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[fierceplastic]

I remember Sophomore year of high schoool. I was friends with a bunch of guys who didn't go to kirkwood with me. It was sort of refreshing having that option out. I could do whatever I wanted to and say whatever I wanted to these guys, and it wouldn't matter on Monday.

I remember when I first met them, I was the new girl of the group. I got a lot

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[sleepyneedles]

I never felt like people judged me to be "slutty" until recently, and it's such an odd feeling. Like, I'm not really ashamed of it, because I never do anything that I don't want to do and feel comfortable doing... but, I still had people judging me.

Like my boyfriend's roommate's girlfriend is this really sweet catholic girl and they've been dating for like, a month and a half? two months? Anyway, they haven't had sex yet, she never spends the night, and I never see her wear anything even a little bit revealing....

... and I'm sure she looks at me dating this guy who's eight years older than me, and spending the night with him all the time, and coming over wearing backless or clevage showing cloths.... and thinks well... thinks she's better than me.

You know?

And it's just weird. It's just a weird feelings.

[pirate_maiden]

whoa. I think maybe it's time for one of our anna and chelsea once-in-a-blue-moon talks. it sounds like we're going through something similar!