Secret Whispers ~ Chapter Five | part two
PART ONE
Third time is a charm.
Even if this wasn’t exactly the third time that Jin was trying to get along with Kazuya, he was still sure that this time, his plan will work. Because… who didn’t like presents? No matter who was, they had to like to receive something and be glad when someone would make them a present, even Kazuya. Or so Jin hoped. The only problem was now… what to give him?
He had thought a lot at this but no matter what idea he had, Jin didn’t think that it was enough or good. Besides, Kazuya had been mad at him a lot lately and Jin really wanted to be forgiven for all of his mistakes - even if he still wasn’t sure what those were. So he had come up with another plan and this would surely work, Jin thought as he pressed the numbers on his phone to call a number.
At the other side of the phone, Yuuya answered with a curious voice and smiled a little when the caller introduced himself. “Jin! Of course I remember you, how you’ve been lately?” the younger brother of Kazuya’s asked with a cheery tone. Now this was a pleasant surprise.
“I’ve been good.” Jin answered with a smile, feeling the boy’s cheerfulness contagious. “How’s school?” he then asked, remembering that Kazuya had once told him that Yuuya is still a student.
“Good, no school today.” Yuuya laughed, thinking that it was such a blessing. “You? How’s the movie? My brother is with you?” he questioned Jin in a single breath.
“Actually, that’s why I called.” Jin bit his tongue, not knowing how to start this. “Could we meet?”
Yuuya’s heart stilled. “Is Kazuya alright?” he asked, panic in his voice.
“He’s more than alright.” Jin snarled. “I’m the one who has problems and needs help.” He sighed into the phone.
Yuuya sighed relieved and then he agreed to meet Jin in an hour at a café the younger knew. And as he waited there, he thought of many possibilities of why would Jin come to him for help when they only saw each other once? But since it concerned his brother, calling him it seemed a better choice than to go to Pi or that director. Yuuya smiled despite himself as he remembered the flowers Jin had sent to his house a few weeks ago. He had laughed of his brother, but had laughed even more when he had heard the sender, it seemed almost unbelievable when he himself had read the note. Jin must respect or like Kazuya a lot if he sent a thousand flowers. It was a gesture a lover would do to a loved one.
Yuuya lifted his eyes and saw Jin enter the café which luckily enough it was semi-obscure, so he wasn’t that easily recognized. The boy waved his hand at the actor to have him notice and Jin quickly headed towards him.
“Hello there.” Yuuya smiled pleasantly, his eyes having the same brown spark as his brother, Kazuya.
“Hi.” Jin answered with a smile, taking a seat across the boy and calling the waitress to order a coffee. He then proceeded to look at the younger, feeling a little embarrassed because he was forced to do such a thing but it was inevitable. “Thanks for agreeing to meet me here. I’m sorry if I disturbed you.” The actor added, bowing his head a little in gratitude.
“Don’t worry.” Yuuya stuck out his tongue with a naughty expression on his face. “Tell me what can I help you with.” He continued with a grin. And the way he looked at Jin, curiosity and kindness, resembled his brother a lot.
“I had a fight with your brother.” Jin confessed, feeling a little awkward under the boy’s gaze but being more than decided to speak directly and not let this bother him. “Well, not actually a fight,” he rectified, “but he’s still upset because of the flowers.” The actor sighed, looking really tired. “And I don’t know what to do anymoreeeee…” he whined, settling his arms on the table and hitting it with his head in frustration.
Yuuya chuckled. “I suspected my brother would give you a hard time about those flowers.” He said, remembering the reaction Kazuya had. “But, really, why did you send so many flowers?” Yuuya asked, amusement in his eyes. “Are you interested in Kazuya or something?” he then teased, taking a sip from his juice.
Jin frowned for a moment, wondering why was Yuuya asking such a thing and if this happened very often so that he was used to situations like this. Nevertheless, he lifted his head from the table and looked at the younger Kamenashi with a blank expression. “Are you sure you want to know?” he said with a curious voice, cocking an eyebrow.
At this question, Yuuya gave a laugh. “Hey, we’re talking about my brother, of course I want to know.” He replied with a serious tone, though there was a tint of amusement in it. “Is it that bad your interest in Kazuya?” he chuckled a little, tilting his head as he smiled.
“It’s not bad…” Jin lingered on his words, the assistant’s annoyed face appearing in his mind. “But Kazuya isn’t that excited to know that I like him and that I want to kiss him rather than praise him for his work.” He snorted, thinking at how workaholic the younger was and how infatuated he was with Ryo just because his friend happened to be one of the greatest directors alive and the best from Japan at a young age.
Yuuya didn't say anything as he continued to drink from his juice, surveying Jin with his bright eyes over the rim of the glass. "You said all this to him?" the boy finally asked with a serious voice.
“Yes.” Jin answered, mirroring the younger’s expression. “It didn’t seem such a bad idea at that time and Kazuya’s hadn’t taken it that bad…” he mused, trying to think back at their little encounters and wondering what had gone wrong to have Kazuya from kissing him back to ignoring him completely.
"Of course he'd take it bad." Yuuya replied with the air of know-it-all. "He hasn't been with someone in ages. I dare to say that he forgot how to even interact with women if it's outside work." The boy continued, shrugging a little and if not for the sad expression, you'd say he was mocking his brother for not having any physical relationship with someone for a while.
“But he said there’s someone he likes.” Jin frowned, not understanding why would Yuuya say something like that when Kazuya even said that he has a date with the girl.
Yuuya laughed. "He lied. Besides you, there hasn't been anyone to call Kazuya out. You should check his phone, his agenda is full with names that don't have anything to do with dates." Yuuya said with a sour voice. "Mind you, when Kazuya has a date, the whole block knows it. He's not quite the secret keeper." the boy chuckled a little, remembering how Kazuya almost broke two vases, burnt the food just because the girl he liked asked him to a date.
“So he only told me that so that I would back away.” Jin concluded, thinking a little amused that this was exactly the fact that had made him to not give up easily. “But…” he started, but didn’t know how to continue, “um,” he bit his lower lip, looking with uncertain eyes at Yuuya, “do you have any idea what he thinks about… you know, being with a guy.” He finally said, feeling a lot more awkward than he thought he will.
Yuuya seemed to think a bit. "Hmmm... we never quite talked about such things, but he's pretty flexible when it comes to other people." The boy said with a smile on his face. "Though he almost fainted when I brought my first boyfriend at home." Yuuya chuckled at the memory.
“Oh.” Jin said, sounding a little confused. “Oh!” he then exclaimed, his eyes wide at the revelation, his lips curling up at the thought that he might have a chance after all. “Then… what do you think? Do I have any chance to win his heart?”
“I’m not sure what to say, Jin.” Yuuya looked a bit worried. “Kazuya has no problem with others, but he might be reluctant when it comes to himself. I think he likes women the best, he never thought of a man to be an option in his sexual preferences.” The boy shrugged, biting his lip. “I am different, I date both genres, Kazuya… might be another problem.” Yuuya smiled a bit awkward. “You have to make him see that it doesn’t matter what genre is, love is still possible.”
“He doesn’t even believe me when I say that I like him.” Jin pouted, crossing his arms in front of his chest and puffing his cheeks in frustration. “And he keeps avoiding me and telling me stuff I don’t understand and…” he sighed tiredly.
“What stuff?” Yuuya asked with curiosity, he now realized how much Kazuya had hidden from him. They usually talk about love related thing, but seeing that his older brother hadn’t said a thing about Jin, it might mean that he was really troubled and he didn’t want to burden Yuuya. Or that he was so ashamed of being with a man - somehow, Yuuya felt hurt.
“For example, I don’t understand why he’s so annoyed with the flowers. I mean, I understand, it caused problems with the neighbors but when I said that next time I will give him less flowers, he got mad again.” Jin sulked, a hint of annoyance in his eyes, covered by the helplessness he always felt around Kazuya - when they weren’t kissing or stuff like that though. “And now I can’t even touch him because he threatened to leave and he even went to tell me that he will be out of my reach!!” he complained, stomping his feet a little under the table - it sucked to be a celebrity and not be able to act like the spoiled child he was.
Yuuya leaned back on his chair and looked suspiciously at Jin. It was interesting to see a full grown man - an international star on top! - act like this because of his cute big brother. But it was understandable, Kazuya was too beautiful and sometimes, too feminine for his own good. Yuuya sighed and ruffled his hair a little. “Flowers were too many indeed and to mention them again is not a good idea. Besides, Kazuya doesn’t like to receive flowers, especially from a man. I can say that he takes pride in what he is and I think he sees such presents as degrading for a man.” Yuuya smiled a little, emphasizing the last word and thinking that despite his androgynous appearance, Kazuya was pretty stubborn in his principles of being a man - never mind the fact that Jin frequently received flowers at his movies, for winning awards or stuff like that. “But… if he prohibited you to touch him that means that you must have done something.” He then added with a casual tone and looked around. “Tell me… did you do something with my brother?” Yuuya turned to Jin and looked straight into his eyes as if telling there was no need to lie because he’ll know.
Jin gulped and looked away from Yuuya for a moment before settling his eyes on his again. “I might have kissed him?” he laughed nervously, being completely sure that this was the last thing he should tell Kazuya’s brother, especially after he found out how much the younger had teased Kazuya because of the flowers. “But please don’t tell Kazuya I told you that, I don’t want to die so soon!!” he hurried to beg, clapping his hands and bowing his head in front of Yuuya.
