Ugh. I fasted for like two days, then binged and binged and binged every day for the past week and I can't break the cycle. "Tomorrow will be different." Fuck that. I hadn't eaten anything at all today too, thought I was gunna turn things around, until my aunt came over with three boxes of chocolates for V-Day. My first instinct, of course, devour ( Read more... )

I hate lazy days like today. I'm just sitting around doing absolutely nothing. I feel like such a blob. I really hope I don't binge but I want to because even though I haven't eaten anything I already feel like I've failed today.

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Why do I feel like I always have to go out on a Friday and Saturday night or else I feel lame? Even if I'm just chillin out at my friend's house at least it's something. It requires me to get ready. Also even if I've gone out during the day it still doesn't matter because I'm home at night and I feel lame for that. Weird. Anyways I've semi-broken ( Read more... )

i'm either getting a cold, or i have allergies. probably a cold. which sucks. i thought it might be a good opportunity to get fucked up on benadryl seeing as it would help my stuffy nose and all...but nah. i just don't wanna lower my heart rate. to my surprise, i found out i have no school tomorrow, which gives me more time to make up work. my face ( Read more... )