Addictive Obsession ~ Chapter Twenty-six | part one

[fighter_of_moon]

Title: Addictive obsession

Authors: 
aroruae & 
fighter_of_moon

Pairing:  Akame, slight Kokame & Jinda

Genre:  Smut, AU, drama, tragedy

Warnings: use of drugs, whoring, slaving, insanity, bad language, incest and a lot more to come xD You've been warned, so don't read if you don't want to see them in a lot of pain *evil laugh*

Disclaimer: They don't belong to us, but we're in the process of making it true!! The proof is Jin's twitter~

Summary: Kazuya’s addiction becomes Jin’s obsession. They came to need each other to the extend of wanting to kill.

A/N: Since this is the next to last chapter, I want to thank you all for being with us till the end of these stories (SW is having its final chapter as well XDD) and I hope you'll continue reading us and enjoy what our minds brew lol I'm looking forward to your opinions on what's about to follow in our writings :D

Thaaaaank you <3<3<3

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Chapter Twenty-six

Twenty-sixth Scent ~ Home

We’re basically alone in this cruel world. There’s no one to depend on, there’s no one to wait for us when we get in trouble and there’s no one that will surely be there when we need it most. Parents? They can always abandon us when we need them the most and if not, they can also become our worst enemies to defend against. Lovers? They will be the first ones to leave us because love is such a fleeting feeling that you can lose it in the next second. Children? They will be the most happy to get rid of their annoying parents.

Then whom can we trust? Maybe no one or maybe we’re lucky enough to find that one person that wouldn’t betray us for anything in the world, that would stand by us even in our deepest hours and that won’t care if we’re bathed into blood till our neck and will still choose to believe in us. But if we happen to find this one person, another hell begins - the fear of losing him or her.

And we continue to fall.

It had been a bit difficult, but in the end he had succeeded in his idea. He had let a few days pass, planning everything up till the smallest detail. And when he had found fit that everything would be according to the plan, he had set everything in motion. Actually, he had been afraid to fail, he had been afraid that Jin would figure everything out and… everything would fall to pieces.

Now Kazuya was pleased as he looked at the tied body of his boyfriend. He was forced to do this because he knew that Jin was stronger than him, could overpower him anytime. But he had taken measures and also he had another trump card if Jin was able to free even one hand. After all, Kazuya wasn’t going anywhere from where Jin was and neither his lover was. They would stay there, together, safe from all the outside danger. Yes, that was how things should be.

They didn’t need others anymore. Kazuya didn’t need anyone else anymore, he had even cut any connections with Koki. Now, he only needed Jin. But his lover had been stubborn in his business, had placed Kazuya on second place - and it was that precise business of his that will take Jin away from him. Kazuya won’t allow such a thing, not if he had something to say. But since to Jin words didn’t matter much, he realized that for this he had to take Jin away by force. Or by tricking him.

Yes, he had tricked Jin to go on a two-day trip to a place he had rented outside of town. They had been playing and teasing each other on the road, but Jin had been unaware of what he was planning, of what that place will mean for both of them. Because Kazuya realized that he was closing both of them in a prison set up by him, he knew this very well. But it was the only way, the only way to keep Jin safe, to be together without having others interfere. They loved each other, but it was getting harder day by day to keep on waiting for a lover that someday might not return to your side. Kazuya was aware of this. In the little time he had spent with Jin at his work place, he had seen the dangers his lover had to face everyday. He didn’t want to see him one day dead because there had been no one to protect him, because he hadn’t been able to avoid death. No matter how strong or skilled Jin was, he was still human and humans die - Jin was no exception.

And Kazuya would do anything to save him, just like Jin had saved him. So, he had brought him to an isolated house he had rented for an undetermined period, cooked for his lover and then seduced him - not that he needed to be seduced too much. The only thing that Kazuya hadn’t mentioned to Jin was that he had mixed in Jin’s food a powerful sleeper that will allow him to do anything he wanted with him while he was drifting in dreamland. He had wished at first that he wouldn’t have to resort to such methods, but Jin had showed no desire to step away from his work and when Kazuya had realized that no matter what he’d say, Jin won’t listen, he had conceived this plan and now they were here.

Jin was tied to the bed and Kazuya was for once in control. This time, Jin will listen to him, will stay there and this way, he’ll be unharmed. He only needed Kazuya and no one else. And Kazuya would be there for him forever. He will save Jin, he will keep him safe.

