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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?:
A ton of things... Met some true friends, met some great guys, fuck up what would have been a perfect relationship, have a one night stand, I was bulimic, basically fuck shit and myself up like I always do.
2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?:
Yes, I lost 30 pounds and I might perhaps make a new one.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?:
Nope.
4. Did anyone close to you die?:
Nope.
5. What countries did you visit?:
Ha. None.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Better judgement of when I will fuck something up and when I wont.
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?:
Feburary 28, that's when I started talking to Sameer. Annnd whenever homecoming was because that was a wonderful night.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?:
Mastering "Nemesis" by Cradle on guitar. Haha I have no idea. Actually, when I stopped cutting for two months with the help of Corey and Nathan but now the two of them don't even have the common courtesy to aknowledge me.
9. What was your biggest failure?:
I guess messing up Nate and I's relationship and hurting Sameer.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?:
I don't remember.
11. What was the best thing you bought?:
My Ibanez Joe Satriani Signature. (It's a guitar, for you n00bs out there)
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?:
Hmmm lemme ponder that one...
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?:
My own.
14. Where did most of your money go?:
Buying Ray that fucking Nevermore CD. Haha kidding. Uhmm I would say probably to my mom because I always owe her money.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?:
SEEING FUCKING CRADLE OF FILTH AT HARPO'S.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?:
Slackjaw by Element Eighty because that was Brittany and I's song. That's what I was listening to when I first talked to Sameer. Annnnnnd Nymphetamine by Cradle because that is my all time favorite song.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? I have mixed feelings about this one. From some views I'm sadder and from different views I'm happier.
b) thinner or fatter? Thinner
c)richer or poorer? Richer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?:
Heroin... Kidding. Uhmm I have no idea. I guess sleep.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?:
Herion... Kidding. I don't know, Jesus Christ. Probably go to Meaghan's house because every time I do, I gain like 3 pounds.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?:
With my dad. Blahhh this sucks.
21. Did you fall in love in 2004?:
Twice... I think. I was starting to actually fall in love with Nathan but then, like always, I do something wrong.
22. How many one-night stands?
Two.
23. What was your favorite TV program?
I don't watch TV.
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?:
Uhmmm yeah. Ashlee Watkins.
25. What was the best book you read?:
Marilyn Manson's "The Long Hard Road Out Of Hell"
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?:
Crate amplifiers, Ibanez guitars, John 5's phenominal guitar playing in his solo album, "Vertigo".
27. What did you want and got?:
Friends.
28. What did you want and not get?:
I had what I wanted but then I lost it, or him rather. But other then that, I wanted a B.C. Rich guitar, this one corset that they didn't have my size in, Sameer, DDR, annnnd I can't think of anything else.
29. What was your favorite film of this year?:
Eeesh, I don't know. Haha seeing the Grudge with Meg and Nicole was a lot of fun. Ha. Haha. Good times.
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?:
I went to Mongolian Barbique and I turned 14.
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?:
Not fucking up everything.
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?:
Uhmm mostly flowing black skirts, bustier and corset tops, hooker boots, fishnets, pale skin, bright colored eyeshadows, thick black eyeliner. You all know what I mother effing look like.
33. What kept you sane?:
Guitar, writing poetry/songs.
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?:
Dani mother fucking Filth.
35. What political issue stirred you the most?:
Making gay marrige illegal.
36. Who did you miss?:
Nathan and Sameer.
37. Who was the best new person you met?:
First I would have to say Sameer. He is such an amazing guy. Second I would have to say Meaghan. She's my whore and was my first actual friend. YAY! and third would be Nathan. He's helped me through a lot and is a very amazing person.
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Value others as much as they value you, and do not dwell on the past, for that only brings depression.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"Cold was my soul/ untold was the pain/ I faced when you left me, A rose in the rain/ So I swore to the razor that never enchained/Would your dark nails of faith be pushed through my veins again."
"The abused will abuse."
"When everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know you're alive."
40. Who was the coolest kid of 2004?
JEREMY DARBY!!
