A fire rebuilt burns my soul
But my God holds me
Blade of betrayel cuts my soul
But my God holds me
All that I am falls apart
But my God holds me
My heart is torn to pieces
But my God holds me
From 7
But my God holds me
Hold me tight my God
Breath into me my God
In Out In Out In Out
Align my Heartbeat
Raise me up as a warrior
To you

Its been a while. Alot has happened so much of me has changed. I want to sit here and write what God is doing but I cant. I am rendered speechless. There are some days that I dont know what to think. Every thing I once knew was shaken and now I am not to sure. What is this great mystery of a God? Who are we to say we understand anything about him ( Read more... )

O'God I dont know. Help me.

The burden for the lost is weighing on my heart breathing is hard every moment is a struggle. Every moment spent at the gates of hell crying out for those in there. FREEDOM! My heart is crushed it beats in my chest a million miles a minute draining me of my fight. My LORD is there he holds me I move on his strength. The burden is crushing rending ( Read more... )

Upon the wings of the south ( Read more... )

God's Refining fire burned my wounds shut.

Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting
Psalm 139:22-23 (NIV)

Lord may my soul always be the Inferno you want.

When words fail you are there to speak for me. When my heart is torn to shreds you are there with open arms. When it seemed I would never know love you stretched out your arms. When I have nothing left you fight for me. When someone puts a dagger in my heart you remove it and heal it. When I feel no one cares you hold me and weep for me. I love you

I realized something today I never realy knew what love was. I still dont know if I can define it but I have this thing that God showed me. The image of a father weeping over his wounded son. Looking closer I saw that the wounded man was me. I realized that sometimes we make God cry. He weeps over his wounded children. When the realization came I ( Read more... )

I thank you all for your prayers.I dont know where I am right now all I can say is my heart hurts realy bad. I pressed through and found my God but still. I dont know I cant think.

Destruction flows out of you ( Read more... )