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DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JESS JESS JESS U MISSED OUT DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!! lol man my dad got a new car baby! yeahuh!!! man me and heav were bookin round the yard!!! daaaang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol man it was sooo much fun! but i gotta get to sleep cuz tomorrow morning were driving to grannys house for sum ( Read more... ) -
ARGH!
alright im sick of it all! im sick of everyone! im tired of no one understanding what its like to be a depressed teen battleing their life completely going wrong...and no one cuts me any freakin slack! im so sick of being treated like im inferior and not worth anything! I HATE IT! CANT U EVEN TRY TO IMAGINE HOW MUCH IT SUCKS!? NO I DONT THINK U CAN ( Read more... ) -
ugh! 4 and a half days left! man!
today, friday, saturday, sunday then doom day! man!!! i guess its really important...i mean i know it is-its prolly one of the most important things ive ever had to do other than commiting my life to Christ-but im scared out my mind i mean its soooo nerve racking! itll be ok tho-after praying like crazy and getting help from my friends that have ( Read more... ) -
6 days left
So ive got 6 days left until the court hearing and im scared out of my mind...my daddy told me not to worry about it because it wasnt a big deal or whatever then later on in our conversation he said that it means a bunch because if the judge takes my case or not all depends on how mature i am about everything thats going on and if ive got reason ( Read more... ) -
ugh im sick of everyone
Im so sick of people! man! well trisha lied to me about going to kentucky and this whole stupid thing starts up again so i dont know if shes tellin me the truth or not because she tellin me that she was in kentucky not flushing but chey says that she hung out with trisha at church or sumthing like the last few weeks and so i dont know whats going ( Read more... ) -
Im so excited!
well the days barely started and ive got things to do...lol i feel like i have a life. jessicas supposed to be comin over today and thats pretty awesome cuz i havent seen her in 4 years so im excited about that. then get this-makyla tells me this morning that she was going to do me the biggest favor in my life...so i was like and what would that ( Read more... ) -
Hmm havent written in a long time!
Well its been a while since my last entry...been busy i guess. u know how it is-having court cases to work through while everything else in the world is going wrong...oh no ide better quit because dani warned me-dont tell people "sad stuff" because when they dont say what i want them to-i get angry...whatever. but that was a failure to communicate ( Read more... ) -
Man!
Man im so tired right now its not even funny-i come home from up north and I got to Alyxs house right? yeah that was a bunch of fun cuz madi was there so we had a good time...well we didnt get to bed until about 4:30 i guess and i had to get up and 9:15 yeah me and 5 hours of sleep dont get along-i would be ok i guess if my sisters open house wasnt ( Read more... ) -
Man!!!!!!!!! God is awesome!
man Gods so incredible i cant even put it into words...and its disapointing that i wasnt always trying to be a commited follower...im so ashamed of the things i used to do its not even funny...some things im not going to talk about because no one knows...or will ever know what i used to do but along the lines of the swearing thing-nothing could ( Read more... ) -
man todays been awesome
MAN!!! today has been soooo relaxing-stayed up all last night and slept all day today...i promised my sister ide take her to the movies and i slept thru that until sarah shields...lol funny story i was on the couch sleepin and my phone rings and i was like "hello?" and shes like "lynzi" and im like "who is this?" ans she goes "what time is it?" i ( Read more... )