"But you still have all of me..."
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I held your hand through all of these years,
Well I'm doing well this morning! NOT! going and listening to a whole load of sad songs is not good for me at the moment and yet that is exactly what im doing.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away oh all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all, all of me
me
I feel like im about to break down again but i cant, i just cant. Im sitting in room 30 and i cant keep being like this. Not only is it wearing me out and probably not doing a whole load of good for this 'stress problem' i apparently have at the moment, but i am supposed to be keeping strong, not crying every minute of the day. But i cant help it. I feel so alone here, like i only have me to lean on. Other people are scaring me with what they have said. But im not strong enough to hold myself up.
And as much as i know that the last time i spoke to sam he was feeling a bit better i cant help but remember how he said the other day that he felt nothing, only a blankness. I dont want to lose him and i dont want him to stop feeling that he loves me, i dont want him to forget about me, but all that is running through my head is that he might. What if he doesnt get better? What if he gets worse? I know things wont be the same and i cant bear it. I dont care if im repeating myself. But i cant talk to people. I cant. I can only write, this is all i have because im just so weak.
I have just found a very apt song, read if you want to...
And you ask me what i want this year
and i try to make this good and clear
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
cause i don't need boxes wrapped in strings
and designer love and empty things,
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Chorus:
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
and its someplace simple where we could live
and something only you can give
and let's faith and trust and peace while we're alive
and the one poor child who saved this world
and there's 10 million more who probably could
if we all just stopped and said a prayer for them
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
i wish everyone was loved tonight
and somehow stop this endless fight
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Zwptt7oleQ
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I held your hand through all of these years,
Well I'm doing well this morning! NOT! going and listening to a whole load of sad songs is not good for me at the moment and yet that is exactly what im doing.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away oh all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all, all of me
me
I feel like im about to break down again but i cant, i just cant. Im sitting in room 30 and i cant keep being like this. Not only is it wearing me out and probably not doing a whole load of good for this 'stress problem' i apparently have at the moment, but i am supposed to be keeping strong, not crying every minute of the day. But i cant help it. I feel so alone here, like i only have me to lean on. Other people are scaring me with what they have said. But im not strong enough to hold myself up.
And as much as i know that the last time i spoke to sam he was feeling a bit better i cant help but remember how he said the other day that he felt nothing, only a blankness. I dont want to lose him and i dont want him to stop feeling that he loves me, i dont want him to forget about me, but all that is running through my head is that he might. What if he doesnt get better? What if he gets worse? I know things wont be the same and i cant bear it. I dont care if im repeating myself. But i cant talk to people. I cant. I can only write, this is all i have because im just so weak.
I have just found a very apt song, read if you want to...
And you ask me what i want this year
and i try to make this good and clear
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
cause i don't need boxes wrapped in strings
and designer love and empty things,
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Chorus:
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
and its someplace simple where we could live
and something only you can give
and let's faith and trust and peace while we're alive
and the one poor child who saved this world
and there's 10 million more who probably could
if we all just stopped and said a prayer for them
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
i wish everyone was loved tonight
and somehow stop this endless fight
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Zwptt7oleQ