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crash into me.
adam cahoon, dustin meyer, jourdan frese, carrie reilly, chris coacci, ryann wagner, jacob tapper, michael tacovelli, joseph frisbie, lucas elgarten, nicholas masters, sean largey, kim harmon, justin seabolt, heather bimonte, julio dufflar; you have all impacted my life in ways greater than you could ever understand. thank you. -
I'm going to commit myself.
I guess all is fair in love and war, which really aren't too different after all. i deserve everything that happens to me. it's all a part of what i have created for myself. all a reaction to my actions. i just wish i could see anything more clearly, especially myself. i have never known who i am. it's like there are people inside of me ( Read more... ) -
I got the window open, hear the cats?
I just can't stop thinking about how everything is so familiar, and waiting for the day when it will all end the same way. and wondering if i ask for or expect too much, or if it's really not that bad. all i really want anymore is some quiet, and peace, and above all: simplicity, but these things seem too far away. being an adult sucks. ( Read more... ) -
12/17/2007
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the termites have infected me once again. going to the doctor in thirty minutes to find out what it is this time ( Read more... ) -
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why can't anything in my life ever be simple? -
when you sleep, you can't feel the hunger.
&it's got me on my knees in a bathroom
praying to a god i don't even believe in,
"well, dear jesus, are you listening?
if this is the one chance that really matters
don't let me fuck this up." -
what the fuck.
what have i done? am i a bad person? will i EVER be happy? will you?
i really don't know if this was worth waiting for. -
hey.
it's my birthday, &one year anniversary with julio.
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