared has been made to feel like his feelings aren't legitimate, that the very real pain that's been inflicted on him is nothing.

I mean, complete kudos to you for writing something so affecting. I'm almost in tears. I just didn't expect to be reading something like this when I started.

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ficnerd198 December 9 2011, 08:00:03 UTC
I actually completely agree with you. I mentioned in the a/n that I'm turning this into a verse of sorts and I have a scene written where Jared rips Jensen a new one (also one where he punches Chad but ya know>>") that were originally going to be in the epilogue but what with me cutting posting so close I didn't have the time I needed/wanted to add it in (also? that last paragraph with Jared was from another version of the story, so I have no idea how that ended up in here but I will remove that asap) They will be posted sooner than I expected though, because I never expected this such of a strong reaction to the ending as I've gotten.

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ayane42 December 8 2011, 23:18:45 UTC
This was awesome!! OMG I loved it!!

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deanshot December 9 2011, 01:20:36 UTC
This was a very good story and I'm glad that they got back together in the end. I just didn't like the idea of Jared being the one to apologise for everything because Jensen broke his heart first and in a very public way and he was sneaky and didn't tell him what Chad had planned from the start.
Thanks for sharing.
*hugs*

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