The younger laughed and patted Jin on the hand. “Don’t worry, my lips are sealed.” He made a sign of zipping his mouth. “But still… I can’t believe you kissed my brother!” He looked with big eyes at the actor as a grin was plastered on his face. “No wonder Kazuya is suddenly jumpy when your name is mentioned.” He chuckled, his eyes twinkling with amusement. “Do that often and he won’t be able to get you out of his mind.” Yuuya suggested with a wink, thinking that his brother really needed a laid even if it came from a man. Besides, Yuuya knew best that both ways were okay and quite relaxing.
“I would, but remember that I’m not allowed to touch him?” Jin sighed, thinking that he had broken that rule a few times but Kazuya hadn’t even noticed it in the most time. Of course, if he would suddenly get kissed for the third time by the same man, Jin had a feeling that things won’t go the same way. “And it was his fault the second time we kissed!!” Jin accused Kazuya who unfortunately wasn’t present to their little debate, puffing his cheeks in indignation.
“You two kissed a second time?!” Yuuya looked shocked at Jin. “You’re kidding!” He then laughed, thinking that it was unbelievable how his brother got tangled into such a situation. “It’s his fault, you say? Should I assume he teased you into doing so?” Yuuya asked with a grin, thinking that his brother had done this several times to some girls when he was younger. Sometimes, he was doing it unconsciously, but most of the time he was aware and he was doing it because this way he could check how much the other person wanted him. But why would Kazuya want to do something like this to Jin who was a man? Yuuya believed that the truth lied somewhere between.
“More like he licked my lips and then pretended to be innocent.” Jin mumbled under his breath, still thinking at that moment in the bathroom stall when everything seemed so different. He was sure then that Kazuya liked him and he still believed that - at some level at least - but… he had no idea what to do now. It was the first time he liked a guy and even if he knew that it’s totally different from liking a girl, it didn’t make him feel any good that he was also a beginner at this kind of stuff. “He always does stuff that makes me annoyed and it drives me so crazy that I tend to want to kiss him.” he then quickly added with a louder voice, clearing his tone and pretending that he didn’t say anything before this.
“Kazuya’s weak against pressure.” Yuuya said to Jin as he took a gulp from his juice, finishing it. “Not from work, there he’s great at handling pressure. But if it’s in his private life, he’s weak and the more you insist, the weaker he’ll get.” He further explained, hoping that he was doing something good and wasn’t creating his brother problems. But he found Jin cute and bubbly and this was what Kazuya needed in his life. Something that could make him smile more and avert his eyes from work. “I’m not saying you to jump on him each time you see him, but act gentle and try to understand him without making him talk about it. Even if he’s weak against pressure, he’s stubborn and he won’t give in without a proper fight.”
Yuuya smiled and looked around as if he was searching for something. “He has a tough shell, but he’s all vulnerable inside. Once you pass that shell, be careful how you handle him.” The boy continued, now his attention focused only on Jin. “There might be chances for you to be with him, otherwise Kazuya wouldn’t have let you kiss him twice. He’s just too centered on you two being guys and all.” Yuuya winked, feeling like an accomplice. “But… if you hurt him, you won’t get away that easy. Nor from him, nor from me.” The younger smiled threateningly.
“Thanks.” Jin smiled, feeling better knowing that he wasn’t alone in this. He hadn’t talked about his feelings with anyone until now - except Jun but that couldn’t be called someone competent - and he kind of felt good now that he knew he wasn’t crazy for having such feelings or that he wasn’t bashed for it but on the contrary - he was being supported. “Actually, I wanted to give him something to say how sorry I am for the problems I caused with the flowers. I was hoping you could help me with some ideas.” He looked at Yuuya with puppy eyes, looking vulnerable and almost pitiable.
“Hmm…” The boy seemed to think a little about what Kazuya would like to receive and it was manly enough to not be hurt. “Kazuya is a practical guy. He doesn’t like things that will wither away soon and then need to be thrown away. So, if you want to give him a present, choose something that he can use.” Yuuya continued, slightly nodding his head. “For example, a watch would be a practical thing. And if I recall correctly, Kazuya loves watches. He has an affinity for time, what can I say?” The younger brother laughed, thinking that his brother also enjoyed wearing lots of accessories in his free time, but such a thing wasn’t a good idea to be told to Jin. Because Jin had yet to know Kazuya in his free time.
Jin’s eyes brightened as if he had just seen someone performing a miracle in front of him. He grinned, the excitement pumping in his veins being clearly visible in his sparkling eyes as he raised himself from the table and proceeded to hug Yuuya with all of his strength. “Thanks!!” he said, detaching himself from the boy to look properly in his eyes, the wide smile still plastered on his face. “I should go.” He then frowned for a second only to smile brightly after. “I have the perfect watch in mind!” Jin confessed as he straightened up himself, prepared to leave.
“Just don’t overdo it, okay?” Yuuya laughed and accompanied Jin out of the café. He was curious about what kind of watch the actor thought of and he was sure that Kazuya would like it. After all, he was a workaholic and workaholics are dependent on time.
“I won’t!” Jin promised with a smile. “Or, at least, I hope so.” He added with a thoughtful expression, seeming a little unsure of his words but this quickly disappeared as it never happened. “Do you need a ride?” he then asked, fetching his keys from his pocket and throwing them into air to play with them.
Yuuya shook his head in denial. “I’m seeing Kazuya after this, so it’s better to walk.” He said with an understanding smile. “By the way, is Pi single?” he asked, feigning a blush.
“Um,” Jin said, a little surprised and confused and not expecting such a question about his best friend, “yeah, as far as I know he isn’t dating anyone seriously.” He replied, trying hard to think at the last time he had heard Pi talking about this. He then grinned, leaning above Yuuya a little as a devilish smile appeared on his face. “Do you want me to find out for sure?” he said, sounding excited and a little evil.
Yuuya laughed a little as he hung a hand around Jin’s shoulders. “I’ll manage myself.” He replied, sticking his tongue naughtily. “Even if he has, I can still charm him. After all, I’m from the Kamenashi family.” He grinned while wearing a smug expression.
“I like your confidence, kid.” Jin smiled gently, giving him a pat on the back. “Call me if you need anything, you have my number now.” He winked as he detached himself from Yuuya and waved at him, not before thanking the boy once more.
“Good luck~” Yuuya shouted attracting the attention of the trespassers, but he ignored it as he quickly hurried to the subway station.
“Oh, I will.” Jin smirked as he started the car and headed to his favorite store in Japan.
Kazuya will surely be delighted with his present.
*It was just another morning in which Kazuya was supposed to wake Jin up. The assistant sighed to his cruel fate and entered the building where Jin lived. He had come to know the area as the back of his hand and he could easily walk towards Jin’s apartment blindfolded. And this only because he was the babysitter of a star who wasn’t even capable of waking up by himself. Kazuya sighed some more before he took out the spare key and opened the apartment’s door.
As he entered, he was surprised by the sudden light in the hallway but then his eyes came across a sign which said ‘Good Morning’ with big and colored letters. Under the greeting there was an arrow which pointed - needless to point it - to the living room. Despite himself, Kazuya found himself smiling a little though he should feel upset because Jin can wake up when he wanted and it was not necessary to have Kazuya in every morning at his place. But the cute drawing and greeting made wonders, so Kazuya proceeded to the living wondering if he will find Jin awake and ready to leave.
But to his surprise, he didn’t find him, instead his eyes fell on a stylish small bag on the table. He got closer to it and saw a note beside it. When Kazuya scanned it and read the words, he didn’t know if he was supposed to laugh or not.
I want to be Kazuya’s :)
Curious, the younger picked up the bag and saw that there was long box in it. With his heart beating fast, Kazuya opened the box and saw the most beautiful watch ever. It was black, sporty and… Armani! The assistant gulped when he read the small inscription and although his fingers itched to pull it out and try it on, he knew better. It was an expensive watch and no matter what it said on that note, Kazuya won’t accept it. But still he couldn’t tear his eyes off the beautiful band, the small white limbs, the contrast between black and white pleasant to him. Kazuya couldn’t deny that he was in awe or that he fell in love with the watch, but… there wasn’t a need for such presents.
So he covered the watch, closing it in the box and went to Jin’s bedroom, ready to demand an explanation and to refuse such an extravagant present. But to his surprise - though rather than surprise, it was more like a shock - the actor was peacefully sleeping under his blanket, without a care in the world. And seeing him like this, Kazuya felt no remorse in climbing the bed and hitting him hard in the head with the box of the watch. Of course, the assistant checked quickly to see that there had been no damage or whatsoever to the object itself. It was far more precious than Jin’s stupid head.
As expected, Jin yelped and started to scream like a girl what happened and who wanted to kill him, as it had happened already in too many mornings since Kazuya had taken upon the job to wake up his majesty. As soon as the actor’s eyes fell on the younger, he smiled a little and yawned, stretching his body. “Morning.” Jin greeted him as usual and then he stopped for a second, noticing the younger’s gaze. Only then he noticed the box in Kazuya’s hands and remembered about his little gift. “You found it!” he exclaimed happily because he had not been too sure if Kazuya would see the arrow when he went to bed last night. “Did you like it?” he then proceeded to ask, crawling on his knees to the brim of the bed and looking with sparkling and innocent eyes at Kazuya, expecting a positive answer.
Kazuya narrowed his eyes dangerously. “It’s beautiful, yes. But not for me.” He answered, not being able to bring himself to say that he didn’t like it when in fact he had loved it. “So here.” He extended his hand with the box to Jin.
“Eh?” the actor blinked, not understanding why was Kazuya returning his gift. Did he do something wrong again? “But I bought it for you.” He babbled, stammering on his words because this was the first time someone was rejecting his present and, to be honest, Jin had no idea how to react at something like this.
