For once in my life I am content with where things are. I am happy with where I am, who I am, and what life is bringing me. I haven't been this way in awhile. I had a conversation today where if I had that conversation in the last couple of months I would have been in tears and my heart would have been all out of wack, but no. It didn't scare me. I ( Read more... )

So right now it is just like old times. It is a gorgeous afternoon, and Tiff and I decided to watch a movie. Did we stay awake...of course not. But hey at least this time we made is through the opening credits. So we took our afternoon nap, and now I am awake. I keep trying to get Tiff up but that is like waking a dead person. We are supposed to be ( Read more... )

Always and forever ( Read more... )

Well I am here in California, and I am not enjoying the overcast weather at all. Hopefully that will change since I am going to be here for so long. So I have only been here for a day and things are back to normal. My sisters and I are showing our sisterly love to one another like usual. Erin yelled at me for my stuff being all over her room. I ( Read more... )

So I leave for California in 2 days. I am kinda looking forward to it, but kinda not. For starters I hate flying. I know it is the safest way to travel, but I am still afraid. Why do I have to be afraid of so many things? I am afraid of swimming in deep water, I am afraid of dogs, I am afraid of being alone. Anywho that is a whole another entry in ( Read more... )

People come into our lives for certain reason. We may not know the reasons right then in their, and that is God's plan for us. I guess my question is how do we live our own lives and make the best decisions for ourselves without having other people tell us what to do. It is human nature to ask people to help us out, but ultimately it is our ( Read more... )

So this totally made my day today. I was in my EMT class, and Kira and I were practicing something. Well one of the lab instructors asked if we needed help. I said no. He then told me that it is nice to see a person who is always so cheerful. I really wish someone could have heard that so they know I am not always a basket case. Thank you! That ( Read more... )

A friend of mine once told me to "Let go, and Let God" So that is what I am doing. I can't control everything in my life. That is what has been wrong with me for the last couple months. I am a control freak. I need to let God handle things. I need to turn to Him for guidance. I need to go to Him with my problems to understand what He wants me to do ( Read more... )

Packing up the dreams God planted ( Read more... )

Help, Lord, I'm lost at sea! When I started this journey of life, I thought I knew where I was headed, but then a few waves started to rock the boat, and I became frightened. Next, the wind pick up, and my fear turned into confusion. Then the night fell, and my confusion turned into despair. And now, I am lost and need you to help calm the waves in ( Read more... )