There are so many things that I would really like to say to people but I can’t. I wanna say quit stepping on me, or don’t ever let me step on you. I want to say I love you without being afraid. Afraid of people thinking that I am gay, or afraid they won’t say it back. But at the same time I want to not care about what everybody thinks about me. I ( Read more... )

Okay em this is for you! two entries in one week. Any ways okay i wanted to say that this is not going to be very happy though because my mind is not in a happy state. You know this because of my text last night but here goes anyway. I got into a fight two days in a row with Travis. The first one was about the fact that I'm not with him so I dont ( Read more... )

Okay so it has been forever since I have written!! I am in class at central. Our teacher is going to be gone till 12:30 so we can do what ever we want until then. SO.. I am here. I thought I should say that the guy that hit on me in Hy-vee was named travis. He and I dated and then we broke up. We are still are friends and I want to get back ( Read more... )

Okay so billium always said, "don't ask god why, ask what, what am I supposed to learn from this." well I really don't want to learn from any of this. I have had one of the weirdest weekends ever and it didn't end last night when the weekend ended. Okay lets start friday because thats when the weekend started. FRIDAY! where do I begin... yeah I got ( Read more... )

yeah so I am in the studio with Lauren! Yeah I just said her name. ON AIR!! sorry deary!! anyways we are listening to a little eve6 and just laughing. Thanks Emily!! I am not asleep I was accually thinking about how I was going to call you when I got off and ask about something I was talking to my mom about last night! I finally figured out that it ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What High School Stereotype Are You?"

Emo Kid
You're depressed and lonely. You want to be loved so bad, but whenever you find love something always goes wrong. you're moody and like to be alone ( Read more... )

okay so it has definately been about two months since any of my damaging words have been stored in this site, but I have been told by someone **cough**cough** YOU that I need to, so here goes... Today I talked to a girl that I haven't really ever had an indepth conversation with and it was really cool... I don't know weather it was her or something ( Read more... )

there is nothing going on in my life but work... yay!sarcasm... that is the only time I have to act happy. and pain... when I can be myself... I think of him everyday and everyday it hurts because he doesn't even think about me. what do I do. maybe I will email victoria... I know she is tired of me talking about rob but there is nothing else I ( Read more... )

Yeah so I just posted a comment at dez's journal and since I said she has to update I shouldn't be a hipocrite and update myself. I am still a work-a-holic and I really am getting tired of it. I get nice pay checks, but that whole thing called a social life and sleep don't mix. I can do one or the other, ahh I'll sleep when I am dead. I still think ( Read more... )

b>The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)ModerateLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Moderate ( Read more... )