i want to understand but i can't. i just can't. i want to ask someone (you) to explain but then i'm too scared of understanding. there's absolutely nothing i can do.
granted, just get out.

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today i went to santa barbara with justin, alysa, kyle, cole, and travis. santa barbara is such a beautiful city. today was one of these half cloudy and half sunny days that we've been having often lately, and the ocean was amazing. i was sitting on a bench in front of it, just thinking to myself about a lot of things that needed to be thought ( Read more... )

well. it hurts.

i wanted to be alone, and now i'm not quite sure what to do with myself. i sleep too much. i need alysa and tacha. staying home from school is the way to do it on days like this. days where water pours out of the sky and never ends. i was gonna go to canada this summer but i'm not going anymore.

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"michael jackson did not molest this kid. period. the charges against him are fake. they have been created by grifters to cash in on a beleaguered, besieged guy who, because he is so unusual, is vulnerable to these kinds of charges ( Read more... )

"Asperger's syndrome is a neurobiological disorder which is a mild form of autism. People with AS are generally considered exceptionally intelligent (and often obsessively focus their attention to music or art), but have difficulty reading social situations and are often accused of being extremely antisocial. They also have difficulty coping with ( Read more... )

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i'm so happy right this second. i have so much to look forward to that it's almost overwhelming. this weekend is definately gonna be great.

how is everyone today? i wonder.