The younger boy smiled at his lover as he got closer to the bed. He leaned and pressed a kiss on Jin’s lips, a weird gleam in his brown eyes. Then he checked that the biddings were still tight, his eyes finding Jin’s once more. There was this soft smile on his lips, but his expression was too serene to be trusted.

“You’re finally awake.” Kazuya spoke and brushed away one of Jin’s locks. “Are you hungry? I’ve cooked a while ago, but I can reheat the food and I’m sure it will taste as good as if it was fresh.” He continued with a nod and a tilt of his head. Yes, he and Jin could have a new start here, in this house, where no one could bother them. Mind you, he could buy this place in the end and they will belong to each other forever.

“Kazuya?” Jin asked again, not willing to believe that this person in front of him really was his lover. Some vague memories of how he had left town with Kazuya came back to him, but after that everything was still a blur and he couldn’t understand how he had gotten himself into such a situation. “What’s the meaning of this?” he demanded to know, still struggling to keep his eyes open and examine Kazuya, hoping for a hint which could tell him what had happened in those hours - or days, Jin still wasn’t sure how much time had passed since he had fallen asleep - and why did Kazuya seem to be so changed. He didn’t try to move anymore, thinking that he was safe if his lover had been the one to do this, though it didn’t make any sense for the moment. But no matter what it was, Jin hoped that this was just another kink of Kazuya’s and not anything dangerous for the boy.

“Don’t worry.” Kazuya said curtly as he kissed Jin’s lips once more. “You’re safe here and you’re with me. That’s all that matters now.” He smiled and stood up. “I’m going to bring your food.” He gave another smile, looking childish and gave another kiss to Jin. It was perfect this way, Jin would be safe here. Kazuya will protect him.

“I don’t need food!” Jin snapped, starting to feel irritated that he couldn’t remember much and that Kazuya wasn’t telling him anything. He realized that the room felt familiar because it had the same design as the house, but he hadn’t had time to visit it - with Kazuya, of course - before he had been drugged. But he didn’t understand when had this happened. Did Kazuya do it? But how? And why? “Tell me what the fuck is going on!!” he ordered, raising his tone and looking at the younger one as fiercely as he could, considering that the headache hadn’t disappeared yet. But it was starting to and hopefully, Jin’s brain would start working again soon.

Kazuya looked cold and straightened himself up. “I brought you here to live together from now on.” He said to Jin with an impassive voice, nothing of what he was thinking or feeling shown on his face. “We’ll live here from now on.” He added with a short nod as if this was all Jin needed to know. And it was because Jin had to comply to this, whether he liked it or not.

“And who the hell had decided this?!” Jin yelled even more, now trying again to free his hands, but with fruitless results. The anger that had suddenly enveloped him made him forget all about his pain and the side-effects of the drug and Jin found himself struggling once more to escape, though it had become pretty obvious that it was useless. “Untie me!” he ordered, his voice sounding like an animal’s about to attack.

Kazuya shook his head. “No, you’re safe here with me.” He said as he watched with indifference Jin’s attempts to free himself. “I said before Jin… I won’t lose you, I don’t want you to be hurt anymore. And I know that right now is difficult to see that I’m right, but in the end you will understand.” Kazuya continued, this time his features softening as he once more got closer to Jin. “I love you and I will protect you.” He touched his lover’s cheek, cupping it gently.

“This isn’t how you protect someone.” Jin argued, trying to keep his voice calm even if he realized that he couldn’t convince Kazuya with his words. After all, how many times had Jin kept Kazuya with him against his will just to show that he knew better? “But if I’m safe with you, then let me go.” He added, hoping that a little bit of collaboration from him will make things better.

Kazuya withdrew his hand and shook his head once more. “If I do that, then you’d leave.” He replied firmly, a gleam of fear appearing in his eyes. “I won’t let you go back there, I won’t let you go and die while I’m waiting for you.” He continued and shook his head repeatedly, images of Jin being killed, Jin in a bloodbath making their way in his mind. “Here you’re safe. I won’t allow you to get hurt… so you’ll stay here with me.” Kazuya nodded fervently as he smiled at Jin. “Only I can protect you.” He whispered.

