Aaaahhhhh stop thinking!!!! Can one be held accountable for horribly, impossibly wrong thoughts and feelings when one honestly has no control over them? Bloody hell the timing. Faces from the past come back smiling to haunt me and cause more bother than they're worth. If only I could believe that. Pretend it's not there and it'll be ok but I don't ( Read more... )

Hmmmm. Not sure I approve of certain things, things slipping out of my control. Lack of ability to not give a shit- annoying, I was just getting good at that. I forget what its like to lose control and when I do, I realise that it's not that great and doesn't last anyway ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's The Beta Band, or the fact that this song reminds me of High Fidelity, or the new purple hair, or the new boyfriend, or spending more time with friends/ away from home, or tech interview going well and prospects of getting in good, or never having to go back to St. Pats, or having no more exams.... but I'm like happy or ( Read more... )

"Non-smokers die every day. Sleep tight ( Read more... )

I don't like it when people put you down simply to make themselves seem better. Snarf ( Read more... )

You know sometimes a song fits so perfectly?

Fucking love Tool

I really only have so much patience.

I really am beginning to think I might be a proper caffine addict, I mean, actually craving chocolate and being in a bad mood until I get some, some never being enough, unable to move in the morning without coffee, which needs to be topped up 4 or 5 times during the day... but I have no intention of quitting, all I need is MORE! I'm blaming exam ( Read more... )

Yip so no more school, probably for ever ( Read more... )

Lol it's funny, I've got a kind of infection in my left ear, so I can hear perfectly in my right and everything sounds messed up in the left, so everyone sounds like robots! :D As well as that music in my left ear seems to be half a tone out of tune and really metallic lol so it's highly amusing listening to happy little beatles songs with a ( Read more... )