my horroscopes today.....
Something's gotten into you today, Leigha. An iconoclastic imp inside you is determined to tear down every convention existing, especially in the art world. Why are you so furious with orthodoxy? Did you dream that an imitator stole one of your ideas and made a fortune with it? If you were an art critic, we could expect you to sing the praises of
( Read more... )
Comments 6
Reply
there are worlds within worlds Krista....
theres more to it then just that....
and why on earth shouldn't i mention other people?
fear of upsetting them? starting shit?
hurting feelings?
first of all... it's my journal.... and i tend to use it as a JOURNAL....
second... the he i refer to is aware of it... tho rarely reads it himself... i usually read it to him... unless of course one of his nosey friends decides it's important enought o call him and tell him themselves....
third... well... i'll talk to you about that elsewhere...
and before i go... realize that none of my irratation is directed at you... and i'm curious... how exactly are you on the other end of "that"?
Reply
b) so complicated? Is this about writing about people in your journal? I don't care about that. I thought it was about having an open relationship. its simple, he cringes, you cut it out.
c) mine mentions other people, I cringed, he stops. if it makes someone feel unsafe in a relationship why would you do it?
if thats not what you're talking about, never mind.
Reply
and our relationship is extremely open... well, between each other...
and as far as him cringing... thats HIS problem... not mine... and if he isn't willing to be serious and actually DATE me... I'm not willing to let go of everything for him... my actions aren't whats causing the cringing anyways... it's his paranoia of what the people before me did...
I refuse to feel bad for being open about who i was from the VERY begining of out relationship and acting on it... he knew exactly what i was like... if it was going to be a problme he shouldn't have let it get this far....
it isn't at all about trying to make someone feel unsafe... but if they do... that is something that he needs to work on... i'll help whatever way i can... but ceasing to be me isn't going to fix his problems... and in the meantime i'm going to end up resntful and hate him for wasting my time...
Reply
Leave a comment