“Kazuya, haven’t I shown you a million times that I can take care of myself?” Jin rolled his eyes, exasperated that this was once again their reason to fight. He couldn’t believe that Kazuya’s wish to see him safe had driven him so far and Jin felt weirdly good about it, but things couldn’t go on like this. Kazuya just couldn’t keep him there for the rest of their life. “Haven’t you seen that no matter what happens, I won’t be hurt and that I’ll always come back to you?” he added, his voice sounding a little pleading though it still kept a hint of irritation in it. “No one can keep me apart from you, not even death.”

“No.” Kazuya replied, closing his eyes and trying to fight off the images in his head. “I will lose you in the end. You’re the only one I have given up so much for, you’re the only one I ever felt love towards, I won’t let you go.” He opened his eyes and there was an insane determination in his mind. “Now I’ll bring you lunch, you should eat.” He smiled sweetly and turned to leave.

“Kazuya, you can’t keep me here for ever!” Jin argued, hoping that he’ll make the younger one see reason and that all of this madness will end sooner rather than later.

But Kazuya didn’t pay any attention to him and exited the room. Jin just didn’t understand now, he was still confused, he was used to be the one in control, it was natural for him to react like this. Kazuya knew all this, that was why he was going to give Jin time to adapt, to understand that all that he was doing now was for their own good, was for their future. Kazuya could only keep him safe like this - away where no one would search for him.

Ten minutes later, he returned to Jin’s bedroom carrying a tray filled with a delicious scented soup and two slices of freshly cooked bread. He knew that if he were to give Jin some heavy food after the sleeper Kazuya had used, he would get sick and it was the last thing he wished Jin to be. He let the tray on the bedside drawer as he sat on the bed next to the older one.

“I brought you some delicious soup.” Kazuya smiled at Jin and stretched to grab the bowl, to feed him.

“I said I don’t want to eat.” Jin replied stubbornly. His hands and legs were burning now because he had used the time that he had been left alone to try and undo his bindings but had failed yet again. He had to congratulate Kazuya though. The ties were practically impossible to break without a knife, but he had had the delicacy of leaving the rope a little longer than normal, giving Jin the chance to make himself comfortable in bed but still keeping him there. It made Jin laugh that in such a situation, Kazuya had taken the time to think at his well-being.

“If you don’t eat, you won’t get strength to recover after the sleeper I gave to you.” Kazuya replied, looking not at all concerned by Jin’s denial. “And you slept for two days, I think I must have overdone it a bit.” He then added, thinking that Jin had fallen asleep like a bear in hibernation. “So you need to eat.” Kazuya continued and grabbed the bowl, taking a spoon and blowing some air to cool it a bit. He brought it to Jin’s lips, touching them to have him open his mouth and drink the soup. But Jin didn’t do what Kazuya wanted and instead, he lifted his head as much as he could, hitting the spoon with his face and making the soup drop on him and on the bed. His eyes found Kazuya’s again, piercing into them like he was daring him to try again and make him do anything against his will.

But Kazuya was stubborn as Jin should have known by now. So he took the towel and wiped the soup spilt on Jin, then he let it there in case of other accidents. He took a bit of soup in his mouth and grabbed Jin by the bridge of his nose, pressing their lips together and waiting for the other to allow him to feed him. And when he did, he let go of Jin’s nose and without further ado, he poured slowly the soup, a thin line dripping from the corners of their united mouths. Kazuya pulled back after a while, licking the soup now sliding down Jin’s chin and neck.

“Wasn’t this tasty?” He looked up at Jin with a pleased expression.

“The best.” Jin answered through gritted teeth, the annoyance clear in his voice as he looked at Kazuya with a murdering expression. He was really starting to lose his patience and considering the fact that he never had any, it was pretty dangerous for anyone to be around him that time. “Kazuya, let me go.” He repeated his order, once again trying to keep his voice calm but failing.

Kazuya studied him for a second. “If you eat this soup, then I’ll let you go.” He said with a calm voice and prepared once more a spoonful of soup. “Say ah~” He brought it to Jin’s lips, waiting to see his answer.

Jin threw his lover a distrustful look, but still complied with the younger’s request, thinking that it was worth a shot and that he was kind of hungry too. How long had he been out? Kazuya had said that two days, but it definitely felt like more. The headache and the drums from his head had disappeared, but a slight pain had remained which was fortunately also disappearing with every bite he took. He suddenly remembered that he had been eating too before passing out and only then he realized that the drug had been in his food and that there were chances Kazuya had made his special composition again, trying to keep Jin silent for a longer time. The older one glanced at the almost empty plate and sighed, figuring he had nothing to lose anymore if he finished it all. “Now let me go.” He demanded for the third time already, really hoping that this time Kazuya will listen to him, seeing as he had done his part of the deal and had eaten everything.