Kazuya’s eyes softened at the sight of a disoriented Jin, but he had to be firm. “I’m sorry, but I can’t accept it.” He replied and seeing that Jin didn’t take the box, he placed it between the two of them, on the bed. “I’m not into receiving expensive gifts especially if it’s from someone I work for.” He continued, feeling like he had to explain why he was refusing. “Even if we’re friends.” He added quickly, not wanting to be misunderstood.
Jin pouted and sat on the bed cross-legged, puffing his cheeks in frustration and looking at Kazuya with accusing eyes. “It’s not fair.” He complained. “I can’t even give you something I like because I’m your boss.” He whined, feeling sad and disappointed and frustrated with himself because he had been so excited and he had even thought that Kazuya would like it. He looked up at Kazuya with a serious expression and something seemed to flicker in his eyes. “You’re fired.” Jin simply said, gazing into Kazuya’s brown orbs.
The first reaction of Kazuya’s was to blink. “Eh?” he said, unsure that he heard right. “B-but y-you can’t fire me!” he stuttered, already thinking about the trouble would cause such a development. How will he manage to pay Yuuya’s college or the daily expenses? No… what about rent?! No! Jin couldn’t fire him!
“Yes, I can, I’m your boss, remember?” Jin replied with a knowing look as he nodded his head a little as in confirmation. “I can fire you anytime I want so now I’m not your boss anymore and you can accept my gift.” He explained with a silly grin and stupid smile.
Kazuya looked stupidly at Jin and almost wept with understanding. He let himself fall onto bed and covered his eyes, trying to calm down his beating heart. He had been so scared, no, in fact he was, because with a single phrase Jin had managed to make his worries grow to the biggest proportions. “Fuck.” He mumbled as he realized that he was slightly shaking. “Just because of a watch…”
“Hey, are you okay?” Jin asked worried, coming a little closer to Kazuya and carefully lifting his hand and putting it on the younger’s shoulder in comfort - he hadn’t forgotten this time that he wasn’t allowed to touch Kazuya.
But the assistant didn’t back away from Jin’s touch neither did he make any sort of reaction. “How could I?” he asked on a muffled voice and let his hand fall a little from his eyes, revealing the sparkling brown of them. “You threatened to fire me just because of a watch.” There was definitely a whine and as much as Kazuya would like to deny, his eyes were watery.
“I didn’t threaten you!!” Jin exclaimed with an alarmed voice, scared because of the tears that he saw in Kazuya’s eyes because he was bad with tears. Really, really bad. “That was a joke, for cryin’ out loud! Who fires someone because of a watch?!” he defended himself, now feeling a little indignant because the assistant had believed such a thing. “I just wanted you to accept it…” he admitted, reaching with his hand Kazuya’s cheek and turning his head a little to look him in the eyes.
“Really?” Kazuya asked on a small voice as he let his hand fall next to his body, now his face exposed to Jin and his hand. He was lying there feeling vulnerable and weak, thinking that he still had a long way to go until he’ll truly gain confidence in his financial situation and won’t be easily swayed by such easily thrown words. “I -” Kazuya began but said nothing and continued to stare at Jin, defenseless and all. Really… was he that weak?
Jin chuckled, surprised to see such a face of Kazuya but nevertheless pleased. He smiled gently and brushed off Kazuya’s eyes a little to stop the tears from appearing. “I would take you with me in America if you’d accept.” He offered, the words being spoken without him thinking too much on this matter but as soon as they were said, Jin knew that he’d be delighted to have Kazuya by his side all the time. If not as a lover, then as an assistant because the younger was damned good at his job and he certainly deserved more than this. Still, he chose to not further his proposal, thinking that maybe this wasn’t such a good time to bring up something serious like that. Jin said that to himself but the real reason was that he couldn’t keep his eyes off the younger, it was like he was hypnotized by Kazuya and he couldn’t move or talk or do anything for that matter but just to gaze into his eyes and wonder how much more will Kazuya continue to fascinate him.
It seemed unreal and his next move was the same because when Jin woke up from his dream, he found himself with his eyes closed, his lips glued to Kazuya’s and his hand still on the younger’s cheek, keeping him close.
And Kazuya welcomed him a third time too. It wasn’t like he didn’t expect such a thing, he had even thought about it the moment Jin said his wish of Kazuya wanting to receive his gift and then when he had offered to bring him in America. The assistant knew that if Jin would try anything, he’d let him and he will respond again; because… it simply had to be so. And as he lifted his arms and encircled Jin’s neck, Kazuya parted his lips a little and teased Jin with the tip of his tongue, darting back and forward or skimming over them. This time, Kazuya knew that he had wanted this kiss to happen as much as Jin.
Jin’s eyes widened in shock, this being the last reaction that he expected to have from the younger. It passed soon though as he felt Kazuya’s tongue brushing over his lips, like he was silently asking for permission to explore his mouth. And Jin granted it, opening his mouth and claiming his lips once again into a more powerful and demanding kiss, sucking on his lips and tongue and clashing their teeth as they deepened their kiss, wanting to feel more and to know more. Jin let his hands rest on Kazuya’s waist, bringing him closer and gluing their bodies as their kiss continued, neither of them wanting to back down no matter how great was the need to breath - the need for each other was far too greater.
And Kazuya agreed with this nevertheless. He arched his body, pulling Jin over him, kissing him back like that was all he wanted to do. His hands roamed in Jin’s hair, his fingers tangling up with the fine locks of the actor’s. A half sigh, half moan was heard in their kiss and Kazuya knew it was his. There was a sudden explosion of passion and desire in his body and he felt for the first time that he wanted Jin, understanding a little what the other had been saying over the past days. He deepened even more their kiss, his tongue plunging deeper into Jin’s mouth, battling the other one’s before silently submitting to a passionate invasion from the actor. His heart was beating fast, his body was getting quickly hot and there was less space in his mind beside Jin. Kazuya was willing to fall freely in the arms of the man that was kissing him like this was the last chance before everything will end.
The passion and lust continued to grow between them and soon Jin felt that it wasn’t enough to just kiss Kazuya and have him by his side. He moved a little and leaned over Kazuya to lay him down on the bed, carefully holding his body with one hand on his back while the other settled on his shoulder and started to trace a line on his arm, catching his hand at the end and entwining it with his as Kazuya’s back touched the bed, their kiss stopping only for a few seconds to recover their breaths and then continuing again with even more desire. He lifted their joined hands and placed them on the bed, near Kazuya’s head, to have more support as he moved completely over the younger, straddling him and touching him with his free hand on his clothed body, trying to find some more friction between them, more touching, more intimacy and less clothes.
Kazuya tensed at the touches on his body, his hand grasping Jin’s one tighter. He moaned in the kiss and he shifted his body a little, brushing against Jin. His other hand touched gently Jin’s cheek before it made way on his shoulder and slowly moving down on Jin’s chest. It stopped where the actor’s heart was beating fast and Kazuya pressed a little against it. He wasn’t the only one who felt like this, Jin was the same too and somehow it made the younger even more excited. Then he traced with ghostly touches the other’s collarbone, smiling in the kiss as he swallowed Jin’s whimper. It felt good to hear him like this, it almost gave confidence to Kazuya. So he grazed slightly the skin around the collarbone, skimming playfully over it. He felt the shudders in Jin’s body and Kazuya couldn’t be more pleased as he claimed once more Jin’s lips, now dominating him.
And the actor gladly let himself be dominated, enjoying the sensation for once and not feeling restricted at all as he though he would. He gasped when Kazuya’s moves became more daring and he whined silently, the sounds being muffled by the younger’s demanding mouth and only his helpless moans being strong enough to break the barrier. His hand continued to touch - Jin not being one to back down from a challenge - and found the rim of Kazuya’s shirt, slipping past it and finally finding the younger’s hot skin under his burning fingers, moving above it and touching it a little unsure, as he continued to lift his shirt even more and to reveal more of Kazuya’s chest.
Kazuya shivered and there was a short intake of air as he gasped at the touch of Jin. He shifted a bit uncomfortable, though the feeling wasn’t wrong and certainly very arousing as Jin’s fingers left fiery traces on his skin as they slowly made their way up. But this move made Kazuya feel a little insecure as the idea of them being both men crept again in his mind, reminding him that something was off. And when Jin’s hand would find that he wasn’t touching the body of a woman, he’d move away disgusted and making Kazuya feel sick. Scared about such thoughts, Kazuya opened his eyes and broke their kiss, his hand stopping Jin one’s. He looked away, hiding his face from Jin.
“Let’s stop.” Kazuya said on a hoarse voice, feeling his body burning and still not letting go of Jin’s hand though it went limp in their holding.
“Why?” came Jin’s immediate question with a hurt and pitiable voice, not understanding yet again what he did wrong to make Kazuya reject him once more.
“It is again another mistake.” The assistant replied, biting his lower lip, not knowing what he should do. He was painfully aware of Jin being on top of him, holding his hand and having his shirt revealing his body. And he was more than aware that he had wished all of this to happen, though everything was wrong and not meant to be.
“It is not a mistake!” Jin exploded with rage, furious that the younger was insisting with this stupid thing. “It’s something we both want! It’s something that lovers do! It’s something…” he growled, feeling frustrated with Kazuya as he raised his body a little, leaving their hands still joined and still straddling Kazuya as he looked from above at him.
Kazuya looked at him, wearing the same angry expression as Jin. “It’s something that should have never taken place.” He completed Jin’s sentence with a strangled voice as if the words did not want to leave his lips. “This time is my fault, I admit.” He continued, gulping a little. “I led you on and things got out of control and… I promise not to do such a thing again.” Kazuya added with an expression that showed that it was difficult for him to admit his errors and let aside to apologize for them.
