I'm enduring the most unimaginable pain that I have ever gone through in my life ( Read more... )

I saw American Dreamz today with Kara. It was really good.

*does fist pumping thing that turns into spirit fingers*

That sounded pretty wrong...but it's really funny.

So...to sum it all up:

Even when I'm up.

I'm down.

i cant get away

.me.

I miss him so much...

why can't things be like they were before?

everything's so different now...

God, I miss him...

.me.

*cries*

its the times when i'm smiling that make the times when i'm not the worst.

.me.

Last night I went to this Pink Floyd Laser Spectacular thing. It was weird. To be blunt, it probably would have been freakin awesome had I been higher than the Goodyear Blimp ( Read more... )

And the hell continues ( Read more... )

On Sunday, April 9, 2006 - my life became HELL. FUCKING HELL.

I feel so utterly helpless...

WHAT DO I FUCKING DO?!?! GOD....I DON'T KNOW.

I've never wanted to know the future so badly but at the same time I've never wanted to not know it so badly either.

i'm not happy.

.me.

On the motherly computer device again. Something about this laptop makes me want to be insightful. In my head, I think it works...but then I sort of picture it not in my head...and it sorta works but sorta doesn't. That wasn't really insightful just confusing for me to think slash type. Anyway ( Read more... )

Me. I know ( Read more... )

So last night was...WINTER FORMAL! All in all, it was an absolutely AWESOME night and I had a lot of fun, despite my total (and I mean TOTAL) lack of dancing skill ( Read more... )