Kazuya looked pleased at him and kissed his lips. “Sorry, I lied.” He whispered and got off the bed, gathering all on the tray. “Be nice, I’ll return in a sec.” He winked at Jin and sprinted towards the exit, humming happily.

“Kazuya!!!” Jin screamed after him, making sure that his voice was heard in the whole house even if he knew that no one will hear him. Fortunately, he had told his men that he’ll be gone only for a few days, so this meant that Pi will probably start looking for him any time soon, seeing as two days had already passed. “I swear to God that you’re going to pay if you don’t release me now!!” he continued to scream, trying to set himself free on his own and frantically moving his arms and legs. Even if he was going to be saved soon, this didn’t mean that he had to keep quiet until then. “Move your ass back here and untie me!!”

After two minutes, Kazuya returned looking all happy and pleased. “You called, love? I think I heard your lovely voice while I was downstairs.” He said as he got closer to the bed, noticing the anger etched on his lover’s face. “You were yelling something about my ass?” Kazuya stuck out his tongue, his fingers playfully touching Jin’s chest.

“Kazuya, don’t play with me right now because you know perfectly well how dangerous I can be when I’m pissed off.” The older one threatened with a low and hissing voice, his eyes boring into Kazuya’s and searching for some answers in them. It was clear why had the boy done this, but… it was too much. This wasn’t something that the usual Kazuya would do, but here they were, with the proof in front of Jin’s eyes.

The question was: what had happened to Kazuya to make him do something like this?

“Talk to me.” Jin continued, his voice a little calmer and sounding even a little pleading. “You know you can’t keep me here for ever, so why are you doing this?”

Kazuya chewed his tongue, looking all guilty. “I know I can’t keep you tied to the bed like that forever. But I’m afraid to set you free… you’ll go back to that world.” At the mention of that world, Kazuya looked frantic all of a sudden. “You’ll go back, you’ll leave me, you’ll die! I can’t let you go back, I need you with me, I don’t need anything else.” He said as he shook his head, gripping Jin’s shirt. “If you disappear, what will I do? You took everything away from me, you taught me to live just for you… if you suddenly disappear, what am I going to do?! Tell me, Jin.” He looked teary at the older one as his nails scratched Jin’s chest, having passed through the material already. “You already put me on second place with your world. I know I can’t change your mind, I know I can’t do anything to keep you safe, next to me. I know I’m not as strong as you...”

“Kazuya, you’ll never be on second place for me.” Jin replied with a soft tone, suppressing a sigh from forming on his lips as he listened to the younger’s words. “You’re the most important for me and I’d do anything for you. I don’t care more about that world than you, it’s just that…” this time, he really sighed, having problems to explain himself. “If I give up at being who I am, I won’t have anything else to do. I can’t get a job, I can’t go out in the real world, I can’t do anything out there.” He said, closing his eyes to take a deep breath. “I know you understand this, Kazuya, so please untie me.” He asked for the last time.

Kazuya shook his head in denial. “I don’t trust you this time, Jin. You have left me for that world, you have let other people take care of me.” He continued and looked at Jin with accusing eyes. “You don’t even try!” He hissed, sudden anger in his voice. “You say you can’t work, you can’t walk free! But that town is not the only place where we could live. I have money, I can work for both of us, but you don’t even want to try!” He continued, his words filled with anger and hurt. “You don’t understand right now. You’ve just woken up and you can’t see things like me, but slowly, you’ll see that I am right in keeping you here.” Kazuya added, suddenly calm and looking oddly sure in his statements.

Jin groaned in frustration. “What the fuck has gotten into you?!” he yelled, resorting back to violence and being angry seeing as being nice hadn’t worked a shit. “You know that I’ll free myself eventually and that there will be hell to pay when that moment comes!” he threatened yet again, but doubting that his words will have any effect on Kazuya anymore.

