Fresh Start

[fighting_wotsit]

Let's try this again, shall we?

Okay.

In all honesty I'm not in the mood for spilling all on here but any of you that have followed me for a while and are actually reading this will know that I went downhill about two and a half years ago. Things got worse. Now they seem to be getting better. I'm relaxing a bit. I've kind of restarted everything on

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[osco_blue_fairy]

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Welcome back, love! I'm happy to hear you're doing better, I missed you too!

Oh Supernatural...why can't I quit you? XD

*hugs to infinity*

[fighting_wotsit]

Thank you, it's been cold without you...

All it does is make me cry but I can't leave it. ;^;

*hug*

[catpaws]

Hello, my darling. I've missed you, too -- incredibly so -- and I'm just unbelievably glad that you're back and as fine as you seem to be.

I wish I had more to say, but I'm in a really bad place right now and it's taking enormous amounts of concentration for me to even keep typing. But I still want to leave this here, for you, because I care about you and I love you and you're my friend and I just need you to know all that

[fighting_wotsit]

Oh my god let me just hold you right now. You sound like things are a messy at the moment, and you should know by now that my ear is always open should you need it.

I love you too, so very much.

Haha, yeah, some of it gives me the creeps and yes, I have spent a lot of time making sad noises as my computer screen. I would cry, but that doesn't really seem to come to be much any more... Perhaps we will, but I wouldn't worry about it :)

Even if we are separated by our fandoms we will still have our friendship and memories and each other.

Wonderful, but a fair warning is that I post a lot of rubbish and just generally...stuff.

You're so very welcome. I needed you to have it. You make me strive to work and live, and I want you to know that I love you so fcking much (and jeez, I just said that I'm finding it hard to cry but I'm tearing up right now

[catpaws]

Darling, go read my latest post if you will. It contains an explanation, as poor and jumbled as it might be. You don't have to, of course, especially since it's rather long, but I'd really appreciate it if you did. I could try explaining it here all over again, maybe paraphrase it, but this has already been enough of a roller coaster ride for one night

[fighting_wotsit]

You have always been supportive to me even if you did not know it, and I have always felt loved by you.

Let me work my ass off. Right now you need to take a step back and work through all of the things going on in your life. Take a deep breath, because right now you should relax and I will take care of you. I will always love you. We have both changed greatly over the years we have known each other, and I can never ever find you boring or hateable. You are too much of a good friend.

I'm sending love and hugs. The warmth of my scarf is the warmth of my adoration for you.