biggest regret ever: not staying in Binghamton and not taking the job at the Binghamton Club.

I am mostly in my own world. I am living proof that you don't have to grow up after college. My brain thinks I'm 11 years old.

Colors.

In Memory of my Aunt Stephanie...

Consciousness:

When does it even start? Some argue that we are born self aware, or that we are conscious from even before we leave the womb. Sure enough, we're awake when we're born, but are we really conscious?  Pretty much anyone can't even remember the first year or 2 of their lives even though those years have ( Read more... )

Hey Cancer,

Please stop taking my family away from me.

Just something I've noticed, some of my... to be nice... less attractive male friends manage to end up dating really attractive babes. Maybe that's why I can't find a guy. Nahhh.... Heh... Whatevaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I'm damn shallow and I don't care. I'm not going to settle for someone I'm not attracted to just because I don't want to be ( Read more... )

Sometimes I hate the fact that I am edgy and emotional and manic, but I am beginning to think it is a really good thing because it tends to make things very interesting. It complicates my simple life, and adds excitement to the boredom.

stop letting me down! why do i expect good things every once in a while?

am i manic depressive?
maybe i just get suicidal because i have my period. i'm fine the rest of the time. shit. i scare myself sometimes.

Masturbation: the cure for the common cold.

True story.

My nasal passages are no longer congested.

i want it to snow. there's snow everywhere but long island ( Read more... )