“I know your punishments, Jin.” Kazuya smiled brightly. “They always end so pleasurable, so you don’t have anything to threaten me with. After all, you take care of everything.” The younger continued on the same happy tone and leaned to press another kiss on Jin’s lips. “I’ll go and buy something for dinner. Meanwhile…” He said as he stood up and opened a drawer, pulling a white bottle. He uncapped and took one of those pills inside. “… I need you relaxed.” Kazuya continued as he looked at Jin and put the pill in his mouth. As he did with the soup, the younger boy grabbed Jin’s nose and closed his mouth over his lover’s, forcing the pill down Jin’s throat. No easy task if you asked Kazuya because Jin was definitely fighting back, but Kazuya wasn’t one to back down so in the end he succeeded.

He let go of Jin and straightened up, looking pleased at his boyfriend. “Now you’ll have a sweet dream.” Kazuya caressed Jin’s cheek and tucked a lock behind his ear. “Sleep well, love.” He pressed his lips over Jin’s forehead and distanced himself from the bed.

“Kazuya, come back here!! Kazuya!! KAZUYA!!!”

*

That awful feeling of having drunk for a whole week without stopping hit Jin again as he tried to open his eyes and take in his surroundings. The headache was a little more bearable though and Jin had to congratulate himself for having gotten used to the sensation this quickly. It took him a few more minutes to remember all that had happened and know that he was still tied to the bed and that Kazuya had no intention of letting him go.

A movement from his left side made him turn his head only to discover the peaceful figure of Kazuya’s, sleeping next to Jin and looking like he didn’t have any care in the world and like he hadn’t been the one to trap Jin like this. To be honest, he didn’t understand. Kazuya had insisted a lot that they should leave that world and try to live like some honest citizens and had definitely done a lot of stupid things to learn about Jin’s past, but he had never gotten so far. He had never done something so sudden and unexpected. And he had never acted so crazy before.

What had changed? What had made Kazuya act like this?

Jin didn’t know, but he was decided to find out the truth. Kazuya wouldn’t have done all these things by himself, he would have never thought to just kidnap Jin so that he could keep him away from the city. It was a stupid idea as someone was bound to notice their disappearance and look for them and Jin was pretty sure that Kazuya was aware they will be found rather quickly, seeing as his men would use any method to bring back their leader.

He sighed as he let his eyes roam over Kazuya’s small form. His words couldn’t reach Kazuya anymore and Jin grimaced when he thought that he had actually never managed to do this. Kazuya had never listened to him - only when he had been threatened though - and had done whatever he had wanted to, completely ignoring Jin and his orders. How would he convince him now to let him go?

He pulled once more on the bindings tying him to the bed, but without any result. He couldn’t get away from them if someone wouldn’t cut them, but Jin was pleased to notice that he could move his hands enough so that he could touch Kazuya’s face. The younger one seemed to be bothered at first by the touch, but he leaned into it in no time, a small smile appearing on his lips as Jin started to play with his hair.

They had been through so much so that they could finally be together and fate had brought them into such a situation. It was frustrating, really, that nothing they did seemed to work and that they never could be happy together, with nothing to bash away their happiness. But what could they do? Jin asked himself as he let his fingers brush along the younger’s cheeks, happy seeing the boy answering to his touches and mad that Kazuya was asleep and that that was the only reason he was so calm. He couldn’t help but let his fingers travel on the boy’s face, caressing his lips and teasing his neck, spreading butterfly touches all over his skin. He stopped for a moment as his fingers curled around Kazuya’s neck and Jin had to grimace when he thought how many times he had tried to kill Kazuya. How many times he had let that hold on the boy’s neck tighten, exactly like he was doing right then. How many times he had put more and more pressure on his neck, trying to strangle him.

Exactly like he was doing right then.

Soon enough, Kazuya opened his eyes, dazed by sleep, and he brought his hands to the one Jin was pressing against his neck. He was gasping for air, his fogged mind unable to grasp the actual situation. Was Jin trying to kill him? Why? The younger pressed his fingers into Jin’s arm, scratching him and trying to push away his hand. And in his struggle to fight Jin off, he managed to fall off the bed, Jin’s nails scratching him too as he got away from his lover with killing intents. He stood on the floor, breathing fast and greedy, giving a little cough now and then. He massaged his neck, trying to soothe the pain in it.

A few minutes passed as he stood like that, trying to regain his calm, trying to understand why was Jin trying to strangle him. No answer besides the one where Jin wanted to get rid of him came into his mind. He stood up and looked at Jin with a hurt expression.

“Why?” Was his single question, asked with a croaked voice.

