Sleeping too much can be bad... i had wierd dreams ( Read more... )

Guys this is too much fucking pressure. I cant take it anymore. What am I doing here? I cant do this. 11 classes.... 3 of which are lessons.... 2 choirs.... ugh this is too much. I dont have time to practice because Im always so tired... I just want to cry right now so bad. I know this entry is depressing but Im sorry. And Yes I Mean IT. Why is ( Read more... )

People think that Im fake. This is true to people i dont care about but those who i do need to realize that Im not to them. Im honest at all times when it comes to the ones i love.

The word is "clandestinely" One word. I still dont know what it means.

Okay so I finally made it through the first week. This week was so wierd emotionally for me. Having to deal with the idea of not being in Chamber killed me. I couldnt sleep at all. That and the constant replay of wicked in my head too. I officially love wicked and i love my reres who love it too. Pretty soon everyone will like it and Ill be happy. ( Read more... )

Wow today was really bad for me. I hate it when people promise you things and dont keep them. I hate it when people act like theyre trying to make things happen when they actually arent. I hate people who lie instead of saying they cant or dont want to do something. Im so bitter right now. I feel betrayed. I hate my life.

sang at convocation

want lunch realll bad

picking sharon up eventually

going to perform gypsy

maybe update later

Wow today My one and only love IMed me. I love her so much. I know I seem like a loser since i never see her but Im so in love with her. She asked me if i wanted to spend a week with her in NYC during the fall break and I was like yeah. I think Im gonna tell her how I feel when I see her this time because I cant keep holding all these feelings in ( Read more... )

Hey People ( Read more... )

it sux. so much rehearsal. the worst part is that i feel bad because sharon comes with me. i also feel bad because they keep calling me to come in like last night and tonight as well. sometimes i wonder.... show business???