A ton of things... Met some true friends, met some great guys, fuck up what would have been a perfect relationship, have a one night stand, I was bulimic, basically fuck shit and myself up like I always do.
2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?:
Yes, I lost 30 pounds and I might perhaps make a new one.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?:
Nope.
4. Did anyone close to you die?:
Nope.
5. What countries did you visit?:
Ha. None.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Better judgement of when I will fuck something up and when I wont.
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?:
Feburary 28, that's when I started talking to Sameer. Annnd whenever homecoming was because that was a wonderful night.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?:
Mastering "Nemesis" by Cradle on guitar. Haha I have no idea. Actually, when I stopped cutting for two months with the help of Corey and Nathan but now the two of them don't even have the common courtesy to aknowledge me.
9. What was your biggest failure?:
I guess messing up Nate and I's relationship and hurting Sameer.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?:
I don't remember.
11. What was the best thing you bought?:
My Ibanez Joe Satriani Signature. (It's a guitar, for you n00bs out there)
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?:
Hmmm lemme ponder that one...
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?:
My own.
14. Where did most of your money go?:
Buying Ray that fucking Nevermore CD. Haha kidding. Uhmm I would say probably to my mom because I always owe her money.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?:
SEEING FUCKING CRADLE OF FILTH AT HARPO'S.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?:
Slackjaw by Element Eighty because that was Brittany and I's song. That's what I was listening to when I first talked to Sameer. Annnnnnd Nymphetamine by Cradle because that is my all time favorite song.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? I have mixed feelings about this one. From some views I'm sadder and from different views I'm happier.
b) thinner or fatter? Thinner
c)richer or poorer? Richer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?:
Heroin... Kidding. Uhmm I have no idea. I guess sleep.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?:
Herion... Kidding. I don't know, Jesus Christ. Probably go to Meaghan's house because every time I do, I gain like 3 pounds.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?:
With my dad. Blahhh this sucks.
21. Did you fall in love in 2004?:
Twice... I think. I was starting to actually fall in love with Nathan but then, like always, I do something wrong.
22. How many one-night stands?
Two.
23. What was your favorite TV program?
I don't watch TV.
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?:
Uhmmm yeah. Ashlee Watkins.
25. What was the best book you read?:
Marilyn Manson's "The Long Hard Road Out Of Hell"
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?:
Crate amplifiers, Ibanez guitars, John 5's phenominal guitar playing in his solo album, "Vertigo".
27. What did you want and got?:
Friends.
28. What did you want and not get?:
I had what I wanted but then I lost it, or him rather. But other then that, I wanted a B.C. Rich guitar, this one corset that they didn't have my size in, Sameer, DDR, annnnd I can't think of anything else.
29. What was your favorite film of this year?:
Eeesh, I don't know. Haha seeing the Grudge with Meg and Nicole was a lot of fun. Ha. Haha. Good times.
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?:
I went to Mongolian Barbique and I turned 14.
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?:
Not fucking up everything.
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?:
Uhmm mostly flowing black skirts, bustier and corset tops, hooker boots, fishnets, pale skin, bright colored eyeshadows, thick black eyeliner. You all know what I mother effing look like.
33. What kept you sane?:
Guitar, writing poetry/songs.
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?:
Dani mother fucking Filth.
35. What political issue stirred you the most?:
Making gay marrige illegal.
36. Who did you miss?:
Nathan and Sameer.
37. Who was the best new person you met?:
First I would have to say Sameer. He is such an amazing guy. Second I would have to say Meaghan. She's my whore and was my first actual friend. YAY! and third would be Nathan. He's helped me through a lot and is a very amazing person.
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Value others as much as they value you, and do not dwell on the past, for that only brings depression.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"Cold was my soul/ untold was the pain/ I faced when you left me, A rose in the rain/ So I swore to the razor that never enchained/Would your dark nails of faith be pushed through my veins again."
"The abused will abuse."
"When everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know you're alive."
40. Who was the coolest kid of 2004?
JEREMY DARBY!!