“Why? Do I look like I’m mad because you kissed me back?” Jin cocked an angry eyebrow at him, crossing his arms in defiance. “I loved having you this close, I realized that I’m crazier about you that I thought.” He confessed with a straight face, like he just said the most normal thing in the world. “Why is this so hard to believe?” he complained.
“I’m sorry, Jin, but no matter what you say, for me it’s still wrong and I can’t accept this as easily as you do.” Kazuya sighed, covering his eyes again. “This alone is already enough trouble for me.” He gestured at their position. “I don’t want feelings or relationships to confuse me any more than this.” He added with a defeated voice. He was really no good when it came to love or relationships.
Jin sighed, his annoyance dropping a little even if it was still present. “Kazuya…” he said with a gentle tone, leaning over the younger once again and carefully touching his arm, trying to remove it. “Look at me.” He demanded with a small hint of ordering in his voice, like he wouldn’t accept anything else than this.
Kazuya let his hand fall and looked at Jin with unsure eyes. “What?” he asked a bit harsher than he had intended to. No matter what Jin will say to him, Kazuya won’t change his mind about them being a couple or letting feelings grow between the two of them.
“Why are you so afraid?” Jin asked, his eyes settled on Kazuya’s brown orbs. He had come to realize that Kazuya wasn’t afraid of being with him and he wasn’t afraid of being with a guy either - in fact, Jin had a suspicion that Kazuya was kind of excited about this - but he was afraid of the very idea of having a relationship with someone. And this was something that Jin could never understand because he had never run of his feelings, no matter how crazy they were, and Kazuya was the living proof of that.
Kazuya frowned. “I’m not afraid.” He replied with an indignant tone. “I just don’t want to…” words failed him and Kazuya shook his head as if trying to get rid of this new idea that Jin implanted in his mind. Was he afraid? No, certainly not. “I just want to live a peaceful life without having to think about things like being with a man or having a relationship with my employer.” He continued after a pause, feeling good that he wasn’t afraid and just didn’t want trouble in his life.
“Kazuya, this isn’t about me.” Jin said with the same gentle tone as earlier. “You’re afraid of committing to someone, you’re afraid to let yourself love someone.” He continued, as he brought his hand to caress the younger’s cheek, a small smile plastered on his lips. “You’re even afraid to admit that you might like me.” He added with a knowing voice. Because maybe Jin was a Bakanishi most of the time, but he had never guessed wrong at this kind of stuff.
“Don’t act like you know me.” Kazuya replied and brushed Jin’s hand away. “And don’t put words in my mouth. I definitely do not like you as a possible lover.” He continued and pushed Jin off. Somehow, he felt angered by Jin’s know-it-all attitude and he didn’t need this kind of shit. “Being sexually aroused by you doesn’t equal liking you as well.” Kazuya said with a mocking expression. “I might as well sleep with you and still not feel a thing for you.” The younger scoffed and adjusted his shirt.
“I didn’t imagine you being this fickle.” Jin snorted, a little annoyed that Kazuya was trying to brush him off like that - even if he should have expected such a thing from the assistant - while he settled on the bed, his eyes still watching Kazuya.
Kazuya bristled at the word and glared at Jin. “That’s why I said to not act like you know me.” He replied and passed a hand through his hair, trying to rearrange it. And then he quickly got off the bed, also adjusting his jeans that had suddenly become a bit tighter.
“So what do you call this then?” Jin accused, starting to get annoyed yet again while he also left the bed and posed himself in front of Kazuya, hair disheveled and face still a little red. “How are you then if you say you can sleep with a guy and don’t feel a thing?!” he asked, his face starting to get even redder but because of different reasons now, feeling the urge to hit Kazuya with something slowly crawling into his veins. “You don’t even want to consider me as a potential lover and yet you do all of this?!” Jin asked, pointing to the bed where Kazuya had been standing just a few minutes ago and asking for more through his body.
“I’m sorry for leading you on!” Kazuya shouted, his eyes burning as well as his face. “And yeah, sorry for being this fickle!” He added with a snarl, scoffing. “And sorry that you’re not the only playboy around here.” He said with a sardonic smile.
“You’re wrong.” Jin said with the same accusing voice, narrowing his eyes as he looked at Kazuya with anger written in them. “I’m a playboy because I fuck girls for one night and then I dump them. While you…” he tried, but he couldn’t find his words, being afraid that Kazuya will notice how much this affected him. He sighed, looking really tired and fed up with all of this.
“You’re always sorry for leading me on, but you still kiss me back and provoke me only to act innocent after and say that this is wrong. You don’t even have the guts to admit that you like this and that you want it as much as I do.” Jin continued, slowly approaching Kazuya while he talked, only to stop at a little distance, like he was afraid he’ll be burned if he would take one more step closer. “So don’t you dare to tell me that you’re sorry.” He hissed, his calm voice turning again into a slightly iced one.
“Do you want me to say I’m not sorry?” Kazuya cocked an eyebrow, seeming amused. “Okay then, I’m not sorry. Anything else?” He said with a slight shrug of his shoulder. He was provoking Jin to say more, this way it was easier for him to cut their relations - especially this kind of relation.
Jin looked at Kazuya a little shocked, but the hurt could be easily seen in his eyes. “Get out.” Were the only words he said as he turned his back on Kazuya and walked away from him to stop near the table, putting a hand on it to support his body which seemed to collapse any soon without any help and letting his head fall down, feeling how a migraine was making its appearance as he touched his forehead with his other hand.
Such a reaction made Kazuya feel like he was the worst. He bit his lower lip as he looked at the slumped form of Jin and was unsure if he should leave or stay. But before he could even make a decision, he moved forward and hugged Jin from behind. “I didn’t mean it.” He said with a low voice, prepared to be thrown aside if Jin wanted so.
The older one tensed, this being the last thing he had ever expected Kazuya to do - even if this thought had become kind of frequent in his mind lately - but he didn’t move and just sat there, not moving even an inch. “You always say that.” he chose to say, not knowing how he should interpret this action of Kazuya.
“No.” Kazuya replied slowly, feeling Jin’s rapid heart beating under his palms. “I always say I’m sorry.” He added, realizing how stupid the words sounded even if he had been saying them over and over. “Now I’m saying that I didn’t mean to say such shallow words and cause you hurt.” He continued, letting his head rest on Jin’s back.
Jin’s lips curled up a little and he finally reacted as he lifted his hands and placed them on top of the younger’s, tightening Kazuya’s hold on his waist. “Forget it, I was stupid. It was my fault in the first place.” He said, a slight tremble in his voice but sounding a lot better than his previous words.
Kazuya smiled even though Jin couldn’t see it. “Our fault.” He said with a serious voice. “After all, I made you break the rules I set up at first.” He sighed, thinking how wretched he could be sometimes. He had done such things before and maybe this had caused most of his relationships to end abruptly.
“Your fault more than mine.” Jin childishly mumbled under his breath, pouting a little but already starting to feel better.
“Okay, if you want so.” Kazuya replied quickly and there was a slight tease in his voice. Feeling that they were hugging for too long, Kazuya slipped his hands from under Jin’s ones and wanted to draw back, but Jin was quicker than him as he turned suddenly and caught the younger in his arms, his smile now being visible for the assistant too.
“Kazuya…” Jin whined, sulking again and pursing his lips as he looked at the boy.
The assistant’s heart skipped a beat as he looked at Jin. He was afraid to ask what the actor wanted because he was afraid of not being able to go along with it. “Yes?” But yet, he still had to say it, cursing the fact that suddenly he felt limp in Jin’s arms and wishing.
Jin’s eyes darkened for a moment when their eyes met, feeling back at the beginning of this day when he felt that huge urge to kiss the boy. He gulped and tried to suppress his desire, closing his eyes for a couple of seconds to smile after as he looked at Kazuya. “Do you accept my gift?” he asked, biting his lip in nervousness as he waited for a reply which hopefully will be positive.
Kazuya glanced at the forgotten box on the bed and then looked back at Jin, licking his lips while wearing an unsure expression. “I don’t know…” he answered sincerely, thinking at the beautiful watch that he fell in love with and at the fact that it was a very expensive one and that it wasn’t right for him to receive one. But as he looked at Jin’s hopeful eyes, Kazuya knew that he will give in. “Okay.” He said with a low voice.
“Thanks!” Jin chirped happily as he hugged Kazuya tightly and pecked his lips once before letting him go and bouncing to the bed to grab the box and open it, showing the watch to his assistant with a wide grin on his face. “Try it on to see how it looks.” He asked, feeling more excited about this than he should have been as he tossed the watch in his hand, playing with it.
Kazuya sighed and stretched his hand, revealing his wrist to Jin. “Put it on.” He said with a smile, feeling a bit awkward as everything seemed like they were lovers and Jin had bought him a present.
Jin hurried to do what Kazuya asked him to, putting it on and looking admiringly at it. “It’s beautiful!” he exclaimed with a proud voice. “Do you like it?” he then asked excitedly, bouncing on the bed.
Kazuya looked at it and blushed a little. “I love it.” He said as he grinned at Jin, his eyes sparkling with delight. Then he continued to look at how it suited him, moving on one side then to another, checking it all. “Thank you.” He remembered to say, bowing his head a little.
“It was my pleasure.” Jin grinned, thinking that even if there had also been a bad part in all of this, he still got to kiss Kazuya again!! And the younger even hugged him, all by himself!!! Jin couldn’t be more delighted. “Can I say something now?” he asked on a little lower tone.
Kazuya looked up at Jin and frowned a bit. Somehow he felt anxious about what Jin wanted to say. “Umm… sure.” The younger replied, letting his hand down, not wanting to be distracted by the beautiful watch that was on his wrist.
“We’re going to be late!” the actor sang happily, expecting in any moment the outburst called Kamenashi Kazuya.
