well well well...well resorting back towards juvenile entertainment. you see what omaha makes me do. besides im not cool enough for myspace. its friday and ive lost most of my party friends numbers, theyve mysteriously disappered from my notebook (psychoboyfriend) let me see here... being apart from someone you think yr in love with is excruciating ( Read more... )

'im breaking my attachments to physical power and possessions cuz only through destroying myself can i discover the greater power of my spirit'
when does the happy awkwardness end? happy go lucky feel good fuel good wishiloveyou mumbo jumbo
awful screeching cross between a dog and a bird
stop chewing on my face

backandforth. well usually be blissful til fri/saturday then not converse til wednesday. visious cycle. but i do it to myself. i just wanna put a bomb in yr hearing aid. someday maybe not today maybe not tomorrow but yr gonna learn my burn. yr not better than derek hess yr not better than francesco clemente. this will never be entirely over ( Read more... )

realizations that everything you love will reject you or die ( Read more... )

i slashed

because you fucking ruined me

count the fucking tears your plastic mattress has repelled

so you like a girl who thinks really deep thoughts. whats so amazing bout really deep thoughts? boy, you best pray that i bleed real soon. hows that thought for ya?

these moments in time will be as lost as these tears in the rain ( Read more... )

im not 21 on the 16th= no revolver