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Nov 24, 2006 10:06

You Are The Moon

You represent the unconscious side of life, what happens in dreams.
You are capable of great genius - but also of great madness.
Emotions tend to be primal for you, both your fears and your fantasies.
Your intuition is always right, listening to it is the difficult part.

Your fortune:

You are about to embark on a very important journey - and a very difficult one.
Some of your deepest dreams will be realized, as well as some of your deepest nightmares.
Follow your creativity and visions; stay away from your weaknesses.
You are taking a voyage to the center of yourself, and you may be pleasantly surprised by what you discover.
What Tarot Card Are You?

I want to cry.
This is horrible.
Im not thinking straight and im shivering though im not cold. God i just wish i could curl up and just evaporate, become something that no-one can see, that cant upset anyone.
I have done nothing.
I cant believe it.
I have done nothing.
I knew i couldnt help anyone, i just cant. And now i realise i have done nothing.
It's just more than i can bear right now and i dont know what to do.
But i have to be strong now, here's me breaking down in tears and i cant, its selfish, i cant do it.
I can't bear the thought of living my life at the moment. I can't bear the thought of all the work.
I can't bear the thought of anything except how truele useless i am, how utterly disappointing i am and really how much of a failure i have been.
All i can picture is these horrible terrifying images. They keep flashing up before me and yet i cant speak. I cant lose him. I just cant. I dont know what i'd do.
I need help. I need to talk. I need to help him. God i need a miracle or something.
I need an angel.
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