Today...

[fiducia_sogni]

SO today I took my first class off to rest. Except that my body and mind wouldn't shut off. I had anxiety nightmares all night. I felt like I was going to yell at everyone and then cry uncontrolably and it would go unnoticed

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[firecat_teaser]

oh, Jen...all i can think to say, from my own experience, is quit.

quit your job, that is. you work so hard at everything you do. there should always be a way to make it happen, without forcing yourself into psycho-dom, massive anxiety and/or penniless-ness.

i love you and want you to do what's best for you, but from my own knowledge, i say quit and give your body and mind a break...even if it's just a few hours here and there.

[fiducia_sogni]

thank you dizzer

I appreciate it!

quit

[anonymous]

so i get more of you, or less of the tired you. now if only i could get a raise or start a company i would have the cash flow to hire you as my (very) personal assistant. L,J.

Re: quit

[fiducia_sogni]

oh baby...

[fiducia_sogni]

see that was what I was thinking... after christmas break. That way I could make all the money and then quit. But I want a freaking BREAK!!!

aaawwwhhh what the fuck!

meh

[anonymous]

unfortunately, the cost of college has risen much faster than inflation or anything like wages or the cost of living. so what would have worked last year is no longer enough cause they raised tuition by 10% or whatever your school decided. so loans is a good idea, you can always take the extended loan if you have too, but the loan rate is now at almost 5%, so even taking loans is getting to be too expensive. what you really need are some grants and a high pay, low hour job...neither of which I know how to help you get. i need to get back to work/homework/not-getting-sick-from-everyone-that-has-a-cold-and-i-already-have-a-sore-throat-thanks-everyone!