This is the way you left me ( Read more... )

Thankfully I am feeling a bit happier today. I DO have riding later but i think im just generally on a happier peak at the moment. One guess where this'll head though ¬¬ Ah well... i dont mind waiting for the decline because in the meantime at least i get a phase of happiness. Work was tiring last night. It shouldnt have been but i havent been ( Read more... )

Well here goes nothing, back to school. oh woop di doo... can you sense my extreme happiness? ...... didnt think so ( Read more... )

I am getting so upset. Really this has got to stop but i'm not feeling well either and it's not helping. I know i havent updated LJ for like, ages, so i will have explain that over the past few weeks i have really been struggling. Recently it has got a lot worse and i have spent far far far too much time crying. Basically this whole uni thing is ( Read more... )

Went for a meal at the pub last night with Aunty Debbie (one of those family friends you call Aunty even if they're not related) and her 22yr old daughter Claire, it was lots of fun! Two days (inc. today) til we break up! wooo! im trying to ignore the fact that it means that the exams are getting ever closer and simply loving the fact that i go ( Read more... )

I had the most horrible dream last night! I will be brief as it would probably be far too long otherwise. Basically the government ordered that one of either the mother and father in each family was to be killed for medical purposes. I dont mean killed as in shot or anything, it was like going to a clinic where the 'selected' adult was to go into a ( Read more... )

Firstly this must be read for it is maginificent writing:

Than was my dread, when round me on each part
The air I viewed, and other object none,
Save the fell beast. He, slowly sailing, wheels
His downward motion, unobserved of me, 
But that the wind, arising to my face,
Breathes on me from below. Now on our right
I heard the cataract beneath us leap
With ( Read more... )

Oh... my... GOD ( Read more... )

Well I have been cheered up by crazy arguments between katie and susan lol. I like been on the outside cuz its so funny listening to them!! :p ( Read more... )

As I sat there I allowed the gaze of my eyes to lift and scan the room “to the world you thought you lived in”. I knew I was not down, the day had, in fact, been relatively good, positive, “so I smile and try to mean it”. I felt the thick but comfortable silence outside the sound of music in my ears, felt the volume of rustled paper, seemingly ( Read more... )