And soon enough, it came. “Jiiiiin!!”
Third time is a charm.
Even if this wasn’t exactly the third time that Jin was trying to get along with Kazuya, he was still sure that this time, his plan will work. Because… who didn’t like presents? No matter who was, they had to like to receive something and be glad when someone would make them a present, even Kazuya. Or so Jin hoped. The only problem was now… what to give him?
He had thought a lot at this but no matter what idea he had, Jin didn’t think that it was enough or good. Besides, Kazuya had been mad at him a lot lately and Jin really wanted to be forgiven for all of his mistakes - even if he still wasn’t sure what those were. So he had come up with another plan and this would surely work, Jin thought as he pressed the numbers on his phone to call a number.
At the other side of the phone, Yuuya answered with a curious voice and smiled a little when the caller introduced himself. “Jin! Of course I remember you, how you’ve been lately?” the younger brother of Kazuya’s asked with a cheery tone. Now this was a pleasant surprise.
“I’ve been good.” Jin answered with a smile, feeling the boy’s cheerfulness contagious. “How’s school?” he then asked, remembering that Kazuya had once told him that Yuuya is still a student.
“Good, no school today.” Yuuya laughed, thinking that it was such a blessing. “You? How’s the movie? My brother is with you?” he questioned Jin in a single breath.
“Actually, that’s why I called.” Jin bit his tongue, not knowing how to start this. “Could we meet?”
Yuuya’s heart stilled. “Is Kazuya alright?” he asked, panic in his voice.
“He’s more than alright.” Jin snarled. “I’m the one who has problems and needs help.” He sighed into the phone.
Yuuya sighed relieved and then he agreed to meet Jin in an hour at a café the younger knew. And as he waited there, he thought of many possibilities of why would Jin come to him for help when they only saw each other once? But since it concerned his brother, calling him it seemed a better choice than to go to Pi or that director. Yuuya smiled despite himself as he remembered the flowers Jin had sent to his house a few weeks ago. He had laughed of his brother, but had laughed even more when he had heard the sender, it seemed almost unbelievable when he himself had read the note. Jin must respect or like Kazuya a lot if he sent a thousand flowers. It was a gesture a lover would do to a loved one.
Yuuya lifted his eyes and saw Jin enter the café which luckily enough it was semi-obscure, so he wasn’t that easily recognized. The boy waved his hand at the actor to have him notice and Jin quickly headed towards him.
“Hello there.” Yuuya smiled pleasantly, his eyes having the same brown spark as his brother, Kazuya.
“Hi.” Jin answered with a smile, taking a seat across the boy and calling the waitress to order a coffee. He then proceeded to look at the younger, feeling a little embarrassed because he was forced to do such a thing but it was inevitable. “Thanks for agreeing to meet me here. I’m sorry if I disturbed you.” The actor added, bowing his head a little in gratitude.
“Don’t worry.” Yuuya stuck out his tongue with a naughty expression on his face. “Tell me what can I help you with.” He continued with a grin. And the way he looked at Jin, curiosity and kindness, resembled his brother a lot.
“I had a fight with your brother.” Jin confessed, feeling a little awkward under the boy’s gaze but being more than decided to speak directly and not let this bother him. “Well, not actually a fight,” he rectified, “but he’s still upset because of the flowers.” The actor sighed, looking really tired. “And I don’t know what to do anymoreeeee…” he whined, settling his arms on the table and hitting it with his head in frustration.
Yuuya chuckled. “I suspected my brother would give you a hard time about those flowers.” He said, remembering the reaction Kazuya had. “But, really, why did you send so many flowers?” Yuuya asked, amusement in his eyes. “Are you interested in Kazuya or something?” he then teased, taking a sip from his juice.
Jin frowned for a moment, wondering why was Yuuya asking such a thing and if this happened very often so that he was used to situations like this. Nevertheless, he lifted his head from the table and looked at the younger Kamenashi with a blank expression. “Are you sure you want to know?” he said with a curious voice, cocking an eyebrow.
At this question, Yuuya gave a laugh. “Hey, we’re talking about my brother, of course I want to know.” He replied with a serious tone, though there was a tint of amusement in it. “Is it that bad your interest in Kazuya?” he chuckled a little, tilting his head as he smiled.
“It’s not bad…” Jin lingered on his words, the assistant’s annoyed face appearing in his mind. “But Kazuya isn’t that excited to know that I like him and that I want to kiss him rather than praise him for his work.” He snorted, thinking at how workaholic the younger was and how infatuated he was with Ryo just because his friend happened to be one of the greatest directors alive and the best from Japan at a young age.
Yuuya didn't say anything as he continued to drink from his juice, surveying Jin with his bright eyes over the rim of the glass. "You said all this to him?" the boy finally asked with a serious voice.
“Yes.” Jin answered, mirroring the younger’s expression. “It didn’t seem such a bad idea at that time and Kazuya’s hadn’t taken it that bad…” he mused, trying to think back at their little encounters and wondering what had gone wrong to have Kazuya from kissing him back to ignoring him completely.
"Of course he'd take it bad." Yuuya replied with the air of know-it-all. "He hasn't been with someone in ages. I dare to say that he forgot how to even interact with women if it's outside work." The boy continued, shrugging a little and if not for the sad expression, you'd say he was mocking his brother for not having any physical relationship with someone for a while.
“But he said there’s someone he likes.” Jin frowned, not understanding why would Yuuya say something like that when Kazuya even said that he has a date with the girl.
Yuuya laughed. "He lied. Besides you, there hasn't been anyone to call Kazuya out. You should check his phone, his agenda is full with names that don't have anything to do with dates." Yuuya said with a sour voice. "Mind you, when Kazuya has a date, the whole block knows it. He's not quite the secret keeper." the boy chuckled a little, remembering how Kazuya almost broke two vases, burnt the food just because the girl he liked asked him to a date.
“So he only told me that so that I would back away.” Jin concluded, thinking a little amused that this was exactly the fact that had made him to not give up easily. “But…” he started, but didn’t know how to continue, “um,” he bit his lower lip, looking with uncertain eyes at Yuuya, “do you have any idea what he thinks about… you know, being with a guy.” He finally said, feeling a lot more awkward than he thought he will.
Yuuya seemed to think a bit. "Hmmm... we never quite talked about such things, but he's pretty flexible when it comes to other people." The boy said with a smile on his face. "Though he almost fainted when I brought my first boyfriend at home." Yuuya chuckled at the memory.
“Oh.” Jin said, sounding a little confused. “Oh!” he then exclaimed, his eyes wide at the revelation, his lips curling up at the thought that he might have a chance after all. “Then… what do you think? Do I have any chance to win his heart?”
“I’m not sure what to say, Jin.” Yuuya looked a bit worried. “Kazuya has no problem with others, but he might be reluctant when it comes to himself. I think he likes women the best, he never thought of a man to be an option in his sexual preferences.” The boy shrugged, biting his lip. “I am different, I date both genres, Kazuya… might be another problem.” Yuuya smiled a bit awkward. “You have to make him see that it doesn’t matter what genre is, love is still possible.”
“He doesn’t even believe me when I say that I like him.” Jin pouted, crossing his arms in front of his chest and puffing his cheeks in frustration. “And he keeps avoiding me and telling me stuff I don’t understand and…” he sighed tiredly.
“What stuff?” Yuuya asked with curiosity, he now realized how much Kazuya had hidden from him. They usually talk about love related thing, but seeing that his older brother hadn’t said a thing about Jin, it might mean that he was really troubled and he didn’t want to burden Yuuya. Or that he was so ashamed of being with a man - somehow, Yuuya felt hurt.
“For example, I don’t understand why he’s so annoyed with the flowers. I mean, I understand, it caused problems with the neighbors but when I said that next time I will give him less flowers, he got mad again.” Jin sulked, a hint of annoyance in his eyes, covered by the helplessness he always felt around Kazuya - when they weren’t kissing or stuff like that though. “And now I can’t even touch him because he threatened to leave and he even went to tell me that he will be out of my reach!!” he complained, stomping his feet a little under the table - it sucked to be a celebrity and not be able to act like the spoiled child he was.
Yuuya leaned back on his chair and looked suspiciously at Jin. It was interesting to see a full grown man - an international star on top! - act like this because of his cute big brother. But it was understandable, Kazuya was too beautiful and sometimes, too feminine for his own good. Yuuya sighed and ruffled his hair a little. “Flowers were too many indeed and to mention them again is not a good idea. Besides, Kazuya doesn’t like to receive flowers, especially from a man. I can say that he takes pride in what he is and I think he sees such presents as degrading for a man.” Yuuya smiled a little, emphasizing the last word and thinking that despite his androgynous appearance, Kazuya was pretty stubborn in his principles of being a man - never mind the fact that Jin frequently received flowers at his movies, for winning awards or stuff like that. “But… if he prohibited you to touch him that means that you must have done something.” He then added with a casual tone and looked around. “Tell me… did you do something with my brother?” Yuuya turned to Jin and looked straight into his eyes as if telling there was no need to lie because he’ll know.
Jin gulped and looked away from Yuuya for a moment before settling his eyes on his again. “I might have kissed him?” he laughed nervously, being completely sure that this was the last thing he should tell Kazuya’s brother, especially after he found out how much the younger had teased Kazuya because of the flowers. “But please don’t tell Kazuya I told you that, I don’t want to die so soon!!” he hurried to beg, clapping his hands and bowing his head in front of Yuuya.
