but...even if you dont feel like your close to god becca...hes still in you, therefore, you still have conviction which wil grow and grow and grow the closer you get again. Last year...i use to get convicted for EVERYTHING. Every thought i would get conviction. After i fell...i didnt care one bit, and i did whatever. Its starting to grow now. I am convicted. I know whats right and wrong. Its all a matter of time and growth. When you first became a christian, you didnt know everything the first day you got saved, nor, later on when you were strong did you know everythig. And lying on your death bed...guess what...you still wont know everything. Its just apart of the life god has given you. he gives you mysteries, that in time will be figured out...or they wont. After scotty died, i didnt know why and i didnt wanna know why it happened...my mind couldnt comprehend that thee was a reason. now it can...but the reason is still a mystery. Does that make sense. It all takes time and i just wish i could give you the patience that you need to
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