purpose

[fictiontrent]

The subject of this rant is purpose. Specifically the purpose of this post. You see, my girl has dumped me some two months ago but now we're finally away from each other so where once I felt like I still had a small miniscle connection with her, no matter how false it was, now I truely feel empty. I'm a divided man right now, constantly torn

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[anonymous]

I'm sure your friend was just trying to help. You shouldn't blame her for slipping up in such a delicate situation. It's usually a third party's obligation to speak their mind about such things when they see their friend so hurt.

[hanyou_yoake]

I've been sitting here for the last... several hours now, trying to find the words that won't quite come to mind and find themselves where I want and need them to be. I know you value honesty and that's all I'll be able give you right now:

Don't feel like being honest with the people around you is something to feel bad about.

And I understand, you know what I mean when I say that.

It doesn't have to make sense to anyone, even yourself; you feel the way you feel because that's how you feel. Saying "I shouldn't feel or think like that" when you really do feel and think that way, it's a form of lying to yourself. I like to think I know you well enough to know that you wouldn't do that to yourself. Emotions and matters of the heart never make sense. And they never will.

Last thing, and if you know me as well as you and/or I believe; you'll have known this was coming from the get go.

You're not alone. Ever. I haven't been around much due to either the net being a piece of crap or being haywire insane with my