“No reason.” Jin shrugged a little, leaning back into bed and making himself comfortable without sparing a glance at Kazuya. It was true though because he didn’t know what had gotten into him. It was like his body had moved by itself, trapped into the memories of his past and in the feeling of wanting to hurt Kazuya as much as he had hurt Jin too. The older one knew that this wasn’t the case anymore, that he didn’t want to hurt Kazuya and that he’d rather do anything than see him cry again.

But in the same time… in that split second, it was like something familiar had returned to him, something that he had missed and something that he needed to live.

Kazuya laughed a little. “If you want me out of your life, you can choose a better option. After all, I’m no danger to you and your precious world.” He said and you could see the bitterness and disappointment on his face. “God.” Kazuya passed a trembling hand through his hair and turned his back on Jin. Fuck, did it start again?!

“I don’t want you out of my life, I just want us to return to normal.” Jin rolled his eyes, exasperated that Kazuya still didn’t get it. It was kind of annoying actually that the younger one didn’t believe in him at all after all this time, that he didn’t trust him that he knew better and that there was no danger for them. “I just want you to be your normal self again.” He added, looking at Kazuya with a frown, as if he wanted to scold him for having these thoughts.

Kazuya turned, holding his right hand with the other into a fist. “Normal?” He asked and snorted. “When have we been normal, Jin? Don’t you see? Even loving each other is not enough for either of us! While I want to have you only for myself, you want to share me with your work. I’m trying hard, Jin, to be with you!” He ended and flailed his hands in the air before he once more grabbed his right arm. “You don’t try anything, you just want me to stay put and wait for you. And the only way I can make you listen to me is by tying you to a bed.” He shook his head disappointed.

Jin wanted to argue and say that this wasn’t the only way - sex could always be an answer too - but his attention got caught by something else. He narrowed his eyes as he studied Kazuya’s form, trying to figure out what was wrong with him and why did he seem so suspicious in front of Jin’s eyes. “I’m not sharing you with anything.” He said after a moment of silence, his eyes still glued to Kazuya as he continued to study the boy. “But let me remind you that money is important in anyone’s life and if I don’t work, we don’t have any future.” He snorted, wanting to roll his eyes at the stupid idea but refraining from doing so not to let Kazuya escape his sight.

“Fuck! I told you I have money.” Kazuya said with an angry voice. “My father can give us money as much as we want, that isn’t a problem! And I can work, you can work too if you try a little. It’s not impossible, Jin, it’s that you don’t see that it might be possible.” He continued and his right hand fisted and the left one tightened even more. “You got used to living like that and now you find it difficult to part with it.” Kazuya took a deep breath. “But I parted with mine for you. And it’s still not enough.”

“Well then, sorry for ruining your life and forcing you to be with me.” Jin said with a bitter tone, feeling like he was blamed for being the only one guilty for how things had ended up. But Kazuya should know better than this. He should know that if it wasn’t for Jin, he would still be in clubs, hunting men for their money or for their drugs. He should… Wait a minute. Drugs?

“Oh, screw you!” Kazuya threw his hands up and turned on his heels, dashing out of the room. His right hand’s tremble had gotten a little worse.

“Kazuya, come back here!!” Jin scream, finally realizing what had been wrong with Kazuya. Of course, drugs. The boy had given up on them and it had taken him a great amount of willpower to get over this phase of his life, but he had succeeded it eventually. And recently he had been forced to take them again, he had been drugged against his will. Of course this had to have some repercussions and Jin didn’t like at all what had those drugs forced Kazuya to do. “Kazuya, leave those damn drugs and talk to me!!” he called the younger again even if he already knew the result.

He couldn’t stop Kazuya like this.

But Kazuya didn’t turn until only after half an hour. As soon as he entered the room, he smiled at Jin brightly. “Did you miss me?” He asked and got closer to the bed, touching Jin’s leg and his upper body. “Well, I do hope that you reflected upon trying to strangle me.” He then added with a light shrug, as if it wasn’t that important anymore.

“Kazuya, why the hell did you start to take drugs again and hadn’t told me?” Jin sighed tiredly, millions of thoughts still circling his mind as he tried to think of a way out of this mess. He had to help Kazuya and he had to do it fast because this time it seemed to be more serious than ever. It was like Kazuya had forgotten even who he was.

Kazuya looked dazed at Jin. “Me?” He asked with a strange voice, then he smiled carelessly. “I’m not taking drugs, Jin.” He laughed a little. “I’m just a bit cold, but I’m taking care of it. So don’t think of stupid things again.” He caressed his cheek.