The younger laughed and patted Jin on the hand. “Don’t worry, my lips are sealed.” He made a sign of zipping his mouth. “But still… I can’t believe you kissed my brother!” He looked with big eyes at the actor as a grin was plastered on his face. “No wonder Kazuya is suddenly jumpy when your name is mentioned.” He chuckled, his eyes twinkling with amusement. “Do that often and he won’t be able to get you out of his mind.” Yuuya suggested with a wink, thinking that his brother really needed a laid even if it came from a man. Besides, Yuuya knew best that both ways were okay and quite relaxing.
“I would, but remember that I’m not allowed to touch him?” Jin sighed, thinking that he had broken that rule a few times but Kazuya hadn’t even noticed it in the most time. Of course, if he would suddenly get kissed for the third time by the same man, Jin had a feeling that things won’t go the same way. “And it was his fault the second time we kissed!!” Jin accused Kazuya who unfortunately wasn’t present to their little debate, puffing his cheeks in indignation.
“You two kissed a second time?!” Yuuya looked shocked at Jin. “You’re kidding!” He then laughed, thinking that it was unbelievable how his brother got tangled into such a situation. “It’s his fault, you say? Should I assume he teased you into doing so?” Yuuya asked with a grin, thinking that his brother had done this several times to some girls when he was younger. Sometimes, he was doing it unconsciously, but most of the time he was aware and he was doing it because this way he could check how much the other person wanted him. But why would Kazuya want to do something like this to Jin who was a man? Yuuya believed that the truth lied somewhere between.
“More like he licked my lips and then pretended to be innocent.” Jin mumbled under his breath, still thinking at that moment in the bathroom stall when everything seemed so different. He was sure then that Kazuya liked him and he still believed that - at some level at least - but… he had no idea what to do now. It was the first time he liked a guy and even if he knew that it’s totally different from liking a girl, it didn’t make him feel any good that he was also a beginner at this kind of stuff. “He always does stuff that makes me annoyed and it drives me so crazy that I tend to want to kiss him.” he then quickly added with a louder voice, clearing his tone and pretending that he didn’t say anything before this.
“Kazuya’s weak against pressure.” Yuuya said to Jin as he took a gulp from his juice, finishing it. “Not from work, there he’s great at handling pressure. But if it’s in his private life, he’s weak and the more you insist, the weaker he’ll get.” He further explained, hoping that he was doing something good and wasn’t creating his brother problems. But he found Jin cute and bubbly and this was what Kazuya needed in his life. Something that could make him smile more and avert his eyes from work. “I’m not saying you to jump on him each time you see him, but act gentle and try to understand him without making him talk about it. Even if he’s weak against pressure, he’s stubborn and he won’t give in without a proper fight.”
Yuuya smiled and looked around as if he was searching for something. “He has a tough shell, but he’s all vulnerable inside. Once you pass that shell, be careful how you handle him.” The boy continued, now his attention focused only on Jin. “There might be chances for you to be with him, otherwise Kazuya wouldn’t have let you kiss him twice. He’s just too centered on you two being guys and all.” Yuuya winked, feeling like an accomplice. “But… if you hurt him, you won’t get away that easy. Nor from him, nor from me.” The younger smiled threateningly.
“Thanks.” Jin smiled, feeling better knowing that he wasn’t alone in this. He hadn’t talked about his feelings with anyone until now - except Jun but that couldn’t be called someone competent - and he kind of felt good now that he knew he wasn’t crazy for having such feelings or that he wasn’t bashed for it but on the contrary - he was being supported. “Actually, I wanted to give him something to say how sorry I am for the problems I caused with the flowers. I was hoping you could help me with some ideas.” He looked at Yuuya with puppy eyes, looking vulnerable and almost pitiable.
“Hmm…” The boy seemed to think a little about what Kazuya would like to receive and it was manly enough to not be hurt. “Kazuya is a practical guy. He doesn’t like things that will wither away soon and then need to be thrown away. So, if you want to give him a present, choose something that he can use.” Yuuya continued, slightly nodding his head. “For example, a watch would be a practical thing. And if I recall correctly, Kazuya loves watches. He has an affinity for time, what can I say?” The younger brother laughed, thinking that his brother also enjoyed wearing lots of accessories in his free time, but such a thing wasn’t a good idea to be told to Jin. Because Jin had yet to know Kazuya in his free time.
Jin’s eyes brightened as if he had just seen someone performing a miracle in front of him. He grinned, the excitement pumping in his veins being clearly visible in his sparkling eyes as he raised himself from the table and proceeded to hug Yuuya with all of his strength. “Thanks!!” he said, detaching himself from the boy to look properly in his eyes, the wide smile still plastered on his face. “I should go.” He then frowned for a second only to smile brightly after. “I have the perfect watch in mind!” Jin confessed as he straightened up himself, prepared to leave.
“Just don’t overdo it, okay?” Yuuya laughed and accompanied Jin out of the café. He was curious about what kind of watch the actor thought of and he was sure that Kazuya would like it. After all, he was a workaholic and workaholics are dependent on time.
“I won’t!” Jin promised with a smile. “Or, at least, I hope so.” He added with a thoughtful expression, seeming a little unsure of his words but this quickly disappeared as it never happened. “Do you need a ride?” he then asked, fetching his keys from his pocket and throwing them into air to play with them.
Yuuya shook his head in denial. “I’m seeing Kazuya after this, so it’s better to walk.” He said with an understanding smile. “By the way, is Pi single?” he asked, feigning a blush.
“Um,” Jin said, a little surprised and confused and not expecting such a question about his best friend, “yeah, as far as I know he isn’t dating anyone seriously.” He replied, trying hard to think at the last time he had heard Pi talking about this. He then grinned, leaning above Yuuya a little as a devilish smile appeared on his face. “Do you want me to find out for sure?” he said, sounding excited and a little evil.
Yuuya laughed a little as he hung a hand around Jin’s shoulders. “I’ll manage myself.” He replied, sticking his tongue naughtily. “Even if he has, I can still charm him. After all, I’m from the Kamenashi family.” He grinned while wearing a smug expression.
“I like your confidence, kid.” Jin smiled gently, giving him a pat on the back. “Call me if you need anything, you have my number now.” He winked as he detached himself from Yuuya and waved at him, not before thanking the boy once more.
“Good luck~” Yuuya shouted attracting the attention of the trespassers, but he ignored it as he quickly hurried to the subway station.
“Oh, I will.” Jin smirked as he started the car and headed to his favorite store in Japan.
Kazuya will surely be delighted with his present.
*It was just another morning in which Kazuya was supposed to wake Jin up. The assistant sighed to his cruel fate and entered the building where Jin lived. He had come to know the area as the back of his hand and he could easily walk towards Jin’s apartment blindfolded. And this only because he was the babysitter of a star who wasn’t even capable of waking up by himself. Kazuya sighed some more before he took out the spare key and opened the apartment’s door.
As he entered, he was surprised by the sudden light in the hallway but then his eyes came across a sign which said ‘Good Morning’ with big and colored letters. Under the greeting there was an arrow which pointed - needless to point it - to the living room. Despite himself, Kazuya found himself smiling a little though he should feel upset because Jin can wake up when he wanted and it was not necessary to have Kazuya in every morning at his place. But the cute drawing and greeting made wonders, so Kazuya proceeded to the living wondering if he will find Jin awake and ready to leave.
But to his surprise, he didn’t find him, instead his eyes fell on a stylish small bag on the table. He got closer to it and saw a note beside it. When Kazuya scanned it and read the words, he didn’t know if he was supposed to laugh or not.
I want to be Kazuya’s :)
Curious, the younger picked up the bag and saw that there was long box in it. With his heart beating fast, Kazuya opened the box and saw the most beautiful watch ever. It was black, sporty and… Armani! The assistant gulped when he read the small inscription and although his fingers itched to pull it out and try it on, he knew better. It was an expensive watch and no matter what it said on that note, Kazuya won’t accept it. But still he couldn’t tear his eyes off the beautiful band, the small white limbs, the contrast between black and white pleasant to him. Kazuya couldn’t deny that he was in awe or that he fell in love with the watch, but… there wasn’t a need for such presents.
So he covered the watch, closing it in the box and went to Jin’s bedroom, ready to demand an explanation and to refuse such an extravagant present. But to his surprise - though rather than surprise, it was more like a shock - the actor was peacefully sleeping under his blanket, without a care in the world. And seeing him like this, Kazuya felt no remorse in climbing the bed and hitting him hard in the head with the box of the watch. Of course, the assistant checked quickly to see that there had been no damage or whatsoever to the object itself. It was far more precious than Jin’s stupid head.
As expected, Jin yelped and started to scream like a girl what happened and who wanted to kill him, as it had happened already in too many mornings since Kazuya had taken upon the job to wake up his majesty. As soon as the actor’s eyes fell on the younger, he smiled a little and yawned, stretching his body. “Morning.” Jin greeted him as usual and then he stopped for a second, noticing the younger’s gaze. Only then he noticed the box in Kazuya’s hands and remembered about his little gift. “You found it!” he exclaimed happily because he had not been too sure if Kazuya would see the arrow when he went to bed last night. “Did you like it?” he then proceeded to ask, crawling on his knees to the brim of the bed and looking with sparkling and innocent eyes at Kazuya, expecting a positive answer.
Kazuya narrowed his eyes dangerously. “It’s beautiful, yes. But not for me.” He answered, not being able to bring himself to say that he didn’t like it when in fact he had loved it. “So here.” He extended his hand with the box to Jin.
“Eh?” the actor blinked, not understanding why was Kazuya returning his gift. Did he do something wrong again? “But I bought it for you.” He babbled, stammering on his words because this was the first time someone was rejecting his present and, to be honest, Jin had no idea how to react at something like this.
