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[fightxyourself]

my future will be shitty.
i see it clearly.
with my lazy personality, all i can look forward to is a shit job, shitty living habits and each day being as unhappy as can be.
why are some people just destined to be failures?
i have no motivation in life, nor to better myself, so the rest of my life will consist of sick days and getting fired.

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[this_excess]

you have absolutely no idea how much i see myself in everything you just wrote.

[fightxyourself]

yeah. it fucking sucks. we are the people whose teacher used to say "needs to work harder" "has potential".
and every time i regret my fuck ups, i'm in a situation where i'm fucking up, and i can't do anything except cross my fingers and HOPE i can do better in the future. but it never happens.

[this_excess]

i always got those comments on my report cards... right now im in the state of mind that i want to stop all this bullshit because it never gets me anywhere. im always late for school & ive been fired from every job because im always late or i just dont go & it just leaves me at a dead end. but you cant give up on yourself, it just makes things so much harder/worse. you gotta keep going until you just get sick of being the one always fucking up & just do it. ugh, responsibilities suck.

[fightxyourself]

yeah... i'm not looking forward to it at all. i just know myself and i know i have absolutely no discipline for myself. but i'm going to try to keep it positive and work something out for myself i guess. we should check up on each other every now and then haha.