the pain in my gut
rises to my throat
like magma about to erupt
from a dormant volcano
rising, burning, bubbling
searing to come out
and as the silent tears roll down my face
the ones I can never hold back
pain taken to a new level
a level I had hoped never to reach
for the dragon that lay sleeping there
is roaring fire and wide awake

hide and seek ( Read more... )

So I will be moving to Calgary in 25 days now and everything is moving along as it should be I guess... We still don't have a place to live yet but my brother will be seeing some houses tomorrow and we're going to be appliying for another one that we know of so hopefully we get it and then that will be a worry off my shoulders ( Read more... )

R.I.P UNCLE DAVE ( Read more... )

It's official! I'm moving to Calgary. My flight is booked for August 8th along with my two dogs... that's right I'm bringing my boys! I'm super excited about this move and I hope everything works out ( Read more... )

PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS ( Read more... )

My head spins
Of these unsettling
Feelings so unfamiliar
So out of place

So far from what I thought I wanted

Is it wrong to want something so bad?
To will it with all your might
When you didn’t even know you wanted it

My head still spins
Of thoughts spilling in my mind
Ones I can’t get rid of

Ones I don’t want to get rid of anymore

A wakening, shattering feeling of despair ( Read more... )

I'm tired of people just taking me for granted. I am always the one friend you can count on to always be there, to hold your hand, or go with you somewhere you don't want to be alone... or just to hang out when you have no one else to hang out with, or to just be there to listen and just be there ( Read more... )

I had a part time job for all of a week but I realized that its not where near enough hours so instead of waisting they're time I gracefully bowed out and am now looking for a full time job... joy... Anyways I did get my guitar and I'm having fun sounding like a fool but when the time comes that I have money I'll take lessons and hopefully I'll get ( Read more... )