Kazuya’s eyes softened at the sight of a disoriented Jin, but he had to be firm. “I’m sorry, but I can’t accept it.” He replied and seeing that Jin didn’t take the box, he placed it between the two of them, on the bed. “I’m not into receiving expensive gifts especially if it’s from someone I work for.” He continued, feeling like he had to explain why he was refusing. “Even if we’re friends.” He added quickly, not wanting to be misunderstood.
Jin pouted and sat on the bed cross-legged, puffing his cheeks in frustration and looking at Kazuya with accusing eyes. “It’s not fair.” He complained. “I can’t even give you something I like because I’m your boss.” He whined, feeling sad and disappointed and frustrated with himself because he had been so excited and he had even thought that Kazuya would like it. He looked up at Kazuya with a serious expression and something seemed to flicker in his eyes. “You’re fired.” Jin simply said, gazing into Kazuya’s brown orbs.
The first reaction of Kazuya’s was to blink. “Eh?” he said, unsure that he heard right. “B-but y-you can’t fire me!” he stuttered, already thinking about the trouble would cause such a development. How will he manage to pay Yuuya’s college or the daily expenses? No… what about rent?! No! Jin couldn’t fire him!
“Yes, I can, I’m your boss, remember?” Jin replied with a knowing look as he nodded his head a little as in confirmation. “I can fire you anytime I want so now I’m not your boss anymore and you can accept my gift.” He explained with a silly grin and stupid smile.
Kazuya looked stupidly at Jin and almost wept with understanding. He let himself fall onto bed and covered his eyes, trying to calm down his beating heart. He had been so scared, no, in fact he was, because with a single phrase Jin had managed to make his worries grow to the biggest proportions. “Fuck.” He mumbled as he realized that he was slightly shaking. “Just because of a watch…”
“Hey, are you okay?” Jin asked worried, coming a little closer to Kazuya and carefully lifting his hand and putting it on the younger’s shoulder in comfort - he hadn’t forgotten this time that he wasn’t allowed to touch Kazuya.
But the assistant didn’t back away from Jin’s touch neither did he make any sort of reaction. “How could I?” he asked on a muffled voice and let his hand fall a little from his eyes, revealing the sparkling brown of them. “You threatened to fire me just because of a watch.” There was definitely a whine and as much as Kazuya would like to deny, his eyes were watery.
“I didn’t threaten you!!” Jin exclaimed with an alarmed voice, scared because of the tears that he saw in Kazuya’s eyes because he was bad with tears. Really, really bad. “That was a joke, for cryin’ out loud! Who fires someone because of a watch?!” he defended himself, now feeling a little indignant because the assistant had believed such a thing. “I just wanted you to accept it…” he admitted, reaching with his hand Kazuya’s cheek and turning his head a little to look him in the eyes.
“Really?” Kazuya asked on a small voice as he let his hand fall next to his body, now his face exposed to Jin and his hand. He was lying there feeling vulnerable and weak, thinking that he still had a long way to go until he’ll truly gain confidence in his financial situation and won’t be easily swayed by such easily thrown words. “I -” Kazuya began but said nothing and continued to stare at Jin, defenseless and all. Really… was he that weak?
Jin chuckled, surprised to see such a face of Kazuya but nevertheless pleased. He smiled gently and brushed off Kazuya’s eyes a little to stop the tears from appearing. “I would take you with me in America if you’d accept.” He offered, the words being spoken without him thinking too much on this matter but as soon as they were said, Jin knew that he’d be delighted to have Kazuya by his side all the time. If not as a lover, then as an assistant because the younger was damned good at his job and he certainly deserved more than this. Still, he chose to not further his proposal, thinking that maybe this wasn’t such a good time to bring up something serious like that. Jin said that to himself but the real reason was that he couldn’t keep his eyes off the younger, it was like he was hypnotized by Kazuya and he couldn’t move or talk or do anything for that matter but just to gaze into his eyes and wonder how much more will Kazuya continue to fascinate him.
It seemed unreal and his next move was the same because when Jin woke up from his dream, he found himself with his eyes closed, his lips glued to Kazuya’s and his hand still on the younger’s cheek, keeping him close.
And Kazuya welcomed him a third time too. It wasn’t like he didn’t expect such a thing, he had even thought about it the moment Jin said his wish of Kazuya wanting to receive his gift and then when he had offered to bring him in America. The assistant knew that if Jin would try anything, he’d let him and he will respond again; because… it simply had to be so. And as he lifted his arms and encircled Jin’s neck, Kazuya parted his lips a little and teased Jin with the tip of his tongue, darting back and forward or skimming over them. This time, Kazuya knew that he had wanted this kiss to happen as much as Jin.
Jin’s eyes widened in shock, this being the last reaction that he expected to have from the younger. It passed soon though as he felt Kazuya’s tongue brushing over his lips, like he was silently asking for permission to explore his mouth. And Jin granted it, opening his mouth and claiming his lips once again into a more powerful and demanding kiss, sucking on his lips and tongue and clashing their teeth as they deepened their kiss, wanting to feel more and to know more. Jin let his hands rest on Kazuya’s waist, bringing him closer and gluing their bodies as their kiss continued, neither of them wanting to back down no matter how great was the need to breath - the need for each other was far too greater.
And Kazuya agreed with this nevertheless. He arched his body, pulling Jin over him, kissing him back like that was all he wanted to do. His hands roamed in Jin’s hair, his fingers tangling up with the fine locks of the actor’s. A half sigh, half moan was heard in their kiss and Kazuya knew it was his. There was a sudden explosion of passion and desire in his body and he felt for the first time that he wanted Jin, understanding a little what the other had been saying over the past days. He deepened even more their kiss, his tongue plunging deeper into Jin’s mouth, battling the other one’s before silently submitting to a passionate invasion from the actor. His heart was beating fast, his body was getting quickly hot and there was less space in his mind beside Jin. Kazuya was willing to fall freely in the arms of the man that was kissing him like this was the last chance before everything will end.
The passion and lust continued to grow between them and soon Jin felt that it wasn’t enough to just kiss Kazuya and have him by his side. He moved a little and leaned over Kazuya to lay him down on the bed, carefully holding his body with one hand on his back while the other settled on his shoulder and started to trace a line on his arm, catching his hand at the end and entwining it with his as Kazuya’s back touched the bed, their kiss stopping only for a few seconds to recover their breaths and then continuing again with even more desire. He lifted their joined hands and placed them on the bed, near Kazuya’s head, to have more support as he moved completely over the younger, straddling him and touching him with his free hand on his clothed body, trying to find some more friction between them, more touching, more intimacy and less clothes.
Kazuya tensed at the touches on his body, his hand grasping Jin’s one tighter. He moaned in the kiss and he shifted his body a little, brushing against Jin. His other hand touched gently Jin’s cheek before it made way on his shoulder and slowly moving down on Jin’s chest. It stopped where the actor’s heart was beating fast and Kazuya pressed a little against it. He wasn’t the only one who felt like this, Jin was the same too and somehow it made the younger even more excited. Then he traced with ghostly touches the other’s collarbone, smiling in the kiss as he swallowed Jin’s whimper. It felt good to hear him like this, it almost gave confidence to Kazuya. So he grazed slightly the skin around the collarbone, skimming playfully over it. He felt the shudders in Jin’s body and Kazuya couldn’t be more pleased as he claimed once more Jin’s lips, now dominating him.
And the actor gladly let himself be dominated, enjoying the sensation for once and not feeling restricted at all as he though he would. He gasped when Kazuya’s moves became more daring and he whined silently, the sounds being muffled by the younger’s demanding mouth and only his helpless moans being strong enough to break the barrier. His hand continued to touch - Jin not being one to back down from a challenge - and found the rim of Kazuya’s shirt, slipping past it and finally finding the younger’s hot skin under his burning fingers, moving above it and touching it a little unsure, as he continued to lift his shirt even more and to reveal more of Kazuya’s chest.
Kazuya shivered and there was a short intake of air as he gasped at the touch of Jin. He shifted a bit uncomfortable, though the feeling wasn’t wrong and certainly very arousing as Jin’s fingers left fiery traces on his skin as they slowly made their way up. But this move made Kazuya feel a little insecure as the idea of them being both men crept again in his mind, reminding him that something was off. And when Jin’s hand would find that he wasn’t touching the body of a woman, he’d move away disgusted and making Kazuya feel sick. Scared about such thoughts, Kazuya opened his eyes and broke their kiss, his hand stopping Jin one’s. He looked away, hiding his face from Jin.
“Let’s stop.” Kazuya said on a hoarse voice, feeling his body burning and still not letting go of Jin’s hand though it went limp in their holding.
“Why?” came Jin’s immediate question with a hurt and pitiable voice, not understanding yet again what he did wrong to make Kazuya reject him once more.
“It is again another mistake.” The assistant replied, biting his lower lip, not knowing what he should do. He was painfully aware of Jin being on top of him, holding his hand and having his shirt revealing his body. And he was more than aware that he had wished all of this to happen, though everything was wrong and not meant to be.
“It is not a mistake!” Jin exploded with rage, furious that the younger was insisting with this stupid thing. “It’s something we both want! It’s something that lovers do! It’s something…” he growled, feeling frustrated with Kazuya as he raised his body a little, leaving their hands still joined and still straddling Kazuya as he looked from above at him.
Kazuya looked at him, wearing the same angry expression as Jin. “It’s something that should have never taken place.” He completed Jin’s sentence with a strangled voice as if the words did not want to leave his lips. “This time is my fault, I admit.” He continued, gulping a little. “I led you on and things got out of control and… I promise not to do such a thing again.” Kazuya added with an expression that showed that it was difficult for him to admit his errors and let aside to apologize for them.
“Why? Do I look like I’m mad because you kissed me back?” Jin cocked an angry eyebrow at him, crossing his arms in defiance. “I loved having you this close, I realized that I’m crazier about you that I thought.” He confessed with a straight face, like he just said the most normal thing in the world. “Why is this so hard to believe?” he complained.