“Don’t lie to me.” Jin snapped, the cold tone of his voice showing exactly how angered he was with Kazuya. “I know perfectly well to recognize the symptoms so don’t even try to lie.” He said, figuring that the younger one should at least be aware that he had lived surrounded by drugs and addicts all of his life. “Who gave them to you?” he then asked, already planning to murder the one who had dared to break his rules.

Kazuya laughed. “Now that’s a good question.” He replied and leaned to kiss Jin. “I took them from your supply place, love. That’s how I drugged you too.” He grinned stupidly at Jin. “Actually, I didn’t think I’d be taking them again, but I just had to try one.” He shrugged like this wasn’t his fault. “Now I take them at different intervals of time. It’s not that bad.” He giggled, thinking that those drugs made things seem possible when before they had been impossible. And Jin being there with him, tied to a bed, was one of them.

“You’re stupid.” Jin rolled his eyes, feeling a little calmer now that he knew the cause of Kazuya’s behavior. This meant that they could deal with it - though Jin had some problems for now to see exactly how - because they had been through this and had managed to win over the drugs.

“And this stupid has you tied down to a bed.” Kazuya replied pleased and pulled away from Jin. “Isn’t it nice to be at someone’s mercy?” He chuckled and rummaged through his pocket from where he retrieved a small white bottle. “And now, this stupid will make you stupid too.” Kazuya laughed and climbed on the bed, now straddling Jin. He uncapped the bottle and took two pills from it. He took one himself and the other one he forced it down on Jin’s throat. “Now let’s see who turns stupider.” He began to move his body up and down, left and right, knowing very well what he was brushing against. “Tell me, Jin…” Kazuya whispered close to Jin’s lips as his hands were touching the other one’s arms. “… do you still want me?” He asked and kissed once, twice as if he was testing his lover’s lust for him.

“You know perfectly well that I want you and I always will, so that’s why I don’t understand why do you need to do all of this.” Jin replied as he answered to Kazuya’s kisses, visibly feeling more relaxed now that he knew there was nothing to worry about. This was the drug speaking for Kazuya, it wasn’t his real lover.

And, fortunately, Jin knew how to treat this little drug addict.

“Really?” Kazuya whined next to Jin’s mouth and his hands started to feel Jin’s sides, finding the rim of his shirt and slipping inside, hungry to touch. “Then prove it.” He added and bit hard on Jin’s lower lip as he grinded his body into the older one’s. “Prove that you still want me and that you forever will.” He said harshly, his nails digging into Jin’s chest and scratching him painfully. Their love had always been like that - hurting, lusting and insecure.

“Just untie me, love.” Jin provoked the boy, wondering if he was drugged enough so that he would listen to him. At least the drug hadn’t made its effect on him yet, though Jin had no doubt that it will soon. He hadn’t fought that much either when Kazuya had given it to him, but now Jin realized that he should have stopped him and finished this earlier.

Though the idea of sex wasn’t that bad either.

“And I’m going to show you how much I still want you.” The older one added, his lips searching for Kazuya’s and his hands moving again, showing that he wanted to touch too, not just be touched.

Kazuya kissed Jin passionately as his hands touched every part of him, feeling him shivering at his touch, feeling him burning under his touch. He was in love with Jin and his body, it always made him yearn for more, it always made him lust for more even when there had been times that it had been indeed too much. “Later.” Kazuya mumbled into the kiss. “I’ll untie you later, now I want you to let me enjoy you.” He continued and left Jin’s mouth, trailing on his neck, pressing kisses here and there, sucking gently and licking after. Meanwhile, his fingers were playing with his nipples, feeling them hardening as he rubbed them a little roughly. “I’ll make you beg.” Kazuya chuckled as he suddenly grabbed the shirt and pulled onto it, ripping it.

“Now, really?” Jin chuckled, amused by Kazuya’s idea but loving the way he was acting. The younger had always been demanding in bed, but this showed a new face of him, a more dominating one as Jin felt like he was being trapped between his own desire and the feeling of not being able to fulfill it. “Then let’s see how much you’ll last too.” He challenged Kazuya as he thrust his hips up, knowing perfectly well that the drug made the body more sensitive. But Kazuya had been the one to take more than one pill, not Jin.

And he was planning to use it and make Kazuya scream.

PART TWO