“I’m sorry, Jin, but no matter what you say, for me it’s still wrong and I can’t accept this as easily as you do.” Kazuya sighed, covering his eyes again. “This alone is already enough trouble for me.” He gestured at their position. “I don’t want feelings or relationships to confuse me any more than this.” He added with a defeated voice. He was really no good when it came to love or relationships.
Jin sighed, his annoyance dropping a little even if it was still present. “Kazuya…” he said with a gentle tone, leaning over the younger once again and carefully touching his arm, trying to remove it. “Look at me.” He demanded with a small hint of ordering in his voice, like he wouldn’t accept anything else than this.
Kazuya let his hand fall and looked at Jin with unsure eyes. “What?” he asked a bit harsher than he had intended to. No matter what Jin will say to him, Kazuya won’t change his mind about them being a couple or letting feelings grow between the two of them.
“Why are you so afraid?” Jin asked, his eyes settled on Kazuya’s brown orbs. He had come to realize that Kazuya wasn’t afraid of being with him and he wasn’t afraid of being with a guy either - in fact, Jin had a suspicion that Kazuya was kind of excited about this - but he was afraid of the very idea of having a relationship with someone. And this was something that Jin could never understand because he had never run of his feelings, no matter how crazy they were, and Kazuya was the living proof of that.
Kazuya frowned. “I’m not afraid.” He replied with an indignant tone. “I just don’t want to…” words failed him and Kazuya shook his head as if trying to get rid of this new idea that Jin implanted in his mind. Was he afraid? No, certainly not. “I just want to live a peaceful life without having to think about things like being with a man or having a relationship with my employer.” He continued after a pause, feeling good that he wasn’t afraid and just didn’t want trouble in his life.
“Kazuya, this isn’t about me.” Jin said with the same gentle tone as earlier. “You’re afraid of committing to someone, you’re afraid to let yourself love someone.” He continued, as he brought his hand to caress the younger’s cheek, a small smile plastered on his lips. “You’re even afraid to admit that you might like me.” He added with a knowing voice. Because maybe Jin was a Bakanishi most of the time, but he had never guessed wrong at this kind of stuff.
“Don’t act like you know me.” Kazuya replied and brushed Jin’s hand away. “And don’t put words in my mouth. I definitely do not like you as a possible lover.” He continued and pushed Jin off. Somehow, he felt angered by Jin’s know-it-all attitude and he didn’t need this kind of shit. “Being sexually aroused by you doesn’t equal liking you as well.” Kazuya said with a mocking expression. “I might as well sleep with you and still not feel a thing for you.” The younger scoffed and adjusted his shirt.
“I didn’t imagine you being this fickle.” Jin snorted, a little annoyed that Kazuya was trying to brush him off like that - even if he should have expected such a thing from the assistant - while he settled on the bed, his eyes still watching Kazuya.
Kazuya bristled at the word and glared at Jin. “That’s why I said to not act like you know me.” He replied and passed a hand through his hair, trying to rearrange it. And then he quickly got off the bed, also adjusting his jeans that had suddenly become a bit tighter.
“So what do you call this then?” Jin accused, starting to get annoyed yet again while he also left the bed and posed himself in front of Kazuya, hair disheveled and face still a little red. “How are you then if you say you can sleep with a guy and don’t feel a thing?!” he asked, his face starting to get even redder but because of different reasons now, feeling the urge to hit Kazuya with something slowly crawling into his veins. “You don’t even want to consider me as a potential lover and yet you do all of this?!” Jin asked, pointing to the bed where Kazuya had been standing just a few minutes ago and asking for more through his body.
“I’m sorry for leading you on!” Kazuya shouted, his eyes burning as well as his face. “And yeah, sorry for being this fickle!” He added with a snarl, scoffing. “And sorry that you’re not the only playboy around here.” He said with a sardonic smile.
“You’re wrong.” Jin said with the same accusing voice, narrowing his eyes as he looked at Kazuya with anger written in them. “I’m a playboy because I fuck girls for one night and then I dump them. While you…” he tried, but he couldn’t find his words, being afraid that Kazuya will notice how much this affected him. He sighed, looking really tired and fed up with all of this.
“You’re always sorry for leading me on, but you still kiss me back and provoke me only to act innocent after and say that this is wrong. You don’t even have the guts to admit that you like this and that you want it as much as I do.” Jin continued, slowly approaching Kazuya while he talked, only to stop at a little distance, like he was afraid he’ll be burned if he would take one more step closer. “So don’t you dare to tell me that you’re sorry.” He hissed, his calm voice turning again into a slightly iced one.
“Do you want me to say I’m not sorry?” Kazuya cocked an eyebrow, seeming amused. “Okay then, I’m not sorry. Anything else?” He said with a slight shrug of his shoulder. He was provoking Jin to say more, this way it was easier for him to cut their relations - especially this kind of relation.
Jin looked at Kazuya a little shocked, but the hurt could be easily seen in his eyes. “Get out.” Were the only words he said as he turned his back on Kazuya and walked away from him to stop near the table, putting a hand on it to support his body which seemed to collapse any soon without any help and letting his head fall down, feeling how a migraine was making its appearance as he touched his forehead with his other hand.
Such a reaction made Kazuya feel like he was the worst. He bit his lower lip as he looked at the slumped form of Jin and was unsure if he should leave or stay. But before he could even make a decision, he moved forward and hugged Jin from behind. “I didn’t mean it.” He said with a low voice, prepared to be thrown aside if Jin wanted so.
The older one tensed, this being the last thing he had ever expected Kazuya to do - even if this thought had become kind of frequent in his mind lately - but he didn’t move and just sat there, not moving even an inch. “You always say that.” he chose to say, not knowing how he should interpret this action of Kazuya.
“No.” Kazuya replied slowly, feeling Jin’s rapid heart beating under his palms. “I always say I’m sorry.” He added, realizing how stupid the words sounded even if he had been saying them over and over. “Now I’m saying that I didn’t mean to say such shallow words and cause you hurt.” He continued, letting his head rest on Jin’s back.
Jin’s lips curled up a little and he finally reacted as he lifted his hands and placed them on top of the younger’s, tightening Kazuya’s hold on his waist. “Forget it, I was stupid. It was my fault in the first place.” He said, a slight tremble in his voice but sounding a lot better than his previous words.
Kazuya smiled even though Jin couldn’t see it. “Our fault.” He said with a serious voice. “After all, I made you break the rules I set up at first.” He sighed, thinking how wretched he could be sometimes. He had done such things before and maybe this had caused most of his relationships to end abruptly.
“Your fault more than mine.” Jin childishly mumbled under his breath, pouting a little but already starting to feel better.
“Okay, if you want so.” Kazuya replied quickly and there was a slight tease in his voice. Feeling that they were hugging for too long, Kazuya slipped his hands from under Jin’s ones and wanted to draw back, but Jin was quicker than him as he turned suddenly and caught the younger in his arms, his smile now being visible for the assistant too.
“Kazuya…” Jin whined, sulking again and pursing his lips as he looked at the boy.
The assistant’s heart skipped a beat as he looked at Jin. He was afraid to ask what the actor wanted because he was afraid of not being able to go along with it. “Yes?” But yet, he still had to say it, cursing the fact that suddenly he felt limp in Jin’s arms and wishing.
Jin’s eyes darkened for a moment when their eyes met, feeling back at the beginning of this day when he felt that huge urge to kiss the boy. He gulped and tried to suppress his desire, closing his eyes for a couple of seconds to smile after as he looked at Kazuya. “Do you accept my gift?” he asked, biting his lip in nervousness as he waited for a reply which hopefully will be positive.
Kazuya glanced at the forgotten box on the bed and then looked back at Jin, licking his lips while wearing an unsure expression. “I don’t know…” he answered sincerely, thinking at the beautiful watch that he fell in love with and at the fact that it was a very expensive one and that it wasn’t right for him to receive one. But as he looked at Jin’s hopeful eyes, Kazuya knew that he will give in. “Okay.” He said with a low voice.
“Thanks!” Jin chirped happily as he hugged Kazuya tightly and pecked his lips once before letting him go and bouncing to the bed to grab the box and open it, showing the watch to his assistant with a wide grin on his face. “Try it on to see how it looks.” He asked, feeling more excited about this than he should have been as he tossed the watch in his hand, playing with it.
Kazuya sighed and stretched his hand, revealing his wrist to Jin. “Put it on.” He said with a smile, feeling a bit awkward as everything seemed like they were lovers and Jin had bought him a present.
Jin hurried to do what Kazuya asked him to, putting it on and looking admiringly at it. “It’s beautiful!” he exclaimed with a proud voice. “Do you like it?” he then asked excitedly, bouncing on the bed.
Kazuya looked at it and blushed a little. “I love it.” He said as he grinned at Jin, his eyes sparkling with delight. Then he continued to look at how it suited him, moving on one side then to another, checking it all. “Thank you.” He remembered to say, bowing his head a little.
“It was my pleasure.” Jin grinned, thinking that even if there had also been a bad part in all of this, he still got to kiss Kazuya again!! And the younger even hugged him, all by himself!!! Jin couldn’t be more delighted. “Can I say something now?” he asked on a little lower tone.
Kazuya looked up at Jin and frowned a bit. Somehow he felt anxious about what Jin wanted to say. “Umm… sure.” The younger replied, letting his hand down, not wanting to be distracted by the beautiful watch that was on his wrist.
“We’re going to be late!” the actor sang happily, expecting in any moment the outburst called Kamenashi Kazuya.
And soon enough, it came. “Jiiiiin!!”